《侍女的故事》前情提要... Previously on The Handmaid's Tale...
从战争开始前这里就一直空着 Place has been empty since before the war.
或许几天后见 如果你还在的话 Maybe see you in a few days, if you're still around?
你怎么了 莫伊拉 What is wrong with you? Moira.
不 我现在叫露比 No. Hey. It's Ruby now.
琼 June?
-你没事 -你知道这是什么地方吗 - You're okay. - You know what this is?
知道这里发生过什么吗 Do you know what happened here?
这里是屠宰场 我们走吧 It's a slaughterhouse. Let's get out of here.
琼 你不能走 他们在到处找你呢 June, you can't leave. They're looking for you everywhere.
我不管 我不管 I don't care. I don't care.
你不是企图逃出国境的女佣 You're not a Martha making a run for the border.
你是有孕在身的侍女 You're a pregnant Handmaid.
我们要去找汉娜 我们要向北走 We're gonna get Hannah. We're gonna go north!
不行 No.
我们不能去 No, we're not.
欢迎来到安大略 你在加拿大有家人吗 Welcome to Ontario. Do you have any family in Canada?
你在这还好吗 How are you here?
你在我的名单上 当然 You're on my list, of course.
卢克 Luke!
上帝 您的怜悯使逝去的灵魂得以安息 God, by whose mercy the faithful departed,
请通过我主基督派下圣洁的天使 阿门 please send Your Holy Angel to watch over this place. Amen.
侍女的故事 第二季 第三集
我母亲会说 女人的适应力是如此之强 Women are so adaptable, my mother would say.
我们能习惯的事物确实惊人 It's truly amazing what we can get used to.
我来这里已经两个月了 我习惯了什么 I've been here for two months. What have I gotten used to?
他们正在边境进行更多的军事演习 They're doing more military exercises along the border.
加拿大和英国的军队 Canadian and British army.
现在七点半了 It's 7:30.
我... 我昨天夜班 Yeah, I... I got a late shift.
好 该吃鸡蛋了 你太瘦了 Oh, good. Time for eggs. You are too skinny.
早上好 Morning.
这儿有咖啡 There is coffee.
还有鸡蛋 如果你想吃的话 There's eggs too, if you want 'em.
怎么样了 How's it going?
不要整天呆在床上 Don't stay in bed all day.
他们必须为入侵做好准备 They have to be getting ready for an invasion.
穿过纽约北部 Down through upstate New York.
美国独立战争又要再次上演了 It's 1775 all over again.
自己拿个盘子 快做好了 Get yourself a plate. It's almost done.
谢谢 妈妈 Thanks, Mom.
去你的 Fuck you.
我妈之前也会这么说 My mom used to say the same thing.
-聪明的女人 -太疯狂了 - Smart lady. - That's crazy.
我知道我在捞救命稻草 I'm grasping at straws, I know.
但稻草也是有用的 But straws can be useful.
三只小猪其中一个用稻草盖了一整座房子 One of the little pigs built a whole house of them.
你在那里 一直都在 You were there. All the time.
但没人注意到你 But no one noticed you.
好吧 All right.
不是没人 Not no one.
女性之声
她说我们要去喂鸭子 She said we were going to feed the ducks.
我想我知道 或者我本应该知道 I knew, I guess, or I should have known.
没人会在晚上喂鸭子 Who feeds ducks at night?
但这没关系 It didn't matter.
我喜欢看我妈妈那样子 I loved seeing my mother like that.
后来 妈妈告诉我 Later, my Mom told me
她们在写那些强奸犯的名字 they were writing down the name of their rapist.
我还记得 有那么多张写有名字的纸 And I remember thinking, there were so many pieces of paper.
很多很多 So many,
像雪花一般 it was like snow.
别让你自己被这些东西逼疯了 Don't make yourself crazy with all this stuff.
太晚了 It is way too late.
谢谢你 Mmm, thank you.
但你以后不能再偷丽塔的真咖啡了 You gotta stop stealing Rita's real coffee though.
她会杀了你的 没跟你开玩笑 She's gonna kill you. No joke.
你没叫醒我 You didn't wake me up.
