《侍女的故事》前情提要 Previously on The Handmaid's Tale...
我怎么告诉他 How can I tell him that everything
她遭遇的一切都是我害的 that has happened to her is because of me?
他绝不会原谅我 He's never gonna forgive me.
汉娜知道我们有多努力想找到她 Hannah knows how hard we tried to find her.
-怎么可能 -因为我告诉她了 ‐ How could she? ‐ 'Cause I told her.
妈妈 Mommy.
爸爸和妈妈永远爱你 Daddy and I will always love you.
永远不会停止 And we would never stop.
被告被指控性别背叛 The accused stand charged with gender treachery,
违反《圣经·新约》第一章 in violation of Romans, chapter 1.
女佣 你将被处以绞刑 Martha, you are hereby sentenced to the Common Mercy of the State.
侍女 你将被发放至救赎机构 Handmaid, you are sentenced to Redemption.
我有消息来源 有证人可以证明 I have sources. Witnesses to your involvement
你和温斯洛大主教的失踪有关 in Commander Winslow's disappearance.
除非你安排我立即恢复职务 Unless you arrange for my immediate reinstatement.
你想让我帮你恢复地位 You want me to restore your position,
我想重回委员会 I need my seat back at the table.
而你的情报可以助我一臂之力 And your information can help me get it.
让我们拯救这个国家 Let's fix this country.
让一切重回正轨 Let's make things right again.
抱歉 Ooh, sorry.
不 没事的 No. It's okay.
你想不想 So, do you...
奥芙瑞德身在加拿大 With Offred now in Canada,
事情不能想得太简单 we can't be naive about that.
她可以让我们俩都面临最高刑罚 She could put us both away for the maximum sentence
也能阻止你亲自抚养自己的儿子 and prevent you from being a mother to your son.
我们必须停止争斗 We need to drop our fight.
塞丽娜什么情况你们知道吗 What do you guys know about Serena?
-她怀孕了 -是他的吗 是大主教的吗 - She's pregnant. - Is it his? The Commander's?
好了 琼 等等 等一下 All right. June, wait. Wait, wait, wait.
琼 琼 June, June.
她有病 她是反社会者 She's pathological. She's a sociopath.
她有毒 是虐待狂 She's toxic. And abusive.
她是怪物 She's a monster.
你知道上帝为什么让你怀孕吗 Do you know why God made you pregnant?
这样当他把你的宝宝杀死在子宫里时 So that when He kills that baby inside your womb,
你才能感受到一丝丝 you will feel a fraction
你把我们的孩子从怀中夺走时 of the pain that you caused us
我们所感到的痛苦 when you tore our children from our arms!
明白了吗 Do you understand me?
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我感到无助 I felt helpless.
我想这可能是 I guess it was...
一种获得掌控感的方式 a way to feel in control.
你的大主教没发现吗 Didn't your Commander notice?
我割在手臂上部的位置 他看不见 I cut high on my arms, where he couldn't see.
肯定很疼 Must have hurt.
其实感觉不错 Felt good, actually.
像一种解脱 It's like a relief.
自残是你的应对方式 Well, cutting was your way to cope.
但你现在到这里了 But you're here now.
你在疗愈 You're healing.
你是自由的 You're free.
是的 Yeah.
我的大主教也自由了 My Commander's free, too.
至少你明天能在法庭上面对他 At least you get to face yours in court tomorrow.
我会很紧张 琼 I'd be so nervous, June.
我连关于审判的新闻都看不下去 I can barely stand to watch the news about the trial.
是"指控确认"听证会 It's a "confirmation of charges" hearing.
她也不是必须去 And she doesn't have to go.
书面声明完全够用 There's nothing wrong with a written statement.
她想当面说出自己的故事 She wants to tell her story in person.
你还是会很害怕 Still, you must be so scared.
也会担心 And worried.
辩方可以提问 You know, the defense gets to ask questions.
我不紧张 不担心 I'm not nervous or worried.
也不害怕 Or scared.
我他妈等不及了 I can't fucking wait.
你怎么回家 How are you getting home?
准备走了吗 奥斯本女士 Ready to go, Miss Osborn?
可以再等会儿吗 谢谢 will you just give me a moment. Thank you.
你要把我踢出小组吗 So, you kicking me out of the group?
不 No.
多给点时间 你会找到状态的 Just give it some time. You'll find your groove.
也可能不会 Or maybe you won't.
我以为自己会和她们有更多共同之处 I just, I thought that I'd have more in common with them.
不是每个人都有保安陪着 所以 Well, they don't all come with their own security detail, so...
你懂我的意思 You know what I mean.
