《侍女的故事》前情提要 Previously on The Handmaid's Tale...
你必须告诉我侍女们在哪里 You have to tell me where the Handmaids are.
否则他们会伤害汉娜 Or they will hurt Hannah.
没事了 宝贝 It's okay, baby.
他们在莫罗家农场 They're at the Murrow farmhouse.
我试过和她一起逃跑 I tried to run with her.
真的尽力了 I really tried.
我们会找到她的 我发誓 We'll find her. I swear.
她害怕我 我的宝贝怕我 She was scared of me. My baby was scared of me.
她不认识我了 She didn't know me.
你 汉娜 珍妮 Everything that has happened to you,
和其他人身上发生的事 to Hannah, to Janine and the others,
都是因为你 you're responsible.
你的错 Your fault.
-这是她的选择吗 -不 这不是她选的 ‐ Did she choose this? ‐ No, she didn't choose this.
她选择了留在基列国 She chose to stay in Gilead.
死于伟大的事业 Die trying to do something good.
她知道她可能再也见不到我们俩了 It's just she knew she'd never see either of us again.
而她做出了那样的选择 That's a choice that she made.
你真漂亮 You look cute.
我明天晚上就要走 去桑德贝补货 I leave for the resupply to Thunder Bay tomorrow night.
-我晚上能去你那吗 -给我发短信 ‐ Can I come over later? ‐ Text me.
我爱妮可 但我从没想过做妈妈 I love Nichole but I never wanted to be a mom.
你为什么非要替琼擦屁股 Why do you feel you have to clean up June's messes?
也许是作为撇下她逃出来的补偿吧 Making up for when I got out and she didn't, I guess.
但我厌倦了这种愧疚感 I'm tired of feeling guilty.
有人看到两个侍女前往芝加哥 Two Handmaids were spotted heading into Chicago.
也许琼就是其中一个 Maybe June was one of them.
-谁干的 -夜鹰团 ‐ Who did this? ‐ Nighthawks
他们可不管这些人是死是活 They don't care if they live or die.
他们只想杀死士兵 They just wanna kill soldiers.
你肯定会喜欢他们 You'd love 'em.
我们应该明天动身 去找夜鹰团 I think we should go tomorrow and find the Nighthawks.
我们是来打仗的 We came here to fight.
琼 你是来打仗的 June, you came here to fight.
我提议我们宣布在交战边境上 I propose that we declare a temporary ceasefire
暂时停火 along our contested borders.
争议地区的基列国军队 Gilead's forces in disputed areas
将从今天下午开始停火24小时 will stand out for 24 hours starting this afternoon.
布莱恩大主教 你将负责 Commander Blaine, you will coordinate
向所有叛军前线发动空袭 an aerial bombardment on all insurgent fronts.
士兵都去哪了 Where are the soldiers?
他们肯定走得很急 They must have left in a hurry.
快跑 Run!
珍妮 Janine!
琼 June?
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琼 June?
校对 elingbow
时间轴 西·查
琼 June!
后期 累
琼 June?
橙汁香槟酒不会自己到杯子里来 琼 Mimosas do not pour themselves, June.
总监 elingbow
外面情况不妙 It is really coming down out there.
看来我们要一直困在这里了 Looks like we're gonna be stuck here all day.
糟了 Oh, damn!
还有那么多事要做 And all those errands we were gonna run.
干杯 Cheers.
谢谢 Thank you.
琼 June?
琼 June.
琼 June?
回来 那不安全 Get back from there, it's not stable!
天啊 琼 是我 莫伊拉 Holy shit. June, it's me. Moira.
你的朋友 莫伊拉 Your friend, Moira.
琼 你还认识我吗 June, do you... Do you remember me?
-莫伊拉逃出去了 -什么 ‐ Moira got out. ‐ What?
-不 我在这 我没事 -珍妮 ‐ No. I'm right here, I'm okay. ‐ Janine?
琼 June?
珍妮 Janine!
珍妮 Janine?
琼 琼 Hey, June. June.
琼 你在流血 June! You're bleeding!