因为如果我叫醒你 你就走了 Well, 'cause if I wake you, then you leave.
对我来说有什么好处 So how is that a win for me?
我该走了 I should probably get going.
听着 他们联系了我 Listen, they've made contact.
我不确定 但你可能该准备走了 I don't know for sure, but you should probably get ready to go.
去哪 Go where?
不知道 I don't know.
我会看看能查到什么 争取周二再过来 I'll see what I can find out, and try and come back on Tuesday
待几个小时 for a couple of hours.
汉娜呢 Hannah?
我在努力 I'm trying.
该死 Fuck.
我不能走 I can't leave.
把你安全弄出去对大家都好 Getting you out safe is the best thing for everyone.
只对我有好处 It's best for me.
为了汉娜 For Hannah.
为了所有人 For everyone.
更好的生活从来都不意味着所有人都会更好 Better never means better for everyone.
这很难相信 我知道 It's a lot, I know.
我刚到这里时就像个僵尸 突然就 I was a zombie when I got here, and it was just like,
"欢迎来到加拿大 这是你的枫糖浆" "Welcome to Canada. Here's your maple syrup."
他们不会真给你枫糖浆 They don't really give you maple syrup.
你还好吗 You okay?
我以前在军队里 I was in the army.
在物流和快速部署部队 Logistics and rapid deployment.
一切发生后 他们让我们都当了卫士 After everything, they just turned us all into Guardians.
一周后 我的小组开始在墙上挂死尸 A week later, my unit is hanging bodies on the wall.
都是性别叛徒 Gender traitors.
其中一个是我在大学里交往过的人 One of them was a guy I dated in college.
现在这里有创伤心理咨询师了 There are trauma counselors here now.
在三楼 出了电梯就是 Third floor. Right out of the elevator.
会好的 It gets easier,
我保证 I promise.
补给包呢 Where are the bags?
这周没有要送的东西 No deliveries this week.
或者说没有要送来的东西 Or, I guess, no deliveries to you.
只有要送走的 Only deliveries of.
现在吗 Now?
他们是这么跟我说的 That's what they told me.
尼克来吗 Is Nick coming?
尼克是谁 Who's Nick?
我留了些东西在楼上... I left some stuff upstairs, so...
我会处理的 来吧 到后面来 I'll get rid of it. Come on. Get in the back.
琼宝贝 Baby June!
怎么回事 What happened?
我们在斯普林菲尔德的诊所护送人 We were escorting at the clinic in Springfield.
你妈今天在那里工作 Your mom was working there today.
-天 -妈的纳粹王八蛋 - Jeez. - Fucking Nazi prick assholes.
孩子 Kiddo.
不是吧 妈 Hi. Shit! Mom!
没关系 有人扔了个瓶子 Ah, it's fine. Somebody threw a bottle.
-医生总会成为靶子 -这是常有的事 - Doctors are targets. - It happens all the time.
混蛋们通常没有这么好的准头 Pricks usually don't have such good aim.
你来拿你的东西 是吧 You need your thing, right?
对 我的浸入式搅拌器 Yeah. My immersion blender.
好的 就在那边什么地方 Right. It's... It's in there somewhere.
打算吃什么 So, uh, what's cooking?
我和卢克要给莫伊拉做晚餐 Oh, Luke and I are gonna make dinner for Moira.
他买了本马克·彼特曼的书 正跃跃欲试呢 He got this new Mark Bittman book, so he's feeling ambitious.
怎么穿成这样 What's with the duds?
这些吗 我刚下班 所以... Oh, these? I just came from work, so...
挺好的 They're nice.
-我在一家出版社工作 -酷 - I work at a book publisher. - Cool.
挺小的 学术型的 Just small, academic.
我其实刚被升职成了助理编辑... I actually just got promoted to, um, assistant editor, so...
莫伊拉在给一个女同性恋团体设计网站 Moira's designing the website for a queer women's collective.
太棒了 Well, that's great.
那些再来点 We need more of those.
在这里等着 You wait in here.
很快就会有人来了 Someone will be along soon.
你放心去吧 孩子 You go in grace, kid.
你是好人还是坏人呢 You a good witch or a bad witch?