感受 Feelings...
宽恕 forgiveness.
写日记 Journaling?
她们为什么没有更生气 Why aren't they more angry?
你怎么知道她们没有 How do you know they're not?
-别烦我 -埃米莉 我求你了 别走 - Leave me alone! - Emily, I'm so, please, stop.
我只是想跟你说几句 I just wanna, I just wanna talk to you for a moment.
我们要不坐下吧 Uh, why don't we go sit?
我只想跟你说五分钟 I just wanna talk to you for five minutes.
我不想和你说话 I don't want to talk to you.
你看起来不错 你过得好吗 You look well. Are you well?
埃米莉 很高兴 Emily, it's so good...
你是谁 你想干嘛 Who are you? What do you want?
有什么问题吗 Is there a problem here?
不 没问题 No, there's no problem.
我只是想聊聊 Um, I just, I just wanna talk.
但也不一定非得是现在 But it, it doesn't have to be now.
这是我的信息 Here's, here's my information
-住手 -走开 - Stop it! - Go away!
拜托 Please.
走吧 Go!
好的 Yeah.
你还好吗 Are you okay?
那人是谁 Who was that?
-我没事 -确定吗 - I'm fine. - You sure?
是的 没事 谢谢 Yes. Yeah, thank you.
等下见 I'll see you there.
埃米莉 Emily...
我们回家见 I'll, I'll see you at home.
本来应该是复习课 It's supposed to be a refresher,
但编程训练营真的很让我头疼 but coding bootcamp is kicking my ass.
我已经很久没碰了 I've been out of the game a long time.
你准备继续教书吗 Have you gotten to go back into teaching?
我不确定自己准备好了没 I'm not sure I'm ready for that.
西尔一直在鼓励我 但是 Syl's been encouraging me, but...
谁是艾丽丝·贝克 Who's Iris Baker?
图书馆那个女人 The woman at the library.
什么女人 What woman?
我知道她叫艾琳 I knew her as Irene.
艾琳嬷嬷 Aunt Irene.
在我遇见你之前 She was assigned to the district
我第一个派驻家庭就在她负责的教区 where I had my first posting before I met you.
她想要什么 And what did she want?
那不重要 因为埃米莉不想跟她谈 Ah, doesn't matter 'cause Emily doesn't want to talk to her.
我不知道 I don't know.
-她伤害你了对吗 -为什么要这么说 - She hurt you, didn't she? - Why would you say that?
因为她是个嬷嬷 Because she's an Aunt.
你应该面对她 You should face her.
-埃米莉 你得 -琼 - Emily, you need to... - June.
-琼 -你得把自己隐忍的一切发泄出来 - June. - You have to get out everything you have been holding in.
我向你保证 发泄出来会好很多 I promise you, you will feel better.
我们不是都像你一样 Well, we're not all like you.
那个艾琳嬷嬷一定很残忍吧 That Aunt Irene must have been brutal.
她再坏能坏到哪去 How bad could she be?
莉迪亚嬷嬷已经把上限拉得很高了 Aunt Lydia set a high fucking bar.
如果埃米莉想让你知道 Yeah, well, if Emily wanted you to know,
她肯定会直接告诉你的 对吧 I'm sure she would've just told you, right?
当然 Apparently.
话说回来 你确定 So, you sure
如果明天我去了 你不会感觉更好一些吗 you wouldn't feel better if I was there tomorrow?
你听到那些会受伤的 It would just hurt you to hear those things...
那些关于我的事 所以 about me, so...
我不想那样 I, I don't want that.
马克·图埃洛 So, Mark Tuello was really interested
对你见汉娜的那个湖边房很感兴趣 in the, um, the lake house where you saw Hannah.
他说会去找些照片让你看看 And he said he could find some photos that you could look at.
你跟他说这个干什么 Why did you tell him about that?
因为这是我们头一回 Because this is the first new information
有了关于汉娜的新线索 that we've had on Hannah in, like, forever.
这意味着我们可以重启搜索了 It means that we can restart the search.
-是 可我不想 -可你不想什么 - Yeah, but I didn't want... - But don't you want that?
不想把这事告诉他 暂时不想 ...to tell him about that. Yet.
行吧 好 All right. All right.
我不知道你为什么要告诉他 I don't know why you would've told him.
那孩子就像个运动监测器 That kid is like a motion detector.
我得学忍者才能溜出来 I had to sneak out like a ninja.
-卢克 剩下的你洗吧 -好 我来 - Luke, can you finish these? - Uh, yeah, I got it.
我想去看看我的证词 I want to go look at my testimony.
她说明天不想让我去 She, uh, says she doesn't want me there tomorrow.