你需要去医院 You... You need to go to the hospital.
她可能受伤了 我们必须找到她 She may have gotten hurt. We have to find her.
-珍妮 -不 琼 你受伤了 ‐ Janine! ‐ No, June. You're hurt.
-你需要帮助 -珍妮 ‐ You need help. ‐ Janine!
不 听我说 No. Hey, hey. Listen, listen, listen.
-你需要 听着 珍妮... -珍妮 ‐ You need to... Listen, Janine‐‐ ‐ Janine!
-琼 琼 -我们要找到她 ‐ June? June, June, June... ‐ We have to find her.
-等一下 听我说 听着 -珍妮 - Just wait, okay? Listen, listen! ‐ Janine!
我应该知道她在哪 我知道她在哪 I think I know where she is. I think I know where she is.
如果她受伤了 就会在那边的医疗帐篷里 If she's hurt, she's gonna be in the medical tent.
-好的 -好吗 ‐ Okay. ‐ Okay?
-在那边 -好 ‐ And it's that way. ‐ Okay.
-好吗 -好的 ‐ Okay? ‐ Okay.
-走吧 -我们必须找到她 ‐ Let's go. ‐ We have to find her.
会的 我们会找到的 We will. We will.
或许我们到那边你也能检查一下 And maybe when we get there, you can get checked out too.
-这样可以吗 -可以 ‐ Will that be all right? ‐ Yeah.
好 我们去找她吧 Okay, well, let's go get her.
-我们必须找到她 -我们这就去 ‐ We have to find her. ‐ Let's go find her.
好了 我们要走那边 Okay, we got to go that way.
女士们 我们两分钟后回来 好吗 Ladies, we'll be back in about two minutes, okay?
再坚持两分钟 Hang tight, two more minutes.
好了 All right.
还有哪位没检查过 Who else haven't I seen?
你能看下我朋友吗 Hey, can you take a look at my friend?
求你了 Please?
好的 Okay.
请看着我 Look at me, please.
看着眼睛 In the eyes.
好 Good.
你晕过去了吗 Did you black out?
有呕吐吗 Did you throw up?
什么 What?
先生 请尽量不要动 Sir, please, try not to move.
她会没事吧 Is she going to be okay?
她可能是脑震荡 She's likely concussed,
是轻微还是严重脑损伤 whether it's a mild or severe TBI,
我只有回到帐篷后才能知道 I'll only know when we get back to the tents.
让我看一下 Let me take a look at that.
我们会带你去检查一下 We'll take you somewhere where you can get some help.
好吗 Okay?
然后你就会没事的 And you're gonna be okay.
-好吗 -莫伊拉 ‐ Okay? ‐ Moira?
是我 It's me.
不 No.
-不 -什么 ‐No. ‐What?
不不不 你怎么会在这里 No, no, no, no. Why are you here?
别激动 我回来了 No, hey, hey, hey. Shh. I came back.
-你来干什么 为什么 -我回来找你 ‐ What are you doing here? Why? ‐ I came back for you.
-这不安全 -我回来帮你 ‐ It's not safe. ‐ I came back to help you,
-我他妈找到你了 -这不安全 莫伊拉 ‐ and I fucking found you. ‐ It's not safe, Moira.
-你不该在这里 -我他妈找到你了 ‐ You shouldn't be here. ‐ I fucking found you.
-你在说什么 -我他妈找到你了 ‐ What are you say‐‐ ‐ I fucking found you.
你真是疯了 You're so crazy.
你不该在这里 You shouldn't be here.
既然我找到了你 我就会照顾好你 Now that I've found you, I'm gonna take care of you.
你有我呢 I got you.
我在 I got you.
快点 这边 Come on, come on.
这片区域并不安全 This area is not secure!
关闭救援中心是为了你们自己的安全着想 The aid center has been closed for your own safety!
请立刻离开这里 Please leave the premises immediately!
你看到珍妮了吗 Do you see Janine?
我这就去找她 Hey, I'm gonna go look for her.
把东西都留给他们不行吗 Can't we just leave everything for them?