那要看你问谁了 Depends on who you ask, I guess.
你叫什么 What's your name?
琼·奥斯本 June Osborn.
你母亲娘家的姓氏呢 Your mother's maiden name?
马多克斯 Maddox.
走吧 Come on.
我们是要去哪 Where are we going?
伍斯特西部的小机场 Airstrip west of Worcester.
有个人有架小飞机 A guy has a puddle-jumper,
来回运黑市上的东西 takes black market stuff back and forth.
从哪来回 Back and forth where?
加拿大 Canada.
飞机明天天一黑就到 The plane comes tomorrow as soon as it's dark.
我会把你送到一个好人家去 I'll drop you at a... at a friendly house.
他们会带你去机场 They'll walk you to the airstrip.
估计四分之一英里 Quarter-mile maybe.
他们是谁 Who's they?
我不知道 No idea.
要么是很勇敢要么是很愚蠢的人 Someone brave or stupid.
或者二者都有 Or both.
很多人都很愚勇 There's a lot of both.
走吧 Come on.
糟了 Shit.
-糟了 -怎么了 - Shit. - What?
对不起 我们 I'm sorry. We, uh...
对不起 I'm so sorry.
安全屋 不不不 The safehouse... No, no, no, no!
你得回里面去 You gotta get back inside.
不 No!
安全屋现在很危险 等着 The safe house isn't safe. Just wait.
你不能 You can't...
-对不起 我没办法 -不 你不能 - I'm sorry. I can't. - No! You can't... Hey!
回去 Get back!
-不 你不能把我留在这里 -不不 - No! Hey! You can't leave me here! - Hey! No! No!
-不 -不不不不 - No! - No, no, no, no!
不要 不要 No! No!
不要 No!
不要 No.
求你了 Please.
来吧 Come on.
快上来 Hurry up.
真见鬼 Shit!
谢谢你 Thank you.
趴下 Get down.
我们走 Let's go.
快来 Come on.
不要 Don't...
什么都不要说 Don't say anything.
原来中产都是住在这里的 So this is where the Econopeople live.
如果我不是个淫妇 It's where I'd live if I weren't an adulteress.
如果我去对了教堂 If I'd gone to the right kind of church.
如果我按套路出牌 If I'd played my cards right.
如果我知道我应该出牌了 我就会住在这里 If I'd known I was supposed to be playing cards.
小伙子 Oh, hey, big guy.
你怎么还不睡呢 What are you doing still up?
妈妈在家吗 Is Mommy home?
在 Yeah.
是啊 她在家呢 Yes, she is.
愿主明察 Under His eye.
不 No.
你要不在厨房等着 Why don't you wait in the kitchen?
什么都别碰 Don't touch anything!
好的 夫人 Yes, ma'am.
你怎么可以 How could you?
你在想什么 What were you thinking?
美好的一天 Blessed day.
你会玩消防车吗 Do you know how to play firetrucks?
当然 Yeah. Of course.
好的 All right.
给你 穿过这两个洞 Here. Goes through these two holes.
好了 你到了 Okay. Oh, you got it.
叮叮 Ding ding.
这铃有什么用 What does the bell do?
用来提醒大家 让他们过来帮忙 It warns people, so they can come and help.
亚当 去穿好衣服 Adam. Come get dressed.
马上 Now.
对不起 他想要我... Sorry. He wanted me to...
这个我收起来 I'll take that.
谢谢 Thank you.
谢谢你愿意收留我 Thank you for taking me in.
不是我做的决定 This wasn't my decision.
你是侍女 You're a Handmaid.
曾经是 I was.
他们就是这样恐吓我们的 That's how they threaten us,
如果我们还能生育的话 if we're fruitful.
穿着红裙子 戴着翼帽 With the red dress and the wings.
我不明白你怎么舍得把自己的孩子给别人 I don't know how you could give your baby up to somebody else.
我在尽力避免这么做 I'm trying not to.
我会一死了之 I would die first.
我之前也这样认为 Yeah, I used to think that, too.
我的鞋子在哪里 Well, where are my shoes?
到床底下找了吗 Did you look under the bed?
在这里 Here it is.
很好 Good.