如果她想要拉拉队的话 Well, if she wanted a cheering section,
肯定早就邀请我们了 she would've asked us to come.
我只是不知道 我 I just don't know. I don't...
我不知道她到底想要什么 I don't know what she wants.
她有一半时间就像个陌生人 She is like a stranger half the time.
就感觉 I mean, it's like...
当我们聊起汉娜的时候 when we talk about Hannah.
还有 And...
在床上的时候 in bed.
克服创伤是一段非常颠簸的路程 Getting over trauma is a bumpy fucking road.
是啊 Yeah.
我们得耐心点 You need to be patient
等她到达自己要去的地方 till June gets where she's going.
毕竟你不知道她都经历了什么 You don't know what she's been through.
也许这就是症结所在 Maybe that's the problem.
"沃特福德先生的性品味非常平庸 "Mr. Waterford's sexual tastes were very pedestrian.
有时候他甚至根本不行 On occasion, he couldn't even perform.
每当这种时候 When that happened,
他就会逼我跟另一个荡妇做爱 he'd make me have sex with another Jezebel
他则在旁边观看并自慰" while he watched and masturbated."
你也晚上好 And a good evening to you too.
莫伊拉·斯特兰德写的 她描述得非常生动 Moira Strand, she paints quite the picture.
她是个撒谎的性变态 A deviant and a liar.
法官们好像不这么想 我看了录像 Judges didn't seem to think so, I watched the footage.
你全程都在翻白眼可没什么好处 And it didn't help that you were rolling your eyes the entire time.
你为什么想见我 塞丽娜 Why did you want to see me, Serena?
-明天是个大日子 -没错 我很担心 - Tomorrow's a big day. - Exactly. I'm concerned.
道恩都准备好了 她知道奥芙瑞德会说什么 Dawn's prepared. She knows what Offred's gonna say.
我担心的不是道恩 I'm not worried about Dawn.
你得认真起来 弗雷德 You need to get it together, Fred.
你做的每件事都会影响到我们两个人 Everything that you do reflects on the both of us.
其实是我们所有人 称她为琼应该有用 All of us, actually. So calling her June would help.
你知道什么才真有用吗 You know what would really help?
如果你之前能出庭 站在你丈夫身边 If you came to court. If you stood by your husband.
你知道我之前有点力不从心 You know I haven't felt up to it.
你永远都力不从心 You've never felt better.
外面已经知道我怀孕了 The world already knows I'm pregnant.
他们得知道我们是一家人 They need to know we're a family.
外表很重要 沃特福德太太 Appearances matter, Mrs. Waterford.
而且 Besides,
你想让琼认为你不敢面对她吗 do you want June to think you're afraid to face her?
明早见 I'll see you in the morning.
最好穿上蓝绿色长裙 Oh, maybe wear the teal.
还没弄完吗 You're not finished yet?
快点 Move on!
你没洗过地吗 Have you never washed a floor?
给我 Give me it!
使点劲 Put something into it!
真是令人发指 It's deplorable.
闲言碎语是恶魔的工具 女士们 Gossip is a tool of the Devil, ladies.
我们只是在说 你能回来 We were just saying what a blessing it is
真是主的恩赐 莉迪亚嬷嬷 to have you back, Aunt Lydia.
恩赐 A blessing.
你们可真善良 Aren't you kind?
但我们必须树立好的榜样 是吧 But we must set a good example, mustn't we?
当然 莉迪亚嬷嬷 Of course, Aunt Lydia.
凯莉 你漏掉了一块 Kylie! You missed a spot.
对不起 莉迪亚嬷嬷 I'm sorry, Aunt Lydia.
还是没擦掉 It's still there!
应该是块染色 莉迪亚嬷嬷 I think it's a stain, Aunt Lydia.
你这是大不敬 姑娘 You're impertinent, girl!
莉迪亚嬷嬷 住手 Aunt Lydia! Stop!
到时间了 It's time.
接下来我们将听到受害者琼·奥斯本的证词 Next we will hear the victim statement of June Osborn.
请举起你的右手 Please raise your right hand.
有圣经吗 Is there a Bible?
没有 女士 这个法庭上没有 No, Ma'am. Not in this court.
你是否发誓将据实陈述 Do you swear to tell the truth, the whole truth,
绝无谎言 and nothing but the truth?
我发誓 I do.
奥斯本女士 请就位 Ms. Osborn, please take the stand.
你准备好了就可以开始 In your own time.
我叫琼·奥斯本 My name is June Osborn.
弗雷德·沃特福德和塞丽娜·乔伊·沃特福德 Fred Waterford and Serena Joy Waterford
监禁 殴打并强奸了我 imprisoned me, beat me, and raped me.