不行 他们会为了补给而自相残杀 No, they'll kill each other for their supplies.
乌娜 怎么回事 Oona! What's going on?
我们为什么要走 Why are we leaving?
据说他们又要开始轰炸了 Word is, they're gonna start bombing again.
快收拾东西 我们得赶紧离开 Pack up. We gotta go now.
我找到琼了 I found June.
她就在这里 She's here.
天 Oh, my God.
-太棒了 -是啊 所以我 ‐ That's amazing. ‐ Yeah, so I‐‐
我知道规矩是什么 Look, I know what the rules say.
莫伊拉 能知道她没事真是太好了 Moira, it's great to know she's okay.
她救了那么多孩子 She saved all those kids...
等我们回来 就想办法把她救出去 When we get back, we can work on trying to get her out.
不行 去他的 No! No, fuck that!
-我没时间跟你争辩 -乌娜 她受伤了 ‐ I don't have time for this. ‐ Oona, she's hurt.
她在这里撑不过一周 She's not gonna last a week here.
-我知道这不容易 -不是容不容易的事 ‐ Look, I get that this is hard. ‐ No, it's not hard.
这是生死悠关的事 It's life or death.
每个人的生死 不只是你或她 For everyone, not just you, and not just her.
她是我最好的朋友 乌娜 She's my best friend, Oona.
基列国要是发现我们带走了她 Gilead finds out we took her,
那就不会再有任务 没有食物药品 什么都没了 no more missions, no more food, no more medicine, nothing,
他们得不到任何物资了 for any of these people.
你觉得琼比他们每个人都重要吗 You think June is more important than every one of them?
抱歉 I'm sorry.
CERA 紧急援救委员会
CERA的人员 收拾好赶紧撤 CERA staff. Clear out!
把补给都打包带走 Pack up all provisions!
别撇下我们 求你们了 拜托 Don't leave us. Please, please, please.
我们得走了 跟我来 We got to go. Come with me.
头低点 别让人发现 Keep your head down.
别走 Don't go.
对不起 I'm sorry.
-我的孩子快饿死了 拜托 -抱歉 ‐ My kids are starving. Please! ‐ I'm sorry.
你们就这么把我们扔在这儿不管吗 You're just gonna leave us here?
我们不能带你们走 但我们还会回来的 We can't take you with us, but we'll be back.
不 你这相当于杀了我们 No! You're killing us!
抱歉 I'm sorry.
很好 你做得很好 Good. You did good.
很好 好了 You did good. Okay.
现在你得准备好往船上跑 Now you gotta get ready to run to the boat.
好吗 Okay?
-什么 -我要带你离开这里 ‐ What? ‐ I'm gonna get you out of here.
好吗 准备好了吗 All right? You ready?
-不行 -琼 ‐ No. ‐ June.
不行 我们得找到珍妮 No, we have to find Janine.
醒醒吧 我们找不到珍妮了 For fuck's sake, we're not gonna find Janine!
她可能已经死了 She's probably dead.
如果你留在这里 你也会死 And if you stay here, you're gonna die too.
琼 船 June. Boat!
-马上去 -莫伊拉 不行 ‐ Now! ‐ Moira, no!
-不行 -别逼我再次撇下你 ‐ No‐‐ ‐ No! Don't make me leave you again!
别这么对我 Don't fucking do that to me.
你不能这么对我 You can't do that to me!
求你了 你得跟我走 Please! You've got to go with me.
你得以后再回来 You've got to come back.
你不能逼我撇下汉娜自己走 You can't make me leave without Hannah.
汉娜 Hannah?
你不能让我撇下她自己走 莫伊拉 You can't make me leave without her, Moira.
她在哪 Where is she?
-你不能让我撇下她 -她在哪 - You can't make me leave without her. - Where is she?
我不知道 I don't know.
-汉娜 -我不知道 ‐ Hannah? ‐ I don't know,
-但我得回去找她 -你不知道 ‐ but I have to get back to her. ‐ You don't know?
什么叫你不知道 What... What do you mean you don't know?
