BGM: Feel It Still by Portugal. The Man
♪ Can't keep my hands to myself ♪
♪ Think I'll dust 'em off, put 'em back up on the shelf ♪
♪ In case my little baby girl is in need ♪
♪ Am I coming out of left field? ♪
♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, now ♪
♪ I been feelin' it since 1966, now ♪
♪ Might be over now ♪
鸡蛋有些焦了 Kinda overcooked the eggs.
不太习惯用煤气灶 抱歉 Not used to a gas stove. Sorry.
♪ Ooh woo I'm a rebel just for kicks now ♪
我现在最不想吃东西了 Last thing I want is food right now.
酒量不大 Ah, lightweight.
我至少比你多喝了两杯 You know, I outdrank you at least two to one.
而且我还吃了摇头丸 Never mind I was rolling on Molly.
跟我约会很省钱 I'm a cheap date.
但咖啡我喝了 I'll take the coffee, though.
♪ Leave it with a babysitter, mama, call the gravedigger ♪
你是医生 You're a doctor?
♪ Gone with the fallen leaves ♪
♪ Am I coming out of left field? ♪
那么 布朗医生 Well, Dr. Browne...
昨晚我很开心 I had fun last night.
我也是 Me too.
你这毫无激情的反应正好回答了我的问题 And that unenthusiastic response answers my question.
♪ I'm a rebel just for kicks, now ♪
「还能再约吗」 "Wanna meet up again?"
♪ Let me kick it like it's 1986, now ♪
♪ Might be over now, but I feel it still ♪
我马上就走 I'll get out of here.
♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, yeah ♪
♪ Your love is an abyss for my heart to eclipse, now ♪
♪ Might be over now, but I feel it still ♪
♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, now ♪
肖恩 Hey, Shaun --
我有问题要问格拉斯曼医生 I have a question for Dr. Glassman.
他在洗澡 Uh, he's, uh, in the shower.
-你想进屋 -他什么时候开始洗的 - Do you want to come on -- - When did his shower begin?
就 他刚进去 Just -- He just got in.
他洗澡至少要九分钟 His showers are at least nine minutes.
我上班要迟到了 I'd be late to work.
我等 这事很重要 I'll wait. This is important.
♪ Am I coming out of left field? ♪
♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, now ♪
♪ I been feelin' it since 1966, now ♪
我能帮忙吗 Is there something I can help with?
卖花人说粉色玫瑰代表激情 The florist told me the pink roses express passion
紫色秘鲁百合代表忠诚 and the purple Peruvian lilies convey devotion,
但我对卡莉既有激情又忠诚 but I feel both passion and devotion for Carly.
你可以都送她 You could give her both.
请让格拉斯曼医生洗好澡后 Please ask Dr. Glassman to text me the answer
马上把答案发给我 as soon as he gets out of the shower.
卡莉最喜欢什么颜色 Well...what's Carly's favorite color?
因为花本身没有意义 'Cause flowers don't really have meaning.
只是提高销量的手段 That's just a tactic to boost sales.
紫色 Purple.
你有答案了 There you go.
♪ Is it coming back? ♪
♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, yeah ♪
♪ Your love is an abyss for my heart to eclipse, now ♪
♪ Might be over now, but I feel it still ♪
♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, now ♪
♪ I been feelin' it since 1966, now ♪
♪ Might be over now... ♪
肖恩 Hi, Shaun.
我今晚想做爱 I'd like to have sex tonight.
♪ I'm a rebel just for kicks, now ♪
你想吗 Would you?
想 Yes.
♪ But I feel it still ♪
♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, now ♪
♪ Let me kick it like it's 1986, now ♪
♪ Might be over now, but I feel it still ♪
♪ Might've had your fill, but I feel it still ♪
39岁男性 连环车祸 39-year-old male, multi-car accident,
腹部钝伤 blunt abdominal injuries,
脾脏和肝都被撕裂了 including ruptured spleen and lacerated liver.
-昏迷指数是多少 -九 - What's his G.C.S.? - Nine.
腹腔游离液在上部右侧 Intraperitoneal free fluid in the right upper quadrant.
我们需要马上进手术室 We need an O.R., stat.
呼叫梅伦德斯 Page Melendez.
良 医
第三季 第九集
我们在拍订婚照片 We were at our engagement photoshoot.
我以为只是头疼 I thought it was just a migraine.
有时候闪光灯会让我头疼 I get them sometimes with the flashing lights.
然后她开始胡言乱语 Then she started slurring her words.
我想告诉他 I was trying to tell him
我的左半边身体没感觉了 that I couldn't feel or move my left side.
但汤尼说我说出来的只是 The only thing that got me through was Tony telling me,
「好的 会的」 "Okay, it will be."
你的症状多久开始消退 How long before your symptoms began to subside?
大概半小时 About half an hour.
等我们到这后 我只有轻微的头疼了 By the time we got here, all I had was a mild headache.