我是2017年到沃特福德家的 I came to the Waterfords' house in 2017.
那是我被派驻的第二个家庭 It was my second posting.
我到达几天后 A few days after my arrival,
被叫到了起居室 I was summoned to the drawing room,
在那里 我被要求跪在沃特福德夫妇面前 where I was asked to kneel in front of the Waterfords,
在场的还有他们的管家丽塔·布卢 as witnessed by their housekeeper Rita Blue
和司机尼克·布莱恩 and their... driver Nick Blaine.
沃特福德读了圣经里的一段故事 Mr. Waterford read a story from the Bible
关于瑞秋和比拉的 about Rachel and Bilhah.
之后 我被带到楼上太太的卧室 After that, I was taken upstairs to her bedroom.
沃特福德先生在那里强奸了我 There, Mr. Waterford raped me
他妻子则负责按住我 while his wife held me down.
每个月我的排卵期内 This happened for three successive nights
这种事会连续发生三晚 every month when I was ovulating.
这是法律允许的强奸行为 These were the legally sanctioned rapes.
还有其他行为 There were others.
沃特福德太太迫切希望我能怀孕 Mrs. Waterford was desperate for me to get pregnant
并开始质疑自己丈夫的生育能力 and questioned her husband's fertility.
她命令我与他们的司机发生性行为 She ordered me to have sex with their driver.
又一项我无法拒绝的违反基列国法律的行为 Another violation of Gilead law that I could not refuse.
布莱恩先生与我进行了性交 Mr. Blaine and I had intercourse,
沃特福德太太也在房内 while Mrs. Waterford was in the room,
旁观了整个过程 watching us the entire time.
我确实怀上了我的女儿妮可 I did become pregnant with my daughter Nichole.
我的女儿 My daughter.
在一次到医生办公室面诊的过程中 During a visit to a doctor's office,
基列国的地下反抗运动 the underground resistance movement in Gilead
为我提供了逃跑途径 provided the means for me to escape,
我持续躲藏了两个月 and I stayed in hiding for two months.
最终 我设法找到了一位同志的小型飞机 Eventually, I found my way to an ally's small plane
即将飞往加拿大 leaving for Canada,
但就在起飞之前 我被捕了 but just before take off, I was captured,
我被带回沃特福德家 and I was brought back to the Waterfords',
继续遭受虐待和伤害 where the mistreatment and abuse continued.
妊娠九个月 我经历了假产 At nine months pregnant, I went into false labor.
对此 沃特福德太太对我非常生气 For this, Mrs. Waterford was very angry with me
在她的朋友面前感到丢脸 and felt embarrassed in front of her friends
她们是为了见证生产而来 who had gathered to witness the birth.
作为惩罚 As punishment,
沃特福德先生再次强奸了我 Mr. Waterford raped me again...
她则把我按住 while she held me down.
我挣扎 I struggled
并恳求他们停下 and pleaded for them to stop.
他们没有 They did not.
在我生产之后 沃特福德家禁止我 After I gave birth, the Waterfords forbid
与我的女儿妮可有任何接触 any contact with my daughter Nichole,
虽然我还在为她提供母乳 although I was still expected to provide breast milk for her.
最终 我成功说服他们 Eventually, I managed to convince them
允许我跟她独处一段时间 to let me to spend some time with her.
沃特福德太太的确曾经一度 Mrs. Waterford did make one attempt
试图为基列国的女人和年轻姑娘改善环境 to improve conditions for the women and young girls of Gilead.
她站在大主教委员会上 She appeared in front of the Commanders' Council
大声读出圣经 and read out loud from the Bible.
因为读书的罪行 他们切下了她的手指 For this crime of reading, they cut off her finger.
沃特福德先生 她的丈夫 没有反对 Mr. Waterford, her husband, did not object.
当我质问沃特福德先生为何如此残忍 When I confronted Mr. Waterford about his brutality,
他打了我 并威胁要切掉我的舌头 he struck me and threatened to cut out my tongue.
我回击了他 I hit him back,
即使对我来说 这可能意味着处决 even though it could mean execution for me.
我想那时候我已经不在乎了 I suppose I was past caring by then.
后来 在丽塔·布卢 Later, with the help of Rita Blue
和社区其他女佣的帮助下 and other housekeepers in the neighborhood,
我有了第二次逃离基列国的机会 I had a second opportunity to escape Gilead,
这次是和我女儿妮可一起 this time with my daughter Nichole.
但我无法留下我的另一个女儿汉娜 But I couldn't leave my other daughter Hannah behind.