你要怎么找到她 How are you gonna get to her?
瞧瞧你的样子 Look at you!
你他妈都快死了 You're fucking beat to shit,
你也不知道她在哪 you don't even know where she is.
你要怎么找到她 How are you going to find her?
她被抓都是因为我 They took her because of me.
她那么害怕 She was so scared.
她吓坏了 She was so scared.
那么没有你她会更安全 Then she's safer without you.
他们会杀了你 They're gonna kill you.
他们会追你到天涯海角 They're gonna hunt you down
然后他们会杀了你 and they're gonna kill you.
他们会在她面前杀了你 And they'll kill you in front of her.
你想救她吗 Do you want to help her?
那就把她留下 你跟我走 You leave her the hell behind, and you come with me.
你想跟他们斗吗 那就去加拿大跟他们斗 You wanna fight them? You fight them from Canada.
我们会帮你 We will help you.
加拿大人会帮你 美国政府 The Canadians will help you! The American government,
他们残存的势力都在加拿大 他们会帮你 whatever fucking left of it is in Canada, and will help you.
我会在那里 I'll be there.
卢克 艾米莉 丽塔 Luke, Emily, Rita...
所有爱你的人都在那里 everyone who loves you is there.
妮可 Nichole.
妮可也在 Nichole is there.
她还好吗 Is she okay?
是的 她需要你 Yes, she... She needs you.
她需要你 她正在成长 她非常棒 She needs you, she's growing up and she's amazing
但她需要你 因为你是她母亲 but she needs you because you're her mother.
你是她母亲 好吗 You're her mother, okay?
来吧 琼 振作点 Come on, June. Come on!
快点 我们走 Come on! Let's go! Let's go!
你会为她跟我回去 对吗 You'll come back for her, all right?
我们走 快点 Let's go, let's go! Hurry!
-快走 赶上 -走走走 ‐ Come on! Hurry up! ‐ Go, go, go!
你会为了妮可回去 You'll come back for Nichole.
为了你的宝贝女儿回去 Come back for your baby daughter.
好的 Okay.
-好的 -好的 ‐ Okay. - Okay.
行了 走吧 快走 All right, come on. Come on.
呆在这里 不要动 Stay here. Don't move.
严格意义上来说 那沙发也是我的 You know, technically, that couch is also mine.
严格意义上来说 这沙发是丽莎的 Technically, this couch is Lisa's,
你应该在她去国外留学 and you were supposed to watch it
这段时间里替她保管 while she went to go study abroad.
我把它留给你完全是因为我内心和善 Well, I will leave it to you out of the kindness of my heart.
卢克恨死它了 Luke hates it.
不会变化很大的 你知道的吧 It's not gonna be that different, you know?
我会经常见到你 I mean, I'm gonna see you all the time.
不会真的变化那么大 It's not really gonna change that much.
我妈妈让我保证留着娘家姓 My mother made me promise I would keep my own last name.
那我放心了 Oh, phew.
你真觉得这是个好主意吗 Do you really think this is a good idea?
你指什么 Which part?
所有 All of them.
所有部分 All the parts.
慢着 你觉得嫁给卢克是个坏主意 Wait, so you think marrying Luke is a bad idea?
我只是觉得结束订婚 Look, I just, um, think it would be a lot easier
比结束婚姻要简单的多 to end an engagement than a marriage.
你哪来的高见 And you know this how,
基于你结束的所有婚姻吗 because of all the marriages you've ended?
算了吧 Never mind.
别 别停下 No. No, no, no.
真的 我好奇 No, I'm curious.
明明白白告诉我为什么你觉得我不该 Tell me exactly why you think I shouldn't marry
嫁给一个善良聪明有爱的男人 a kind, smart, loving man
他工作又好 还有靠得住的肩膀 who has a good job and nice shoulders.
因为他背着所有妻子出轨 Because he cheats on his wives
当她们无法生育就抛弃她们 and he leaves them when they can't reproduce.
他只有一个前妻 而且我不是安妮 Wife. One prior wife. And I'm not Annie.
