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内特·雅各布斯恋爱了 Nate Jacobs was in love.
翻 译 Yang_Solitary 肥嘟嘟
他不知道怎么发生的 He didn't know how it happened.
不知道为什么会发生 He didn't know why it happened.
校 对 肥嘟嘟
但他能感觉到 But he could just feel it.
这感觉太好了 And it felt so fucking good.
时间轴 DA 树
但一言难尽 But it was complicated.
后 期 渔夫
我们得送他去医院 We need to get him to a hospital.
总 监 Elena777
-你还好吗 -他太重了 - Are you good? - He's so heavy.
-把门打开 -门没锁 直接开 - Just open the door, bro. - It's unlocked. Just open it.
送他去医院 走 Bring him to the hospital. Let's go, please.
打开门 Open the door!
让内特彻底沦陷的是 What was it about Cassie Howard
凯茜·霍华德身上哪一点 that allowed Nate to fully surrender himself?
和麦迪在一起从来都只是游戏 With Maddy, it was always a game.
凯茜恰好相反 Cassie was the opposite.
他知道他不完美 He knew he wasn't perfect.
他有自己的问题 That he had some issues.
但或许他有那些问题 But maybe the reason he had those issues
是因为麦迪让他成为最坏的自己 is because Maddy brought out the worst in him.
如果他大二时 And maybe if he met Cassie
认识的是凯茜而不是麦迪 when he was a sophomore instead of Maddy...
或许她会让他成为最好的自己 she would've brought out the best in him.
他怎么能忽视她 How could he have ever overlooked her?
低估她 Underestimated her?
她满足了他对女人的一切幻想 She was everything you could ever want in a woman.
他知道这么说为时过早 He knew it was a little soon to say,
但他能想象与她共度余生 but he could imagine spending life with her.
我想感受你在我体内 I wanna feel you inside of me.
他回家了 恋爱了 He was at home... and in love.
她直觉敏锐 情感丰富 She was intuitive and emotional.
她细腻敏感 脆弱不堪 She was sensitive and vulnerable.
她是个坚强又强大的女人 She was a strong, powerful woman.
我不想吓到你 I don't wanna weird you out or anything,
但我能想象和你组建家庭 but I can imagine starting a family with you.
内特开始怀疑自己是否有脑损伤 Nate began to wonder if he had brain damage.
能听到吗 Can you hear me?
他怎么会知道 How would he know?
他知道自己能做得比他爸好 He knew he could do a better job than his dad.
《孕期完全指导》
他不会像他爸那样 He wouldn't fuck his kid up
毁了自己的孩子 the way his dad fucked him up.
也不会像他爷爷毁了他爸一样 And the way his granddad fucked his dad up.
万能的主 Almighty God,
你是健康和痊愈的唯一源泉 you are the only source of health and healing.
你爸爸每天都健身吗 Does your dad work out every day?
不过他爸是个白痴 Except his dad was such a fuckin' idiot.
他甚至控制不住自己 He couldn't even control himself.
我要舔射你 I want you to come with my tongue in your ass.
干 Fuck.
破坏了他们家人所珍惜的一切 And had jeopardized everything their family worked for.
有准妈妈想来泡会儿水吗 Any soon-to-be-Mamas wanna take a dip?
有时 Sometimes...
他希望他爸 he just wished that his dad
得心脏病猝死 would drop dead of a heart attack...
放过他 and be free of him.
但当他知道麦迪有那张碟 But there's no point in fantasizing about a life
幻想和凯茜的生活就毫无意义 with Cassie when he knew that Maddy had that disc.
操 Fuck!
如果他能回到最初呢 What if he could go back to the beginning?
他会想要什么 What would he wish?
会发生什么 Where would things go?
他会成为谁 Who would he be?
平静在你心中 In you, there is calm.
阿门 Aman.
护士 护士 Nurse! Nurse!
护士 Nurse!
天呐 Oh my god!
你这婊子 真骚 You fuckin' whore. Slut.
迷醉 第二季 第二集
那是新年后上学的第一天 It was the first day at school after the New Year.
我终于拥有了想要的一切 And I finally had everything I'd ever wished for.
你美得像梦一般 You know you're like a dream?