于是我留下了 试着救她 So I stayed, to try to save her.
把她带回来 To bring her back
回到她爸爸身边 to her father,
我的丈夫 my husband.
我失败了 I failed.
这次我被捕后 被送去新的派驻家庭 This time, when I was captured, I was sent to a new household,
也就是约瑟夫·劳伦斯夫妇家 where Mr. And Mrs. Joseph Lawrence
他们没有用强奸手段使我服从 did not subject me to any rapes,
以生命为代价冒了很大的风险 at great risk to their own lives.
但是沃特福德先生 But Mr. Waterford
后来安排我被劳伦斯先生强奸 later arranged for me to be raped by Mr. Lawrence
作为忠诚的考验 as a test of loyalty.
沃特福德夫妇在喝咖啡 The Waterfords drank coffee
而我在楼上与劳伦斯先生性交 while upstairs I had sex with Mr. Lawrence
不仅违背我们二人的意愿 并在他妻子面前 against both of our wishes in front of his wife.
劳伦斯太太 Mrs. Lawrence...
埃莉诺 Eleanor...
是一位友善却脆弱的女人 was a kind and fragile woman,
这次的经历 and this experience
彻底击溃了她 devastated her.
那是我最后一次见到沃特福德先生 That was the last time I saw Mr. Waterford...
直到现在 until now.
我很感激今天可以对你们发声 I am grateful to be speaking to you today.
但这只是我一人的声音 But mine is just one voice.
无以计数的其他人 Countless others
依然无法被听到 will remain unheard,
被像弗雷德·沃特福德这样的男人囚禁 imprisoned by men like Fred Waterford.
女人 Women...
我的朋友们 my friends...
那些失去了生命的人 who lost their lives
永远没有发声的机会 and can never be heard.
正是为了这些女人 It is for those women
我请求国际刑事法庭 that I ask the International Criminal Court
成立针对这个男人的指控 to confirm the charges against this man
让他受到审判 and put him on trial.
我请求可能范围内的最高刑罚 I ask for the maximum possible sentence.
我请求公正 I ask for justice.
谢谢 Thank you.
谢谢你 奥斯本女士 Thank you, Ms. Osborn.
辩方现在可以提几个问题 The defense now has the opportunity to ask a few questions.
谢谢 法官阁下 Thank you, Your Honor.
我提醒你这不是审判 I remind you that this is not a trial.
保持提问简洁 Keep your questioning brief.
当然 法官阁下 Of course, Your Honor.
你与一个已婚男人有婚外情 对吗 You had an affair with a married man, is that correct?
长达数月 For months?
马西斯女士 Ms. Mathis.
我只是希望将奥斯本女士 I just want the record to show that Ms. Osborn
性方面的不忠行为记录在案 has a history of deceitfulness around sex and infidelity.
你的通奸 And your adultery,
你的罪行 your sin,
是你今天在这里的原因 that's why you're here today.
奥斯本女士 是不是你自己 Isn't it true, Ms. Osborn,
选择成为一名侍女的 that you chose to become a Handmaid?
没有什么选择的余地 It wasn't much of a choice.
如果不是这样 就会被送去殖民地 It was either that or get sent to the Colonies.
答案是肯定的 对吗 That is a yes, then?
你知道将要面对的是什么 You knew what you were signing up for.
你在知情的情况下同意仪式 You knowingly agreed to the Ceremony.
我没有同意 I didn't sign up to get raped
在九月怀胎的情况下被强奸 没有 when I was nine months pregnant, no.
那是另一项神圣的仪式 It was another holy Ceremony.
沃特福德先生 Mr. Waterford
为了让上帝的赠礼安全地来到世上 To bring God's gift into the world safely.
是为了孩子的健康 It was for the health of the child.
马西斯女士 请控制你的委托人 Ms. Mathis, please control your client.
够了 沃特福德先生 That's enough, Mr. Waterford.
上帝考验我们 他用沉重的手考验我们 God tests us. He tests us with a heavy hand.
我们在基列国做的牺牲很艰难 The sacrifices we all made in Gilead were difficult.
但是地球上还有哪里生育率在提高呢 But where else on Earth is the birth rate rising?
没有了 只有基列国 因为这能成功 Nowhere. Only in Gilead because it works.
能成功 It works.
我们选择上帝的道路 We chose God's path
并为我们所受的苦而受到奖赏 and have been rewarded for our suffering.
告诉我 我的苦受到了怎样的奖赏 Tell me, how was I rewarded for my suffering?
你漂亮的宝贝女儿和你另一个女儿 Your beautiful baby daughter and your other daughter.