还不是 Not yet.
我们的婚姻不会变成那种婚姻 Our marriage is not going to be like that marriage.
他们一直为各种事情争吵 They fought all the time about all kinds of stuff.
我们从不争吵 We never fight.
那是我的罐子 That's my pitcher.
行啊拿去吧 Fine, take it.
我不想要 I don't want it.
你还好吗 How are you holding up?
这么近距离目睹一切 Seeing all that up close.
我以前就亲眼目睹过痛苦 I've seen suffering up close before.
当你变成手握权力的一方 才是最难的 The hardest part is when you're the one with the power.
我很抱歉我们不能带上她 I'm so sorry we couldn't bring her.
没事 Yeah.
我们快到家了 Look, we're nearly home.
经过港口检查 After this port inspection,
只要十个小时就能到加拿大 it's only about ten more hours to Canada.
港口检查 Port inspection?
我们离开他们的水域之前 他们会登船检查 Before we leave their waters, they're gonna come aboard,
他们会从头到尾检查每艘船 they're gonna check the boats stem to stern.
不会很糟糕的 It shouldn't be that bad.
只要过了阿勒颇的检查点 I mean, once at this checkpoint in Aleppo,
-我们就 -乌娜 ‐ we had‐‐ ‐ Oona.
我得告诉你点事 I need to tell you something.
他们很快就要到了 They're gonna be here soon.
我对琼·奥斯本有着最崇高的敬意 I have the utmost respect for June Osborn.
她引领了"天使航班" 是个英雄 She pioneered Angels' Flight. She's a hero.
但我们的处境非常糟糕 But we're in a really bad situation,
我们的非政府组织 which sees our NGO
和未来所有任务都危在旦夕 and all of our future missions put at risk.
我是团队负责人 Now, I'm the team leader,
因此接下来发生的任何事情都是我的责任 so what happens next is my responsibility,
但我想听取你们的意见 but I want to hear from all of you.
都是我的错 It's my fault.
是我强迫琼上船 I'm the one that forced June to come.
她都不想来 She didn't even want to.
所以讨论对象应该是我 不是他 So it's me we should be talking about right now, not her.
你说得对莫伊拉 是你的错 You're right, Moira. It is your fault.
我知道你爱你的朋友 And I know you love your friend,
但我们都有亲友还留在基列国 but we all have people we love in Gilead.
我认为我们应该把她交出去 I think we should turn her in.
-你说什么 -让他说完 说下去 ‐ What? ‐ Let him finish. Say more about that.
如果他们找到她 我们的工作就无法继续了 If they find her, all of our future work is fucked forever.
这绝不能发生 We can't let that happen.
她是基列国的头号公敌 She's Public Enemy Number One in Gilead.
所以我们带她走会引起更大的愤怒 Which means they'll be even angrier we took her.
没错 It's true.
如果他们找到她 就不会允许我们回芝加哥 If they find her, they won't let us back into Chicago,
会禁止任何人进入 they won't let anyone in,
那里所有人都会受到影响 and that will affect all the people there.
我认为我们应该保护她 I think we should keep her.
我知道她坏了规矩 但她已经来了 I know she broke the rules, but she's here now,
如果我们把她交出去 他们会杀了她 and if we turn her in, they'll kill her.
我觉得应该把她交出去 I think we should turn her in.
行了 老天爷 Okay. Jesus.
肯定有别的办法 There's got to be another option here.
我们不能把人交出去送死 I mean, we can't just turn someone in to certain death.
这应该是一趟人道主义任务 This is supposed to be a humanitarian mission.
人道主义任务关乎所有人 Humanitarian missions are about people.
不是一个人 Not one person.
我们总有什么地方能安置她 There has to be somewhere we can put her.
我们可以把她藏在地板里 I mean, we can hide her in the floor or, uh...
或者把她放在一侧的救生船里 we can put her in one of the lifeboats on the side.
-他们会搜的 -你怎么知道 ‐ They'll search those. ‐ How do you know?
你从基列国逃出来过吗 闭上鸟嘴 You ever escape Gilead before? Then shut the fuck up!