我觉得你是短暂性脑缺血发作 I think you had a transient ischemic attack.
小中风 A mini-stroke.
-中风 -小小的 - A stroke? - Mini.
珍妮才25岁 Jeanie's 25.
所以需要做核磁共振 超声心动图和化验 Which is why we'll need an MRI, cardiac echo, and labs
之后才能确定 before... we know for sure.
烧灼出血点 Cauterize that bleed.
肝脏好了 That's it for the liver.
他的平均动脉压是多少 What's his mean arterial pressure?
67 67.
你带利姆医生去的那家辣烤生蚝店叫什么 What was that place with the deviled oysters you took Dr. Lim to?
米娅来了 Oh, Mia's in town.
你们有些人也许知道了 As some of you may be aware,
我和利姆医生已经分手了 Dr. Lim and I are no longer together.
叫做半壳餐厅 It's called Half Shell.
在市中心 第二大道边上 Downtown, off Second.
拿走填充包 Remove the packing.
看主动脉 Look at the aorta.
可能是车祸导致的撕裂 Likely a laceration from the accident.
切口需要再大些以确认受伤程度 We'll need to dissect further to determine the extent of the damage.
血压飙升 B.P.'s skyrocketing.
他刚大量失血 He's just suffered massive blood loss.
还被麻醉了 应该低血压才对 He's under anesthesia. He should be hypotensive.
肺栓塞 Pulmonary embolism?
推注β受体阻滞剂 Push beta-blockers.
那会杀了他 That-- that'd kill him.
他心动过速 体温过高 He's tachycardic and hyperthermic.
我觉得他可能嗑药了 I think he must be on something.
摇头丸加麻醉药 MDMA mixed with anesthesia?
给他少量硝酸甘油 Give him a low dose of nitroglycerin
以及钙通道阻滞剂 and calcium channel blockers.
血压下来了 B.P.'s dropping.
奏效了 It's working.
推注整剂量 给他缝合 Push the full dose. Close him up.
得等血液中没有摇头丸才可以做手术 We're gonna have to wait for the MDMA to leave his bloodstream.
拍几张片子好好观测下动脉状况 We'll get a better look at the aorta via imaging.
判断得不错 Good call.
我要上厕所 I need to use the restroom.
坚持一下 珍妮 几分钟就好 Hang in there, Jeanie. Just a couple more minutes.
你应该问我今晚干什么 You should ask me what I'm going to do tonight.
好吧 Okay.
但为了使这个像真正的对话 But just to make it feel more like an actual conversation...
挺闲的 Nothing much.
我要上瑜伽课然后吃冰淇凌 I've got a yoga class and a date with Ben & Jerry tonight.
你呢 肖恩 How about you, Shaun?
我要和卡莉做爱 I'm having sex with Carly.
这是我的第一次 It's my first time.
了不起 Mazel tov.
花了22天时间练习接吻 It took us 22 days to kiss,
又花了九天练习牵手 nine more to hold hands --
不过我们那个不算真正的牵手 although, we don't really hold hands when we hold hands --
还花了六天练习同时触摸不止一个地方 and another six to touch more than one thing at a time.
但现在我准备好了 But now I'm ready.
前戏可真不少 That's a lot of foreplay.
我一直在读有关勃起的四个阶段 I've been reading about the four stages of arousal --
友好提醒 大多数人的第一次 Fair warning -- - the first time for most people
都很糟糕 is kind of awful.
你的第一次很糟糕吗 Your first time was awful?
这个问题不适合问同事 Not an appropriate question to ask a colleague.
不过每个定律都有例外 Although, there's an exception to every rule.
你的爱人看什么书准备的 Which books did your lover read to prepare?
没有血块 没有出血 No clots, no bleeds,
没有闭塞 没有卵圆孔未闭 no occlusions, no P.F.O.
怎么 W--
她没有中风 She didn't have a stroke.
她癫痫发作了 She's having a seizure.
紧急关闭
推注安定剂 Pushing diazepam.
她必须要去厕所 She had to use the restroom.
她的膀胱胀大 Her bladder is distended.
膀胱肿大挤压到的东西就是癫痫发作的原因 Whatever it's pressing against must be causing these attacks.
CT显示她有两处盆腔病变 CT shows she has two pelvic lesions,
化验结果显示儿茶酚胺含量激增 and labs show elevated levels of catecholamines.
我们给她的止疼药可能使她的膀胱肿大 The pain meds we gave her could have distended her bladder,
而膀胱就在其中一个肿瘤边上 which is abutting one of the tumors,
引发了第二次发作 setting off her second attack.
那第一次呢 But what set off the first one?
性交 Sexual intercourse.
另一个肿瘤在阴蒂上 The other tumor appears to be within her clitoris.
随着时间推移 渐进影响可能使其不稳定 Progressive impact may have destabilized it over time.
现在她癫痫发作的频率会更多 And now she's at risk of having more seizures.
性爱会害死这个女人 Sex could kill this woman.