我让你见她了 I let you see her.
我安排了她们两个见面 这是一种善意 I arranged for the two of them to meet, a kindness,
-她没有说 -我受够了 - she left that out. - I am done!
我受够了 I am done.
别的可以等你受审的时候再说 Anything more can wait for your trial.
来吧 Come.
大主教 那是个意外 Commander, it was an accident.
鲁丝嬷嬷挡了我的道 Aunt Ruth got in my way,
-她总是笨手笨脚 -扯淡 - she is often clumsy. - Oh, bullshit.
鲁丝嬷嬷不是这么说的 Aunt Ruth has a different story.
我也不在乎她说的话 Not that I care about that one either.
但是那个侍女 But the Handmaid!
不管怎么说 她都很听话 很顺从 By, by all accounts she was obedient and, uh, compliant.
现在她们都是这样 They all are, these days.
她们大半辈子都知道基列国 They've known Gilead most of their lives.
和某些人不一样 Unlike some.
天啊 你肯定很难接受琼赢了 Boy, it must be killing you that June won.
逃脱你的掌心 像小鸟一样自由 Out of your reach, free as a bird.
还像小鸟一样鸣唱 And singing like one, too.
不过 她终将 Well, she will...
受到上帝的惩罚 answer to God.
到时候就知道了 We'll see.
也许她同样能把那老头 Maybe she'll just wrap that old goat
也耍得团团转 around her little finger too.
琼能赢是因为她知道如何让人喜欢自己 June won because she knows how to make people like her.
大家不喜欢你 People do not like you.
真的 They don't.
我有共鸣 因为大家也不喜欢我 I, I can sympathize. People don't like me either.
可是 But...
不能再有这种报告了 These reports will stop.
你是要把我革职吗 Are you going to terminate me?
我不想这样 I don't want to.
真的 I don't.
我想让你恢复状态 I want you back in form.
我现在的工作 我们现在的工作 The work that I'm doing, that we, that we are doing
是基列国的未来 is the future of Gilead.
这对我来说至关重要 And that means the world to me.
是我的一切 Everything to me.
是 是 Yes. Yes.
所以 不 So, no.
不会的 No.
我不是要革你的职 I'm not terminating you.
但是 今天我们遇到了一个情况 But, uh, today, we have a situation.
在芝加哥抓到了一个逃亡的侍女 A fugitive Handmaid captured in Chicago.
她惹的麻烦和她的反抗 The trouble that she's caused and the defiance.
损害了你的训练和基列国的形象 It's such a poor reflection on your training. On Gilead.
是 Yes.
大主教 我 Commander, I,
我向你保证 这个姑娘误入了歧途 I assure you, this girl was led astray.
这姑娘是你负责的 This girl was your responsibility,
没错吧 am I right?
对 没错 是的 Yes. Yes, she is.
是 Yes.
所幸的是 It's, uh...
她现在被我们收押了 fortuitous, I think, to have her in our custody right now.
我知道你喜欢动刑 I know you, you enjoy inflicting pain.
怎么 并不是 Why... that isn't true.
我不是在批评你 I'm not judging.
每个人都有小癖好 Everybody needs a hobby, I guess.
不是的 我反对 That's not true. I, I object to this...
但是你对红色感化中心的学生用刑 But it is counterproductive for you to inflict that pain
是适得其反的 on your students at the Red Center,
更不用说还有你的同事了 let alone on your colleagues.
-你明白吗 -明白 - Do you understand? - I do, yes.
你需要一种更好的发泄方式 You need a better outlet.
所以 So...
她就随你处置了 do with her what you will.
天啊 Oh, God.
就像沃特福德 It's just like Waterford...
想要给基列国开脱 to try to spin Gilead.
白费力气 Lipstick on a pig.
网上特别热闹 The Internet's having a field day.
-真是个废物 -就是 - Such a loser. - Yeah.
她来了 当红人物 Here she is. Woman of the hour.
琼 June.
她在外面等你来着 She was waiting for you outside.
可是你没权利把她带进来 Yeah, well, you had no business trying to bring her in here.
为什么 她是什么人 Why? Who is she?
这位女士以前是一位嬷嬷 This woman was an Aunt.
艾琳嬷嬷 Aunt Irene.
她来这干什么 Why is she here?
我们应该报警 We should call the cops.
时机和场合都不合适 琼 This is not the time or place, June.
为什么不合适 Why not?
为什么 这是我们的小组 Why? This is our group,
不是吗 isn't it?
谁想让她留下来 Who wants her to stay?
我是在帮你 I'm trying to help you.
但是你自己决定 But it's up to you.
好吧 Fine.