孩子们会为这件事而受伤 他们什么都没做错 Children will be hurt by this. Children who did nothing wrong.
不只是孩子 还有他们的父母 Not just the children, their parents‐‐
我知道 我只是说肯定还有别的办法 I get it. I'm just saying there has to be another way.
有什么办法不是冒着全体船员的生命危险 What other way is there that doesn't put the entire crew on risk?
把她扮成船员之一 Make her look like one of the crews.
我不是这意思 No, that's not what I'm saying.
她就坐在那里 One person who's sitting right there!
把我交出去吧 Just turn me in.
老天 别听她的 Jesus! Don't listen to her.
我的命不比别人的值钱 My life isn't worth more than anyone else's.
我跟他们说我自己上船的 I'll tell them I got on the boat myself.
没人帮过我 No one helped me.
谢谢 Thank you.
不 不 No, no!
-所有人到甲板上 -琼 ‐ Okay, everyone on deck. ‐ June!
-应付过去 -你不能这样 琼 ‐ Let's get through this. ‐ You can't do this, June.
就这样 That's it?
你受了那么多苦 After everything you've been through,
奋斗了那么多 就这么放弃了 after every battle you fought, you've just given up?
看着我 Look at me!
求你了 Please?
乌娜 Oona.
伊莲娜 给她打印一张身份证明 Elena, print her an ID.
给她收拾一下 穿个马甲 Clean her up, get her a vest.
确保她别搞砸了 Make sure she doesn't fuck this up.
谢谢 Thank you.
来吧 Come on.
发现走私货了吗 Found any contraband?
发现了麻醉剂 Narcotics in evidence
但很可能划分成医疗物资了 but likely classified as medical supplies.
尽快把这艘船查完 Let's clear the boat as quick as possible.
搜查进度百分之七十 The boat is 70% searched.
大概还要20到25分钟 ETA 20, 25 minutes.
姓名 Name?
伊莲娜·崔 Elena Choi.
下一个 Next.
姓名 Name?
莫伊拉·斯特兰德 Moira Strand.
你是哪的人 Where are you from?
多伦多 土生土长 Toronto. Born and bred.
下一个 Next.
姓名 Name?
姓名 Name.
瑞秋·史密斯 Rachel Smith.
你怎么了 Something happen to you?
坦尼森列兵 Private Tennyson,
完事了吗 are we all clear?
长官 Sir?
重复 完事了吗 I repeat, are we all clear?
还没有 长官 Not quite yet, sir.
你怎么了 What happened to you?
她摔倒了 She got knocked to the ground in...
那边太乱了 in all that chaos back there.
她的头撞得不轻 She hit her head pretty hard.
当时太吓人了 你看见轰炸袭击了吗 Man, it was crazy. Did you see those bombs hit?
你们在这边真是幸运 Lucky you were safe out here.
你要是在芝加哥有家人什么的那就另说了 Unless you got family and stuff back in Chicago.
希望他们都没事 Um, really hope they're okay.
好了 下一个 All right. Next.
咱们离开这吧 Let's get the hell out of here.
你成功了 You made it.
我们要去加拿大了 We're goin' to Canada.
人美力量大 Ooh, beautiful and strong.
一定是你的瑞典血统 Must be your, uh, Swedish lineage, just...
我得说一句 我再也不搬家了 Just so you know, I'm never moving again. Ever.
没问题 我会写进结婚誓言里的 Deal. I'll put it in the vows.
对 绝对应该写进誓言里 Oh, yeah. We should definitely put it in the vows.
你和安妮的誓言都是你们自己写的吗 Did you and Annie write your own vows?
没有 我们没举行那种婚礼 Oh. No. It was not that kind of wedding.
那你们是哪种 What kind of wedding was it?
就是普通的 Uh, just a normal...
好吧 Yeah.
在教堂举行的吗 Like at a church?
对 是 Uh, yeah. Yeah.
这种事情对她来说很重要 That kind of thing was important to her.