他稳定下来了 血液里没有摇头丸了 He's stable, and the MDMA is out of his system.
我们可以继续移植主动脉了 We're good to go back in and graft the aorta.
我们正面临失血以及 We're just getting caught up with blood loss
体液复苏的问题 and fluid resuscitation.
做血管内支架是侵入性最小的 An endovascular stent is minimally invasive.
这个选项比做移植好 It is a better option than a graft.
但支架可能会造成凝血 But a stent could clot off
因为我们不能用血液稀释剂 because we won't be able to give blood thinners.
他的肝脏仍然有出血的风险 His liver is still a bleeding risk.
那我们先用支架碰碰运气吧 Let's take our chances with the stent.
我们可以速战速决 让他回到重症监护室 We can be in and out and have him back in the ICU,
然后在那里专心让他恢复 where we can focus on his recovery.
我不想没得到允许就进行下一步 I do not want to proceed without consent.
再过几个小时他也不会恢复意识 He won't regain consciousness for another couple of hours.
我们不应该等那么久 We shouldn't wait that long.
问问她妻子 她马上就到了 Get it from his wife. She's on her way here now.
我们可以摘除肿瘤 We can remove the tumors,
但这也意味着必须摘除 but it means we also have to remove
你大部分的阴道和阴蒂 most of your vagina and clitoris.
你还可以生育 You can still have children.
通过剖腹产 不会影响你的子宫或卵巢 Via C-section. It won't affect your uterus or ovaries.
那性生活呢 What about sex?
你将无法发生关系或 You won't be able to have intercourse
体验性高潮 or experience an orgasm.
这不合理 I-it doesn't make sense.
我已经有性行为五年了 I've been sexually active for five years.
没有任何病症发作 Never had any attacks.
我们怀疑肿瘤休眠了一段时间 We suspect the tumor's been dormant for some time.
如果我不做手术呢 What if I don't have the surgery?
再次发作的几率是多少 What are the odds of another attack?
这涉及到很多变量 There are many variables involved,
包括性爱的频率 持续时间 including frequency, duration,
体位和阴茎大小 sexual position, penis size --
大约2% About 2%.
每次吗 Each time?
每次 Each time.
夫妇每年平均发生52次性行为 On average, couples have sex 52 times per year,
意味着在接下来的三年里 which means in the next three years,
你的致命脑缺血发作的几率 your chance of having a life-threatening attack
大大超过95% is well over 95%.
我想我们还是碰运气吧 I think we'll take our chances.
你们俩可以单独谈谈 You should talk it over between yourselves,
或者找个咨询师 perhaps with a counselor --
情况我已经了解了 I understand the situation.
我不想做手术 I don't want the surgery.
我马上就过去 I'll catch up.
没在研究会议上见到你 Missed you at the research meeting.
我在做手术 开颅手术 I was in surgery. Craniotomy.
现在我还有两个会诊 跟捐赠者见面 Now I have two consults, a meeting with a donor,
还要主持医院的会 and a hospital chair meeting.
好吧 别忘了吃东西 Well, don't forget to eat something.
弱者才需要食物 Ah, food is for the weak.
也只有弱者才会等这部电梯 So is waiting for this elevator.
我们没事吧 Are we okay?
当然 Yeah.
对不起 我只是很忙 Sorry, I'm just busy.
我们建议用支架 We're recommending the stent.
虽然有凝血的风险 但比移植侵入性小 It risks clotting, but it's also less invasive than the graft.
做移植修复效果更持久 The graft would be a more permanent repair,
但出现手术并发症的可能性也越大 but there's greater chance of surgical complications.
我只能信任你们 对吗 I have to trust you, right?
爸爸的病会好吗 Is Dad gonna be okay?
当然 亲爱的 Oh, absolutely, darling.
我们会好好照顾你爸爸 We're gonna take good care of your dad.
他很快就能回家了 好吗 He'll be home before you know it, okay?
好 Okay.
谢谢 Thank you.
如果我们不做手术就让她回家 她会死的 If we send her home without the surgery, she'll die.
这可不好说 We don't know that.
剥夺一对相爱的年轻夫妇的性生活 And taking away sex from a young couple in love?
这是毁灭性的 That's devastating.
死亡也一样 So's death.
一对夫妇花在性生活上的时间有多少 How much time does a couple actually spend having sex?
每周19分钟 包括前戏 19 minutes per week, including foreplay.
剩下的时间 才是真正的感情生活 The rest -- - that's the real relationship.
撇去行为本身不说 Forget the act itself.
性爱是在感情关系中获得 Sex is crucial to the happiness
幸福和满足的关键因素 and satisfaction of a relationship.
性爱也是有破坏性的 Sex is destructive.
会让人说谎 变成骗子和白痴 It turns people into liars and cheaters and idiots.
它可能会是一段关系的开始 It might start relationships,
但大多数情况下 它会让人们伤心欲绝 but more often than not, it rips them apart.