亚当 找到了 好了 Adam, found it. Okay.
去教堂得穿得漂漂亮亮的 We want you to look your best for church.
你们去教堂 You go to church.
我们去参加信仰宣誓 We make a public profession of faith.
好了 All right,
我们走 let's go.
早点去没什么坏处 Nothing bad about being early,
迟到了没什么好处 nothing good about being late.
我们会在两点之前回来 We'll be back by 2:00.
保持安静 Try to be quiet.
这里的每个人都在互相监视 Everyone here listens to everything.
好的 Okay.
他们真的会监视你 They really do.
谢谢你收留我 Thank you for taking me in.
谢谢你所做的一切 For everything.
那你应该是勇敢还是... So, are you brave or...
愚蠢呢 stupid?
我不勇敢 I'm not brave.
所以 你懂的 So, there you go.
我好久没见你了 I never see you anymore.
别看着我 你才是那个一天到晚到处跑的人 Don't look at me. You're the one who's always traveling.
这很重要 It's important.
我知道 I know.
我怀你的时候已经37了 你知道的 I had you when I was 37, you know.
我知道 I do know.
真他妈不容易 It was not fucking easy.
但我们都想要你 你... But you were wanted. You were...
我们都非常想要你 You were very wanted.
你真的喜欢出版社的工作吗 说实话 Do you really like that job at that publishing place? Honestly.
是的 如果我不喜欢就找别的工作了 Yeah. If I didn't, I'd find another job.
你小时候想成为最高法院的法官 When you were little, you wanted to be on the Supreme Court.
我还想跟若尔丹·卡塔拉诺结婚呢 Well, I also wanted to marry Jordan Catalano, so...
你真的想把每一天都花在 You really want to spend all day
看别人的文章找错别字上吗 reading other people's words looking for typos?
是的 Yup.
我为你牺牲了这么多 I sacrificed for you and
看到你这么安逸我觉得很生气 it pisses me off that you're just settling.
抱歉 Well, sorry.
我猜我不是你活着的意义 I guess I'm not your justification for existence.
卢克还好吗 How's Luke?
挺好的 He's good.
他一直在加班想 He's been working overtime to try to get some
少掺和点婚礼的事 more time off around the wedding.
我觉得你不应该嫁给他 I don't think you should marry him.
什么 What?
我一直在想这件事 I've been thinking about it.
好 我很欣慰 Great. I'm glad.
琼 你还年轻 June, you are so young.
你真的想 You really want to take
把所有精力和热情都奉献给一个男人吗 all that energy and passion and give it to a man?
不 是给卢克 No, to Luke.
卢克是还不错 但是 Luke is fine, but come on.
这个国家迟早要灭亡 This country is going down the fucking tubes.
是时候走出去 It's time to get out in
上街游行抗议 而不是只是过家家 the street and fight, not just play house.
我不是在玩 I'm not playing.
我觉得这是个错误 I think it's a mistake.
好吧 Okay.
走吧 Come on.
美好的一天 你们已经走了吗 Blessed day! Have you folks left already?
有人吗 Hello?
奥玛 Omar?
海瑟 Heather?
有人吗 Hello?
我叫汉娜 打个招呼 拉比特先生 My name is Hannah. Say hi, Mr. Rabbit.
大家好 Hi.
快五点了 It's almost 5:00.
或许她们遇到了老友 Maybe they ran into friends.
或许亚当扭了脚 Maybe Adam twisted his ankle,
他们不得不带他去看医生 and they had to go to the doctor.
有很多种可能 Maybe a lot of things.
这个地球 The Earth is a gift,
是仁慈的上帝赋予我们的礼物 given to us by a loving and benevolent God.
但长久以来 我们把上帝的恩惠当成理所当然 But for so long, we took his blessings for granted.
我们污染水源 We polluted our water supply,
空气 our air,
甚至自己的身体 even our bodies.
我们荼毒了一切对我们至关重要的东西 We poisoned everything precious to us,
然而这个世界开始灭亡时我们却感到震惊 and then we were shocked when our world started dying.
但是通过我们的努力 But through our labors,
通过忏悔者的忏悔 through the work of the Penitent,
我们可以治愈 we can heal.