"无论贫穷还是富有 健康还是疾病 So "for richer or poorer, sickness and health,
同甘共苦"之类的 better or worse," like all that kind of thing?
宝贝 Babe?
怎么 Yeah?
怎么了 What's going on?
-没什么 -是吗 - Nothing. - No?
要知道 我们的婚姻和那次可不一样 'Cause, you know, that marriage is not gonna be our marriage.
我知道 Yeah, I know.
那个东西能轻拿轻放吗 Can you be careful with that, please?
算了 That's fine.
里面是什么 What's in it?
是个鸡尾酒罐子 It's a cocktail pitcher, okay?
我偷来的 That I stole.
你怎么回事 What is your problem?
别闹了 Don't you dare.
我也说不好 如果我不能怀孕呢 I don't know. What if I can't get pregnant?
什么 What?
你和安妮要孩子费了很大力气 You and Annie had a hard time having kids.
如果我们也如此怎么办 What if that happens to us?
你不是安妮 好吗 You are not Annie, okay?
而且我已经不是从前的那个我了 And I'm a very different person than I was back then.
是 Yeah.
但是世事难料 对吧 But, I mean, you don't know what's gonna happen, right?
如果我让你失望了怎么办 What if I end up disappointing you?
说什么呢 过来 Go... Come on! Come here.
我不知道我们会不会有孩子 Look, I don't know if we're gonna be able to have kids,
不管怎样我们都会好好的 but either way we're gonna be okay.
可是你真的很想要孩子 You really want kids, though.
我真的想要你 Yeah, and I really want you.
所以 Like...
你不会让我失望的 You're not gonna disappoint me.
这可不好说 Well, I mean, you don't know that.
好吧 Well...
每个人都有底线 不能原谅的那种 Everyone has a line, you know, something that's unforgivable.
如果我跟你期待的不一样怎么办 What if I'm not who you think I am?
不管你什么样子 我都爱你 Then I'll just love whoever you turn out to be.
你背着我把她偷偷带进来 还对我撒谎 You snuck her in behind my back and you lied to me!
你当时是怎么想的 I mean, what did you think was gonna happen?
但是决定救她的人是你 But you're the one who decided to save her.
因为你把我逼上了 Because you put me in a position
要么救她要么杀她的绝路 where I had to either save her or kill her.
你不会指望我把她丢下不管吧 Well, you couldn't have expected me to leave her behind.
你觉得我从来没不得已抛下别人吗 You don't think I've ever had to leave anyone behind?
每次任务 你觉得我没做出过艰难的抉择吗 Every mission, you don't think I've had to make hard choices?
那些让我夜不能寐的抉择 Choices that keep me up at night,
每天都在后悔的抉择 that I regret every single day!
对不起 I'm sorry.
我希望这事不要影响到我们两个 I wish this didn't have to be about us.
我们没有必要再纠缠下去了 Let's not make this last longer than it has to.
但是我们还是能在办公室说话的吧 But we can still talk at the office?
这事之后连办公室都没有了 There's not gonna be an office after this.
见鬼 Fuck.
怎么回事 What the hell?
你要乘救生船走吗 Hey, are you trying to take this lifeboat?
能帮帮我吗 Can you help me?
不 No!
操 我才不帮你 Fuck you! I'm not helping you.
你大半夜 Where the hell do you think
想划着救生船到哪去 you're gonna go on a lifeboat in the middle of the night?
我必须回去 I have to go back.
你他妈疯了吗 Are you fucking insane?
-我必须去找她 -住手 ‐ I have to get her. ‐ Stop it!
你要么会淹死 You're gonna die in the water
要么会死在基列国 or you'll sail back to Gilead and die there!
这是你的打算吗 That's your plan?
好吧 Fine.
你想回去 我陪着你 You wanna go back, I'm going with you.
要死一起死 We'll die together.
-住手 -不 ‐ Stop it. ‐ No.
-停下 -不 ‐ Yes. ‐ No!
我好不容易把你带出来 不能丢下你 I did not bring you all this way just to leave you behind.
我说过要为了汉娜留下 I told you I needed to stay for Hannah,
是你操纵了我 and you manipulated me.