你也有这么浪漫的一面 小茹 I didn't know you were such a romantic, Rue.
可不是嘛 What can I say?
操 我完全忘了他是我们学校的 Oh, fuck... I completely forgot he goes to our school.
我爱你 I love you.
如果这个混蛋 If this asshole says
说任何吸毒相关的事 anything about doing drugs,
我就在学校割他的喉 I will literally slit his throat in the quad.
小茹 Rue?
嗯 Yeah?
我说"我爱你" I said, "I love you."
-我也爱你 -你刚才走神了 - I love you, too. - You kinda checked out for a second.
老天 别搞我 Please, God, do not fuck up my life.
-小茹 -嘿 - Yo, Rue. - Hey.
什么情况 What's goin' on?
没什么 Nothin'.
我是茱尔丝 I'm Jules.
抱歉 这是茱尔丝 Sorry, this is Jules.
我是埃利奥特 很高兴见到你 Hey, I'm Elliot. Nice to meet you.
抱歉 介绍别人总让我 Sorry, introductions are, usually, very, um,
不知所措 无力应对 overwhelming and... debilitating for me...
之类的 at least.
所以你和埃利奥特怎么认识的 Uh, so, how do you know Elliot?
在新年派对上 We met on New Year's.
想起来了 对 Oh shit, yeah.
是新年派对 That was it, New Year's. That's...
是在那认识的 That's where we met.
茱尔丝是我女朋友 Jules is my girlfriend.
我不知道你... Wow... I didn't know you were, um--
有对象 In a relationship?
我还有件没说的事是 The other thing I wish I could mention is
我其实过去几天和埃利奥特在一起 I, sort of, spent the last few days hangin' out with Elliot.
感觉挺好 因为他靠在网上卖音轨 Which was cool 'cause he makes a ton of money
挣很多钱 selling music stems online,
我们买了一堆毒品 and we bought a bunch of drugs.
很高兴认识你 回见 小茹 It was nice to meet you, and I'll see you later, Rue.
-很高兴认识你 -爱你 拜 - Nice to meet you. - I love you. Bye.
操 是我的错觉还是刚才超级尴尬 Fuck. Was it just me, or was that super awkward?
尴尬死了 That was awkward.
-凯茜 -茱尔丝 - Hey, Cass. -Hey, Jules.
冬季舞会后 凯茜陷入 Since winter formal, Cassie had gone through
轻度抑郁 a low-grade depression.
你上次洗澡是什么时候 When was the last time you showered?
你打算什么时候打扫你那半边房间 When are you gonna clean your side of the room?
等等 你什么时候单身过 Wait, when have you ever been single?
我在读一篇关于禁欲的文章 I was reading this article on abstinence,
讲到不做爱 and how not having sex is
本身是场精神之旅 like its own spiritual journey.
-是吗 -作者把它比作 - Right. - The writer compared it to
僧徒沉默的誓言 how monks take their vows of silence
我真觉得那会是我明年的旅程 and I really feel like that's my journey next year.
-你说的我一个字都不信 -为什么 - Bitch, I don't believe a word you're saying. - Why?
因为你太享受被爱 Because you love to be loved.
我该怎么改 How do I fix that?
当你想答应的时候 I don't know, when you wanna say yes,
就拒绝 you just say no.
你想搭车去派对吗 Would you like a ride to this party?
你想去厕所吗 You wanna go to the bathroom?
你发誓不把这事告诉任何人 You able to do this and not tell anybody?
是的 Yes.
但她喝醉了 也没那么醉 But she was drunk. Not super drunk.
但如果麦迪和内特还在一起的话 But she never would've said yes
她是绝对不会答应的 if Maddy and Nate were still together.
因为那样做不可饶恕 'Cause that would be unforgivable.
麦迪是她最好的朋友 Maddy was her best friend.
你刚从医院回来吗 You just get back from the hospital?
麦迪睡不着 Maddy couldn't sleep.
坦诚来讲 And if she were being totally honest with herself,
她想陪内特躺在病床上 she wanted to be in that hospital bed with Nate.
内特: 谢谢你照顾我 我永远爱你
莱克茜 扑热息痛在哪儿 Lexi, where's the fucking Tylenol?