好了 Well?
你想聊聊 那就说吧 没关系 You wanted to talk. Go ahead. It's okay.
我做过一些糟糕的事情 I've done some terrible things.
每个嬷嬷都做过 Every Aunt has.
我们受训要把矫正 We were trained to deliver the corrections
矫正 Corrections?
你是说殴打 You mean the beatings.
酷刑 The torture.
体罚的本意 The physical punishment
是让你们都能活着 was meant to help keep all of you alive.
但是我对你的所作所为更糟糕 But what I did to you was worse.
我甚至都没碰过你 And I never even touched you.
你做了什么 What did you do?
我听说她在第一个派驻家庭有个相好的 I learned she had a lover at her first posting,
一位女佣 a Martha.
埃米莉改派到斯科特大主教家成为奥芙格伦后 They continued the affair after Emily was reassigned
她们依然保持着关系 to Commander Scott and became Ofglen.
所以 So...
我就通知了眼目 I informed the Eyes.
所以他们把那个可怜的女人吊死都是因为你 So you're the reason why they hung that poor woman.
他们残害埃米莉也是因为你 And you are the reason why they mutilated Emily.
琼 June.
你想怎样 What do you want?
自从我知道你在这里 Since I found out you were here,
我的内心就没有一刻安宁过 I, I haven't had a moment's peace.
我想让你原谅我 I want you to forgive me.
你越过边境 You crossed the border
伪装成普通的难民 and pretended to just be any other refugee.
你撒了谎 You lied.
你给了自己一个新的生活 新身份 You gave yourself a new life, a new name
你以为自己就能逃脱 and you thought that you could just leave
自己做过的丑恶之事 all of the shit you did behind.
你他妈凭什么认为自己有资格得到原谅 Why the fuck do you think you deserve forgiveness?
我们都是上帝的孩子 We are all God's children.
狗屁 Bullshit!
你们得便宜的时候就拿上帝说话 You people hide behind God every time it serves you.
求你了 求你了 埃米莉 Please. Please, please, please, Emily.
告诉我 我要做什么才能挽回 Tell me what I can do to make things better.
无可挽回 Nothing.
你什么都做不了 There's nothing you can do.
小组活动怎么样 How was group?
还行 It was fine.
这个真好吃 This is really good.
多谢夸奖 谢谢 Oh, thank you. Thanks.
今天的事 我真的很抱歉 Look, I'm, uh, I'm really sorry about today.
不该去旁听 About coming to court and...
但是至少我什么都知道了 But at least now I know everything.
也许我们可以继续 And maybe we can just move on.
如果你想跟我聊聊 I mean, if you want to talk to me about anything
汉娜的事 或者 to do with Hannah or...
我不想 I don't.
不影响我们 We're good.
好 好 Okay. Okay.
好吧 反正我就在这 All right. Well, I'm here.
我不知道该怎么做 I, I don't know what to do.
我在努力 I'm trying.
告诉我吧 Just tell me.
没关系 It's okay.
不 不 琼 No, no, June.
琼 停下 快停下 June, stop. Just stop it!
跟我说话 跟我说话 Talk to me! Talk to me!
和我谈谈 Talk to me.
天哪 你就像失事船只的残骸 Goodness. You look like the wreck of the Hesperus.
是基列国救活了你 It was Gilead that saved you, you know.
是芝加哥打扫战场的战士们 Our boys cleaning out Chicago.
他们让你免于饥饿 They saved you from starvation.
逃离死亡 And worse.
琼在哪 Where's June?
她死了吗 Is she dead?
你朋友在加拿大 Your friend is in Canada.
是吗 She is?
那堕落之地 That godforsaken place.
她成功了 She made it.
我一直都知道她会成功的 I always knew she would make it.
我不知道你为什么这么高兴 I don't know why you're so happy.
琼抛弃了你 June left you.
不 她没有 No, she didn't.
珍妮 Janine.
别告诉我她当初没法带你走 Don't tell me she couldn't have taken you with her.
她以前就这么干过 She's done it before.
也许这次 是你太累赘了 Maybe this time, you were just too much trouble.
她很难猜得透 It's difficult to know with that one.
那么变幻莫测 So unpredictable.
自私 Selfish.
我知道这里会发生什么 I know what happens here.
我知道到死都不会有什么变化 I know it will keep happening until I die.
只是别再让我做侍女了 求求你 Just don't make me a Handmaid again, please.
看看她对你做了什么 Look what she's done to you.
她会腐化 She corrupts.
她会毁掉 She destroys.
每一个人 Everyone.
可怜的小东西 You poor thing.