她听到了毁灭性的消息 She got devastating news
然后想都不想就做了个情绪化的决定 and made an emotional decision without thinking it through.
至少我们可以让她找人咨询 The least we can do is get her counseling.
当你给她诊断结果时她有没有提出需要咨询 Was she offered counseling when you gave her the diagnosis?
没怎么提 但她当时还沉浸在... Briefly, but she was still reeling from the --
那就结了 Then it's over.
等她的情况稳定了 让她出院 When she's stable, discharge her.
谢谢 Thank you.
对 粉色的心和紫色的星星 Yeah, the pink heart and purple star...
你感觉怎样 How are you feeling?
医生 他很好 Hi, Doctor. He's doing great.
你好 我是布朗医生 Hi. I'm Dr. Browne.
你的主动脉有一处撕裂 You had a tear in your aorta,
但我们用支架稳定住了 but we stabilized it with a stent.
在可以给你用血液稀释剂之前 Until we can give you blood thinners,
你会有凝血风险 you'll be at risk of a clot,
所以我们会密切监测你 so we'll be monitoring you closely.
但现在 一切看起来都很完美 But right now, everything is looking absolutely perfect.
轻点 Gentle.
看 小蛋糕 See, Cupcake?
我没事了 It's all good.
你昨晚为什么不回家 Why didn't you come home last night?
爸爸在杰夫叔叔家过夜了 Daddy had a sleepover at Uncle Jeff's.
他有个新乌龟 你下次可以去看 He got a new turtle. You can see it next time.
你的血压对阿尔法受体阻滞剂的 Your blood pressure is responding well
反应很好 to the alpha-blockers.
我们要做些化验 We'll run labs.
如果结果正常 你明早就能出院了 If they're normal, you can be discharged in the morning.
谢谢 Thank you.
你时刻都要知道 You'll want to be aware at all times
最近的医院在哪里 of where the closest hospital is.
你们每次发生性关系 Every time you have intercourse,
都是在拿你未婚妻的生命冒险 you'll be endangering your fiancée's life.
我明白 I-I'm aware of that.
我们都明白 We both are.
但这是珍妮的身体 由她决定 But it's Jeanie's body. It's her decision.
我只是尽量支持 I'm just...trying to be supportive.
我不这么想 I don't think you are.
你很自私 You're being selfish.
她在拿生命冒险 She's risking her life,
而你却缄口不语 and you're keeping your mouth shut
以便能继续享受性爱 so you can keep getting laid.
你真的觉得我的决定是正确的吗 You do think I'm making the right decision?
是的 Yes.
真的 I do.
谢谢 Thanks.
他真的会痊愈的 He really is gonna be fine.
我知道 谢谢你 I know. Thank you.
你没事吧 You okay?
我觉得他出轨了 I think he's cheating on me.
他弟弟住在威洛格伦 His brother lives in Willow Glen,
跟他出车祸的地方隔着整座城市 the other side of the city from where he had his accident.
他怎么说 What did he say about it?
他说他要跟客户开个早餐会 That he had a breakfast meeting with a client.
跟他上次出轨时用的借口差不多 Not unlike the excuse he used last time he cheated.
最糟的是他一直在否认 Him denying it was the worst part.
让我怀疑自己 Made me doubt myself.
觉得自己是个多疑 嫉妒的妻子 You know, was I just a paranoid, jealous wife,
总是胡思乱想 throwing out wild accusations?
你丈夫刚刚经历了一次严重的车祸 Your husband has just had a serious car accident,
而且你压力很大 and you're very stressed.
现在 你唯一应该想的就是 Right now, all you should be thinking about is...
让他好起来 getting him better.
你说得对 You're right.
谢谢 Thank you.
没什么 Not at all.
你想脱掉我的上衣吗 Would you like to take my top off?
想 Yes.
BGM: Boom by X Ambassadors
♪ Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom ♪
♪ My heart beats boom, boom, boom ♪
♪ Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom ♪
♪ Zoom, zoom, zoom, zoom, zoom, zoom ♪
♪ Walkin' away from you ♪
你想让我帮你脱衬衫吗 Would you like me to take your shirt off?
不 No.
我想自己脱 I would like to do it myself.
这样更好 Even better.
♪ Why would I sing the blues for you ♪
♪ I say, hey, uh-huh, you can't stop me ♪
♪ If you break my heart ♪
好 Okay.
♪ It's 1, 2, 3 ♪
我来 I've got it.
♪ My feet go boom, boom, boom ♪
♪ Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom ♪
♪ High speed, go zoom, zoom, zoom ♪
-我来吧 -好 - I-I got it. - Okay.
♪ Zoom, zoom, zoom ♪
♪ My feet go boom, boom, boom ♪
♪ Walkin' away from you ♪
你想慢点吗 Do you want to slow down?
你想停下吗 Do you want to stop?
我想去看会电视 I'd like to go watch some TV.
所以你是没有感觉到吗 So, eh, you weren't feeling it?