我没有操纵你 我救了你的命 I didn't manipulate you. I saved your life.
你骗我丢下了自己的女儿 You tricked me into leaving my daughter!
对不起 I'm sorry.
如果我现在不回去 If I don't go back now,
就再也找不到她了 she is gone forever!
再也找不到汉娜了 Hannah is gone forever.
发生什么事了 What happened?
汉娜怎么了 With Hannah.
你说他们抓了她 怎么回事 You said they took her. What happened?
我不会逼你留下 我只是想知道 I'm not gonna force you to stay. I just wanna know.
他们带我见了她 They showed her to me.
我看到她了 I saw her.
但我无法为她做任何事 But there was nothing I could do. For her.
我没有任何办法救她 There was nothing I could do to help her.
她没有认出我 She didn't recognize me.
她不认识我了 She didn't know who I was.
她怕我 She was scared of me.
天呐 Oh, God.
她所遭遇的一切 Everything that has happened to her,
都是因为我 it's because of me.
不 No.
不是这样的 No, that is not true.
我怎么能丢下她回去 How can I go back without her?
-没有人 -我怎么能一个人回去 ‐ No one‐‐ ‐ How can I show up without her?
琼 没有人指望你带她回来 June, no one expects you to have her.
他们等的是一个人 不是超级英雄 They're waiting for a person, not a superhero.
虽然你救出了那么多孩子 Even if you did get all those kids out.
但没救她 But not her.
没有我的汉娜 Not my Hannah.
我没能救她 I didn't have her.
我努力了 真的 I tried. I really did.
我尽了全力 但还是不够 I did everything I could, but it wasn't enough.
我本该救她的 I was supposed to save her.
因为我是她妈妈 'Cause I'm her mommy.
我是她的母亲 I'm her mother.
保护她是我的职责 It is my job to protect her.
但我失败了 And I failed.
我怎么面对他 How can I face him?
我怎么告诉他 How can I tell him that everything
她遭遇的一切都是我害的 that has happened to her is because of me?
不 不是的 No. That's not true.
那是基列国的话术 你知道这不是真的 And that's Gilead talking. You know that's not true.
不 他绝不会原谅我 No, he is never gonna forgive me.
他绝不会原谅我 He's never gonna forgive me.
他等了你这么多年 All these years, he has waited for you.
他从来没有放弃过你 And he has never given up on you.
现在你也要有点信心 You need to have a little faith now too.
我了解他 I know him.
我知道他有多坚强 I know what he can take.
那你回去亲眼看一看好吗 How 'bout you find out?
好 Yeah.
过来 Come here.
琼宝 Hey, Junebug.
有宝宝 There's a baby.
就是 Well, it's, uh...
我怀孕了 我们有孩子了 I'm pregnant! We're having a baby.
我本来准备在家告诉你 And I was gonna tell you inside,
我把蜡烛都吹灭了 但是 and I put all these candles out, but...
我们有孩子了 我们有孩子了 We're having a baby! We're having a baby?
-是的 -你来了 ‐ Yeah! ‐ Hey! We're having a you!
我们会很爱很爱你 And we're gonna love you so much.
我们有孩子了 We're having a baby!
我 I...
我好爱你 I love you so much.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
再来点有艺术感的 Some more artistic ones, please.
好 Yeah.
我觉得不错 I think that's fine.
手法不错嘛 Ooh! Look at that method!
你还好吗 You okay?
你想在这待多久都可以 You know, we can stay here as long as you want.
我没事 I'm okay.
给我一点时间 I just need a minute.
好 Okay.
我很好 I'm okay.
她在哪 Where... Where is she?
对不起 我没带她来 I'm sorry I don't have her.
对不起 I'm sorry.
对不起 我一个人来了 I'm sorry it's just me.
对不起 只有我一个 I'm sorry it's just me.
-我知道 -不不不 ‐ I knew it would... ‐ No, no, no, no.
对不起 I'm sorry.
真的对不起 I'm so sorry.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你没事了 You're okay.
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