你一辈子都在 You've spent your entire life
不断地失去所爱的人 losing the people you love.
莉迪亚嬷嬷 求你 Aunt Lydia, please.
不要再送我回去做侍女了 Just don't send me back into service.
我情愿死在这 I'd rather die here.
好 Okay.
起来吧 Well, up you go.
好了 Now...
演戏是没用的 there is no use in being theatrical.
我们该拿你怎么办呢 Whatever are we going to do with you?
我觉得太不厚道了 I think it was shitty.
琼那样伏击你 June ambushing you like that.
我 她 I, she...
她觉得那样我会感觉好一些 you know, she thought it would help.
有用吗 Did it?
不知道 I don't know.
还不够 It wasn't enough.
你还想再见那个女人吗 You want to see that woman again?
我想说的都已经说了 I've said all I have to say.
我们每个人 All of us are just
都在想办法向前看 searching for ways to move forward.
把基列国发生的破事 Take all that shit from Gilead and just...
转变成 turn it into something...
有用的东西 useful.
我不知道能不能实现 I don't know if that's possible.
ICC肯定不会只盯着 I mean, the Waterfords can't be the only one
沃特福德夫妇 the I. C. C.'s going after.
一个嬷嬷 I mean, an Aunt
身处基列国权力结构 in the Gilead power structure...
她可以成为重要证人 she'd be one hell of a witness.
也许你能再和她谈谈 Maybe you can talk to her again,
这次私下谈 in private this time.
让她出庭作证 Get her to testify.
对 向前看 Yeah. Move forward.
抗议者 Protestors.
听起来比平时多 Sounds like more than usual.
应该是不可避免的 I suppose that was inevitable.
今天你还要出庭吗 Coming to court again today?
你相信自己昨天说的话吗 Did you believe what you said yesterday?
当然相信 Of course I did.
走吧 Well, shall we?
他们听到我们的话了 沃特福德夫人 They heard us, Mrs. Waterford.
宜应称颂 塞丽娜·乔伊
相信上帝
释放沃特福德夫妇
我们爱你 塞丽娜 我们爱你 We love you, Serena! We love you!
祈神保佑沃特福德夫妇
我知道我们都为艾琳的事感到震惊 I know we're all pretty shocked about Irene.
有人想说点什么吗 Does anyone maybe wanna say anything?
我觉得 It's...
很可悲 so sad.
如果有审判就好了 A trial would've been better.
坐牢 Prison.
那贱人做了懦夫 逃避责任 Bitch took the coward's way out.
你怎么想 What do you think?
我觉得不能用最坏的行为来定义一个人 Well, I think we're all better than the worst thing we've done.
你不用感到内疚 埃米莉 You shouldn't feel guilty, Emily.
这是那个女人自己的选择 Yeah, what that woman did was her choice.
你一定很受打击 It must've been so traumatic.
又是上吊 就像你的女佣 Another hanging, like your Martha.
那和你一点关系都没有 You know, you didn't have anything to do with it.
我们为什么不听听埃米莉的想法 Why don't we let Emily tell us how she feels.
如果她想说的话 If she wants to.
我感觉 I feel...
很棒 amazing.
她死了我很高兴 I'm glad she's dead.
我希望她的死与我有关 And I hope I had something to do with it.
如果我的丽莎嬷嬷在这 If my Aunt Lisa was here
或者该死的大主教 or my fucking Commander...
如果我的大主教在这 If my Commander were here,
我会割掉他的鸡巴 I'd cut his dick off...
比他自己吃掉 make him eat it.
这就对了 There you go.
太太 The wife...
我会用扫帚把 I'd use a broom handle
行了 各位 Okay, everyone.
我们谈过这个 we've talked about this.
愤怒是正当的情绪 Anger is a valid emotion,
它对于疗愈是必要的 甚至是重要的 it's, uh, necessary, important even, to heal.
但我们不能沉湎于此 But we can't live there.
为什么不能 Why not?
琼 June...
为什么非要把治愈当做唯一目标 Why does healing have to be the only goal?
我们为什么不能正视自己的愤怒 Why can't we be as furious as we feel?
我们没有这种权利吗 Don't we have that right?
我想今天的时间到了 女士们 And I think that's the hour, ladies.
下周继续 Pick this back up next week.
谢谢 Thank you.
如果还有人愿意 我想多留一会 I'll stay longer if anyone else wants to.
我也要留下 I'll stick around too.
我也是 Me too.
谢谢 Thank you.
好啊 Yeah. Sure.
卢克 我有话想告诉你 Luke, I need to tell you something.
我要告诉你我最后一次见汉娜的事 I need to tell you about the last time I saw Hannah.