我绝对感觉到了 I was definitely feeling it.
她 She --
我不知道 I don't know.
我觉得你是迷糊了 I think you're confused.
我觉得 我觉得这是情绪上的 I think -- I think it's emotional
是荷尔蒙 还有 还有或许 and it's hormonal, and -- and -- and maybe --
我没有迷糊 I wasn't confused.
她有文身 She had a tattoo.
是半个心形的 It was half a heart.
我不明白为什么有人会有一个不完整的文身 I don't understand why someone would get an incomplete tattoo.
我不能看见她身上有 She shouldn't have something that's incomplete
不完整的东西 on her body that I can see.
你确定是因为那个文身吗 You sure it was the tattoo?
是的 那是个 Yes. It is a...
让人非常不舒服且毫无意义的文身 very disturbing tattoo that makes no sense.
或许不是因为文身 Maybe it's not about the tattoo.
我觉得 I mean...
或许是因为亲密行为 maybe it's about intimacy?
让另一个人进入你的生活 这是一件大事 Letting another person into your life -- that's a big deal.
我知道 相信我 I know. Trust me.
她身上会有你喜欢的地方 There are gonna be things about her that you love
也会有你不喜欢的地方 and things about her that you don't.
而且有些东西 比如那个文身 And there are certain things, like the tattoo,
你是无法改变的 you -- you can't change.
因为 Because...
因为 because...
它是值得的 well, it's worth it.
她可以把文身洗掉 She can get the tattoo removed.
她不能把文身洗掉 肖恩 She can't get the tattoo removed, Shaun.
我觉得这不是因为文身 I don't think it's about the tattoo.
病人都满了 We are backed up.
抱歉 肖恩 Sorry, Shaun.
好吧 Okay.
一切正常 Everything looks good.
-这些可以在电子病历上查到的 -我知道 - Could've just checked them on the E.M.R. - I know.
跟肖恩怎么样了 How's it going with Shaun?
他会和同事过度分享 He tends to overshare with coworkers.
是的 Yes, he does.
他今天早上都还在过度分享 所以我猜 And he was oversharing up until this morning, so I'm guessing -
「群星之夜」没有按计划进行 the Night of a Thousand Stars didn't go as planned?
我们很好 谢谢 We're fine, thanks.
当然了 Of course.
你为了一个吻等了三周 你是一个圣人 You waited three weeks for a kiss. You're a saint.
这听起来不像是夸奖 That didn't sound like a compliment.
我喜欢肖恩 我很开心他和别人约会 I like Shaun, and I love that he's dating,
但我不禁会想 but I can't help thinking
那种和肖恩约会的人 that the kind of person who'd go out with Shaun
或许更多地是把他当作一项作业而不是一个人 might be seeing him more as a project than a person.
而且我不想看见他心碎 And I'd rather not see him get his heart broken.
上周 两名技术人员请病假 Last week, two techs called in sick.
我要诊断并归档两百个样本 I had to diagnose and file over 200 slides.
但当我告诉了肖恩 But when I told Shaun,
他下来帮助我诊断归档 he came down and he helped me get through them
弄到了早上凌晨三点 until three in the morning.
我和肖恩约会 不是因为我有烈士情节 I am not going out with Shaun because I have a martyr complex.
我和他约会是因为他是个善待我的好男人 I'm going out with him 'cause he's a great guy who treats me well.
而你居高临下地认为 And the condescending notion that
别人对他有兴趣是别有用心 someone needs an ulterior motive to be interested in him
这意味着你才是那个不把他当人看的人 means you're the one who isn't seeing him as a person.
你的开颅手术在科研会议开始前一小时就结束了 Your craniotomy ended an hour before the research meeting.
你没来参加会议不是因为你在做手术 You didn't miss the meeting 'cause you were in surgery.
我觉得你没来开会时因为我要去 I think you missed the meeting because I was gonna be there.
我很忙 如果你愿意我可以把日程表给你看 I'm busy. I can show you my calendar if you'd like.
是你甩了我 应该是我躲你 You dumped me. I should be the one avoiding you.
怎么了 What's going on?
你改主意了吗 Are you having second thoughts?
不 我没有 No. I'm not.
你为什么愿意为性而死 Why are you willing to die for sex?
性创造了 Sex creates...
弱点 vulnerability,
让你与他人坦诚相待 lets you be open, honest with each other,
分享你最大的恐惧 share your biggest fears.
有时候 你不该分享 Sometimes, you shouldn't share.
有时候 你只能接受 对吗 Sometimes, you have to just accept, right?
不对 Wrong.
你要接受的 不应该由别人来决定 What you have to accept, that's not for anyone else to say.
如果你不告诉你的伴侣 你的感受 If you don't tell your partner everything that you're feeling,
你的想法 你的担忧 thinking, worrying about,
那你就没有完全用心 then you aren't fully connected.
闭上眼睛 Close your eyes.