一步一个脚印 Stone by stone,
我们将赢回主的青睐 we will earn back the favor of Our Lord.
我们要创建一个 We will build an Earth
没有荆棘纠缠嫩芽的地球 where seeds plant not among thorns,
没有贫瘠和荼毒的地方 not in a barren and poisonous place,
一片富饶芬芳的土地 but onto sweet-smelling soil.
主定会祝福我们本枝百世 And He will surely bless us with abundances.
你觉得他们是怎么找到她的 How do you think they got her?
诊所毁掉了所有流产记录 The clinics destroyed all the abortion records.
我不知道 I don't know.
很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
我跟她说了 I told her it wasn't safe,
她这么做很冒险 what she was doing.
你是对的 You were right.
她也没错 So was she.
她知道 She knew.
莫伊拉 她一直都很清醒 Moira, she always knew.
至少在殖民地时间过得快些 Well, at least it'll go fast in the Colonies.
对她来说不是 Not for her.
你知道她会拼尽全力反抗 You know she'll fight like hell.
我之前也等待过 I waited before.
我曾以为事情会好起来的 I thought things might be okay.
我发誓再也不会了 I swore I'd never do that again.
美好的一天 Blessed day.
至少没有下雨 At least it's not raining.
荣耀归于上帝 All glory to God.
全体乘客请注意 Attention all passengers.
即将到达此线路终点站 This will be the final stop on this line.
本次列车将停止运行 终点站 This train will be going out of service. Last stop.
美好的一天 Blessed day.
她太小了 She's too young.
为时已晚 It's too late.
我们分开 We come apart.
我举起双臂 My arms are held,
四周渐渐暗下来 and the edges go dark
空无一物 只剩一扇小窗 and nothing is left but a little window.
一扇很小很小的窗户 A very little window.
就像从望远镜的反面望去 Like the wrong end of a telescope.
她曾离我而去 She left me once.
现在我必须离开她了 Now I have to leave her.
把你的女儿教育成女权主义者 Raise your daughter to be a feminist.
她却始终都在等待男人的拯救 She spends all her time waiting to be rescued by men.
靠 Oh shit.
我不用 不用了 I'm good. I'm good.
真的吗 You sure?
是的 Yeah.
如果你改主意了 就告诉我 If you change your mind, you let me know.
我叫凯特琳 I'm Caitlyn, by the way.
我叫露比 I'm Ruby.
你滚一边去 You go fuck yourself.
祈神保佑果圈麦片[谐音] Blessed be the Froot Loops.
这个梗你憋了多久没说出来 How long you been holding onto that one?
有一阵子了 A while.
站在那里别动 You should hold on right there.
我是侍女 I'm the Handmaid.
你的服装呢 Where's the outfit?
我怎么知道你真的是侍女 How do I know you're the real deal?
足够了 Good enough.
你是谁 Who are you?
我给威尔斯大主教开车 I drive Commander Wells.
曾经开过 我是司机 I did. I'm a driver.
欢迎享受白金会员钻石加服务 Welcome to Platinum Executive Diamond Plus.
都坐得舒服吗 Everyone comfy cozy?
到上面会很冷的 It's gonna be freezing when we get upstairs.
妈 Mom.
每个母亲都无法完全达到 No mother is ever, completely,
孩子心目中理想的形象 a child's idea of what a mother should be,
我想反过来也是一样的 and I suppose it works the other way around as well.
但是 But,
尽管如此 despite everything,
我们彼此做得都不差 we didn't do badly by one another.
我们达到了大多数人的标准 We did as well as most.
希望我的母亲在这里 I wish my mother were here,
这样就能告诉她我终于懂得了这个道理 so I could tell her I finally know this.
告诉她我原谅她了 So I could tell her I forgive her.
然后请汉娜原谅我 And then ask Hannah to forgive me.
操 操 Fuck! Fuck!
慢慢走出来 举起手 Walk out slowly! Hands up!
举起手来 Get your hands up!
跪下 快点 Get on your knees! Now!
绕到那边去 Get around there!
不不不 求你了 不 No! No! No, please, no!
不要 No!
不 No!
不 不 不 No! No! No!
不 No!