你腿上是内特的血吗 Is that Nate's blood on your leg?
你为什么不洗掉 Why didn't you wash it off?
内特今早给我发了条巨有爱的消息 Nate sent me the most beautiful text message this morning.
是吗 他说什么 Really? What he say?
他真贴心 That's so sweet.
是啊 我知道他是个渣男 Yeah, I know he's a horrible person,
但我动摇了 but I'm kind of torn.
你什么时候打完电话 When are you getting off the phone?
管那么多干嘛 Why do you care?
因为我想跟你说话 Because I wanna talk to you.
凯茜 我要跟我最好的朋友西奥玩了 Hey, Cass, I'm gonna go hang out with my best friend Theo
晚点再打给你 好 再见 and I'll call you later. Okay. Okay, bye.
保姆不是她的首选工作 Babysitting wasn't her first choice of a job.
抱歉 十七岁还不能捐卵 I'm sorry, but 17-year-olds can't donate eggs.
真他妈傻逼 That's fucking retarded.
她喜欢她照顾的这个孩子 She liked the kid she babysat for.
但她最喜欢的是... But what she loved the most was...
麦迪 Maddy?
该死 Fuck.
麦迪 Maddy?
你们今晚过得怎样 How was your night?
很开心 it was fun, uh...
喝醉了真舒服 it's nice to be drunk.
麦迪 Maddy?
-你能过来一下吗 -当然 - Can you come here for a second? - Sure.
能帮我拉下拉链吗 Hey... can you help me with this zipper?
-不知道我丈夫去哪儿了 -好 没问题 - I don't know where my husband is. - Oh, yeah, of course.
谢谢 Thanks.
谢谢你这么贴心 Thank you for being so sweet.
好了 That's all.
-晚安 -晚安 - Good night. - Good night.
我要是怀孕了肯定超级性感 I feel like I would look so sexy pregnant.
麦迪 请不要怀孕 Maddy, please do not get pregnant.
我才不会穿那些丑不拉几的孕妇装 I wouldn't wear any of those nasty maternity clothes.
我还是我 只不过怀孕了 I would just be me... plus pregnant.
还记得我怀孕那会儿吗 Remember when I got pregnant?
记得 我不会跟你一样的 Yes, and it would be nothing like that.
说到孩子爸爸 Well, speakin' of baby daddies,
我看到伊森晒的你俩合照了 I've seen the photo that Ethan posted of the two of you.
甜死了 It's cute as fuck.
是啊 凯特 别再炫耀你这段健康无害 Yeah, Kat, stop flaunting your healthy, non-abusive,
美好的感情了 wonderful relationship.
真让人嫉妒 It's actually triggering.
是的 他... 他人很好 Yeah, he's, um-- He's really sweet.
他的确很好 And he was really sweet.
我去趟厕所 马上就回 好吗 I just have to go to the bathroom real quick, okay?
好 Okay.
伊森 Ethan?
杀人让我性奋
他是我一生的挚爱 He was the love of my life.
他是个弱鸡
不 才不是这样 No, no, not totally.
他不配得到你这样的女人
得了吧 Come on.
你要干什么 What are you doing?
准备征服你
好吧 Okay.
等等 你说伊森把你衣服扯开 Wait, you're telling me Ethan tore your clothes off
狠狠地操了你一顿 and fucked the shit out of you?
对 感觉挺不错的 Yeah... it's great.
伊森加油 Go Ethan!
再见 Bye.
内特前几天出院了 Nate was released from the hospital a few days earlier.
我很难相信 I have a hard time believing
你不知道谁打了你 you don't know who did this to you.
-爸 你别管了 -我要管 - Dad, just leave it alone. - Well, I'm not going to.
你不该管 Yeah, well, you should.
不喜欢你的父母还可以理解 It's one thing to dislike your parents.
毕竟你没有选择 It's not like you have a choice.
但如果不喜欢你的孩子... But if you dislike your kid...
那就是你的问题了 well, that's sort of your fault.
我很难相信无缘无故就能打起来 I just have a hard time believing it was unprovoked.
他是我们儿子 He's our son.
我知道... 就是说说而已 I know... I know. I'm just sayin'.