是的 这就是一种愚蠢的感官训练 Yes, this is one of those dumb sensory exercises,
你就照做吧 but just go with it.
告诉我你和未婚妻最美好的回忆 Now tell me one of your favorite memories with your fiancée.
去年夏天 我们去优胜美地野营 Last summer, we went camping in Yosemite.
我们决定只带花生黄油和果酱三明治 We decided to rough it by only packing PB&J sandwiches.
第一晚 一只熊撕开我们帐篷 把食物都吃了 The first night, a bear rips into our tent and devours them.
第二晚 我们的帐篷破了个洞 And the next night, of course, we had this hole in our tent,
蚊子简直要把我们生吞活剥了 and the mosquitos just ate us alive.
而我们以为带了的杀虫剂 And the bug spray that we thought we packed?
其实是防晒霜 It was sunscreen.
然后当下大雨时 And then when it started pouring,
我们同时看向对方说道 we turned to each other at the same time and we said,
「去丹尼连锁餐厅」 "Denny's."
那时我就知道我想娶她 And that's when I knew I wanted to marry her.
很好 Great.
那是你们一起度过的美好回忆 That was a memory of something you got through together,
而不是你们在迈阿密三人行的时候 not about the time you had a threesome in Miami.
那是在新奥尔良 It was New Orleans.
三人行是发生在新奥尔良不是迈阿密 The threesome was in New Orleans, not Miami.
比那个熊之旅好太多了 And it was way better than the bear trip.
但我没打算告诉我未婚妻的医生 But I wasn't gonna tell my fiancée's doctor about it.
性 让你和别人的关系变得真实 Sex...makes you real with someone.
性让你变得愚蠢 Sex makes you stupid.
我曾经处过一个完美的男人 I had the perfect man.
他 又聪明又幽默 He was...smart and funny.
他洗了碗都要把海绵挤干净 He squeezed the sponge after washing the dishes.
然后有一晚 我遇见一个男人 我喝了几杯酒 Then one night, I-I met some guy and I had a few drinks,
然后 and, um...
我太兴奋了 太蠢了 I got all tingly and got really stupid.
再也没见过那个男人 Never saw him again.
也没见过我男朋友了 Or my boyfriend.
性可以让我们觉得和别人非常亲近 Sex can make us feel incredibly close to someone --
诚实 honest,
脆弱 vulnerable.
但性不是目的 But sex is not the goal.
其他的才是 All the rest of those things are.
她是我一生挚爱 She's the love of my life.
我一直认为我们很坚强 And I always thought that we were strong
我们在一起能克服任何事情 and that we can overcome anything together.
但没有了性 But without sex...
我不知道 I don't know if...
我们是否满足 if we have enough.
好吧 Okay.
那你就要对她说谎 Then you need to lie to her.
护士说你一个小时前就该来了 Nurse said you'd be here an hour ago.
你不是我唯一的病人 Yeah, well, you're not my only patient.
我知道 Look, I get it.
这真的超级尴尬 This is about as awkward as it gets.
是的 Yes, it is.
我差点在这场事故中丧生 You know, I almost died in that accident.
当我醒来 我满脑子就是我老婆 When I woke up, all I could think about was my wife...
和我的小女儿 and my little girl...
我是有多么混蛋 她们是有多伤心 and how much of an ass I'd been and how hurt they'd be.
所以 为什么我一离开这里 So, why is it that once I get out of here,
我还要继续背叛她们呢 I'm gonna keep cheating on them?
我控制不住 I can't help it.
不管我有多悔恨 多内疚 No matter how much remorse or guilt...
我觉得我总是屈服 I feel like I always give in.
那你就该离开她们 Then you should leave them.
我做不到 I can't.
我爱他们 I love them.
很乱 是吧 How messed up is that, right?
但我觉得你知道 But I think you know.
我不会背叛 Yeah, well, I don't cheat.
我看见你在酒吧里打量我 I saw you checking me out in the bar.
我左手的戒指 My left hand,
就是让别人知道我结婚了 just making sure I was married.
你和我一样是背叛者 布朗医生 You're just as big a cheater as me, Dr. Browne.
我的腿 My, uh, leg...
好冷 it's -- it's cold.
没有脉搏 No pulse.
你的支架形成了一个血栓 Your stent has formed a clot.
需要立刻做血管造影 We need an angio, stat!
一切都好吗 Everything okay?
你在说了「把盐给我」之后就沉默了 You haven't said a word since "Pass the salt."
是关于肖恩的 是吗 It's about Shaun, isn't it?
两周前 Two weeks ago,
你让我给他些感情的建议 you asked me to give him romantic advice,
但我其实不想做 which I didn't want to do.
然后当他来办公室向我寻求感情建议时 And then he comes into my office for romantic advice,
你立刻就把他赶出去了 and you kick him right out.
因为你帮了他太多 It's because you're helping him too much.
他完全依赖你了 He is completely dependent on you.
那是情有可原的 For good reason.
他从十四岁起就没跟父母说过话 He hasn't spoken to his parents since he was 14.
他唯一在乎的人 The only person he cared about...
死在了他的眼前 died right in front of his eyes.
亚伦 我知道你有多爱他 Aaron, I know how much you love him.
你有多么不想看他挣扎 失败 受伤害 How you hate to see him struggle, fail, get hurt.
但是你得让他独立 But you need to let him.
他会没事的 And he'll be okay.
因为他的生命里已有了别人 Because he has someone else in his life now.
就象你一样 Just like you do.
把导丝穿过针里 Placing guide wire through the needle.
放入导管 Placing catheter.
你怎么认识这个人的 So, how do you know this guy?
你知道他在吸摇头丸 You knew he was on MDMA,
他进医院你就在躲避他 you've been avoiding him since he arrived,
我查了他的交通事故 and...I checked on his accident.
离你住的地方不到一公里 It was a half mile from your place.
事故前一晚我还和他在一起 I was with him the night before the accident,
但这不重要 but it's not relevant.
这没影响到我的判断 It hasn't affected my judgement.
不 影响了 Yes, it has.
要是你没有一直躲避他 If you hadn't been avoiding him,
我们可能早就发现血栓了 we could've caught the clot earlier.
我猜你最近可能有什么烦心事 I figure you've been going through something lately.
让你难过的事 Something that's really hurt you.
可能会让你做一些正常情况下不会做的事 And maybe it's making you turn to things you normally wouldn't.
但是你认识的一些人会是个麻烦 But some of the guys you meet are gonna be trouble,
有些人会结婚 有些人会 some are gonna be married, some are gonna --
他结婚 我没有 He took a vow, not me.
那些扰乱我生活的人 That's the exact attitude someone had
正是这种态度 when they helped ruin my life.
找到血栓了 There's the clot.
起动机械吸栓 Activating angio jet.
血栓太大不能弄破 It's too big to bust.
我们得给他开刀 We have to open him up.
你说要让我接受不喜欢的食物 但珍妮说 You said to accept things I don't like, but Jeanie said
-我得与人分享 我不知道 -肖恩 肖恩 - I have to share everything, and I don't know - Shaun. Shaun.
肖恩 停下 停下 停下 Shaun, stop, stop, stop.
我得回家了 I have to go home.
我可以陪你去取车 远吗 I can walk you to your car. Is it very far?
我们得谈至少十五分钟 I think this discussion will take at least 15 minutes,
你可以开车送我吗 so maybe you can drive me?
我们得把握好界线 We have to set boundaries, okay?
得适可而止 We have to set some limits.
你不能六点半一大早就过来 You can't just come over 6:30 in the morning,
就问些花啊草的事 uh, uh, for flower advice.
你不能随时想来就来这里 You can't just pop into my office anytime you want.
是因为黛比吗 Is this because of Debbie?
不是 No.
是的 Yes.
我跟她想的一样 And I agree with her.
如果没有别人 我们两还好说 It was different when it was just the two of us,
但是现在我们生活中都有了其他人 but now we have people in our lives --
我们两个都有了 both of us.
我们得把他们放在第一位 We have to make them the priority.
意思是我们再也不能说话了吗 Does this mean we can't talk anymore?
不 我们当然可以说话 No, of course we can talk. Of --
得在合适的时间合适的地点啊 It's just that there's a time and a place for everything.
那现在是错误的时间错误的地点吗 And this is the wrong time and place?
是的 Yeah.
星期二早上七点 薄煎饼 7:00 A.M. Tuesday. Pancakes.
我更喜欢 I liked it better
就我们两人的日子 when it was just the two of us.
血压125/78 125 over 78.
看起来不错 Looks good.
不错的驱虫喷雾 Nice bug spray.
防晒系数50 Spf 50.
那次旅行一点不顺 Not much went right that trip.
但是 But...
越是不顺 the more things went wrong,
我感觉越离不开你 the closer I felt to you.
我们会战胜这一切的 We'll get through this, too.
不知道 I don't know.
性生活一直是 Sex has always been...
我们的共同语言 our language.
是我们向对方分享彼此的方式 Our way of sharing who we are with each other.
如果我们没有了性 And if we lose that...
如果没有足够的性生活会怎么样 ...what if we don't have enough?
我们仍然会有 We'll still have...
坦诚 honesty,
亲密 intimacy,
爱 love,
三个孩子 three kids.
两个男孩一个女孩 Two boys and a girl.
我爱你胜过喜欢性 I love you more than sex.
我也是 I love you more than sex, too.
这意思是你要动手术吗 Does...this mean you're getting the surgery?
是的 Yeah.
他的大腿已经没有脉膊九十分钟了 90 minutes without a pulse in his leg.
他器官坏死风险很高 He's at high risk for necrosis.
支架已成功和主动脉吻合好 Prosthetic successfully sutured to aorta.
右远端吻合也快完成 Almost done with the distal right anastomosis.
小心别在缝合的时候压到动脉 Careful not to narrow the artery during suturing.
血流恢复 脉搏正常 Blood flow restored. Good arterial pulse.
血栓发现得很及时 布朗医生 Good job catching that clot, Dr. Browne.
如果再晚点发现 就得截肢了 If we'd waited any longer, we'd have to amputate.
谢谢 这是大家共同努力的结果 Thank you. It...was a team effort.
在阴道壁切口 Making incision at the vaginal wall.
莫菲 在病变处留空隙 Murphy, develop margins at the lesion.
钳子 Forceps.
干得不错 Nicely done.
你怎么让你病人转变想法的 How you turned your patient around.
因为汤尼告诉珍妮 It was nice when Tony told Jeanie
他爱她更甚过爱性 he loved her more than sex.
他在撒谎 He was lying.
是我让他这样说的 如果他在乎她就得这样说 I told him that if he cared about her at all, he had to.
或许这就是事实 Maybe it was the truth.
事实就是事实 与他知不知道没关系 It can be true without him knowing it's true.
怎么了 What's wrong?
格拉斯曼医生说我得接受现实 Dr. Glassman told me I have to accept things,
但是珍妮说我得要坦诚相待 but Jeanie said to be open and honest.
我同意珍妮的 I agree with Jeanie --
不管她是谁 whoever she is.
是因为你的文身 It's your tattoo.
天哪 我原以为你不喜欢我的胸或是什么 Thank God. I thought you hated my boobs or something.
文身不完整 It's incomplete.
你难道没钱文一个完整的心吗 Didn't you have enough money to pay for a full heart?
这是我高中时文的 I got this in high school.
不完整 It's incomplete.
再也不是了 Not anymore.
因为我有你 I got you.
肖恩 Shaun?
格拉斯曼医生说得对 Dr. Glassman was right.
不关文身的事 It's not the tattoo.
我们可以恢复他腿部的血流了 We were able to restore blood flow to his legs.
他会没事的 He's gonna be just fine.
非常感谢 布朗医生 Thank you so much, Dr. Browne.
既然他已脱离危险 Now that he's out of the woods,
你就不必因为向他问明情况感到愧疚 you don't need to feel guilty about questioning him.
所有的痛 偏执 自我怀疑 All the pain, paranoia, and self-doubt...
你应该知道真相 you deserve to know the truth.
他会否认的 He's just gonna deny it.
那么你要坚持 Then you need to insist.
我们的关系是个愚蠢的决定 Our relationship was a stupid idea.
所以结束这段关系才是明智的 Which made ending it a smart idea.
简单 牵扯两人 Simple, binary...
幼稚 and naive.
我真的低估了问题的难度 I really underestimated how hard this would be.
我一直在犹豫 Yes, I've been having second thoughts.
我的意思并不是说我们应该复合 I'm not saying we should get back together --
你是什么意思 What are you saying?
我不知道 I don't know.
好 Good.
知道不容易就好 It's...good to know that it's not easy.
知道重要就好 It's good to know that it mattered.
亲密无关文身 Intimacy isn't about a tattoo.
也与抚摸或亲吻无关 And it's not about touching or kissing or...
也无关性 even sex.
与分担你最大的恐惧有关 It's about sharing your biggest fears.
是的 Yes.
你害怕什么 What are you scared of?
我就喜欢当病理学家 I love being a pathologist.
但是我每天一进化验室 But every day I walk into the lab,
我就充满怀疑 I am filled with doubt.
怀疑自己不够聪明 怀疑自己能力不够 Am I smart enough? Am I capable enough?
我真的有资格在这吗 Do I really deserve to be here?
还要多久才有人来揭露我在骗人 How long until someone walks in and exposes my fraud
然后把我从化验室赶走 and has me removed from the premises?
最终 这些想法会消失 Eventually, those thoughts retreat.
直到第二天早上 Until the next morning,
这些问题又在我脑海里纠缠 when they all come crashing back into my brain.
还有鸽子 That and pigeons.
它们让我发疯 They freak me out.
我最大的恐惧 My biggest fear...
是我会孤独一人 ...is that I'll be alone.
我担心如是我迈不过去 你会离开的 If I don't get over this, you'll leave.
我们没必要发生性关系 We don't have to have sex.
我们只抱在一起 好吗 Can we just hold each other for a little bit?
我应该可以的吧 I think I'd like that.
肖恩 Shaun?
你得走了 You should go.
我不知道 或许 I don't know. Maybe.
我可以明天早上再走 It can wait till tomorrow morning.
好吧 你是对的 Eh, you were right.
你说的都对 Everything you said was right.
但是这不一样 But this is different.
肖恩需要你 Shaun needs you.
你母亲从怀俄明州打电话来 Your mom called from Wyoming.
你父亲被诊断患有胰腺癌 Your dad's been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer.
他可能只剩下几天时间了 He may only have a few days left.