...我真想杀了我自己 ...I just wanna kill myself.
内特才刚出院 As soon as Nate had been released from the hospital...
就想回去了 he wished he was back in the hospital.
深呼吸 Just take a deep breath.
内特 我现在真的要疯了 Nate, I'm legit going crazy right now.
你不能这样对我 You can't do this to me.
-莱克茜 -怎么了 - Lex? - What?
你姐姐怎么回事 What's going on with your sister?
我觉得她快精神崩溃了 I think she's having a nervous breakdown.
为什么 About what?
不知道 因为单身还是什么的 I don't know. Being single or something.
不... No...
单身的人不会有这种情绪 those aren't the emotions of a single person.
内特让凯茜冷静下来不哭的 The only way Nate was able to calm Cassie down enough
唯一办法就是告诉她... to stop crying was to tell her...
我保证我们下周可以见面 I promise we can meet in person next weekend.
但之后他说了句让她更害怕的话 But then he said something that totally freaked her out.
如果麦迪知道了 她会花一辈子 If Maddy finds out, she's gonna spend
来追杀我 the rest of her life trying to kill me.
我知道 I know.
但她真正会杀的人是你 But she'll actually kill you.
该死的种族歧视 Fucking racist.
抱歉我没听清 婊子 你说什么 Sorry, I didn't hear you, bitch. What?!
-凯茜 -茱尔丝 - Hey, Cass. - Hey, Jules.
那时我还不知道我和埃利奥特的关系 Now, at the time, I didn't know how much
让茱尔丝很难过 the Elliot thing upset Jules.
但我也从不觉得 But I never thought that
茱尔丝很粘人或是爱吃醋 Jules was like clingy or jealous,
所以我没觉得那是个大问题 so I didn't think it'd be a big deal.
-那就是个大问题 -为什么 - It is a big deal. - Why?
事实上你甚至让我给你解释 The fact that you're even asking me to explain it to you
-是个更大的问题 -我不懂了 - is kind of an even bigger deal. - Oh, I don't understand
怎么一件小事 how such a small fucking thing
能变成这样一件大事 has become such a big fucking thing.
-因为这样我会伤心 -为什么 - 'Cause it hurt my feelings. - Why?
因为我看得出来你喜欢他 'Cause I can tell you have a crush on him.
我没有喜欢他 I do not have a fucking crush on him.
那你为什么会忘记在哪见到他的 Then why else would you forget meeting him?
说什么 "想起来了 Like, "Oh, that's right.
-是新年派对" -茱尔丝 不是这样的 - New Year's." - Jules, it's not like that.
-"我真傻" -不是这样 - "Silly me." - It's not like that.
但愿不是 那样太糟糕了 Well, I hope not. That would really suck.
-抱歉 -我必须在15分钟内回家 - I'm sorry. - Um, I gotta be home in 15 minutes,
否则我会再被禁足两周 or else I'm gonna get grounded for another two weeks.
回见 小茹 I'll see ya later, Rue.
-我给你惹麻烦了吗 -嗯 差不多 - I get you in trouble? - Yeah, kinda.
我觉得我们该嗑点药 I feel like we should do drugs.
坐吧 凯茜 Why don't you have a seat, Cassie?
雅各布斯先生认为你知道谁揍了他儿子 Mr. Jacobs believes you know who assaulted his son.
与此同时 Meanwhile...
菲兹克有了位新房客 Fezco had a new house guest.
"烟缸弟"气坏了 甚至没法跟小菲说话 Ashtray was so pissed off he couldn't even speak to Fez.
-早上好 -早 - Good morning! - Morning.
菲兹克无法理解这一切 Fezco couldn't understand the whole story.
但显然 费伊把旅馆经理 But apparently Faye had pushed
从阳台上推了下去 the motel manager off the balcony.
警察正到处找费伊 The fucking cops are looking for Faye.
怎么回事 What the fuck!
我 我什么都没做 I, I didn't do anything.
很不幸 卡斯特不愿抛下她 Unfortunately, Custer wouldn't leave her.
我知道 兄弟 但她是我一生挚爱 I know, dude, but she's the love of my life.
菲兹克不希望 And the last thing Fezco needed
警察发现费伊和卡斯特在一起 was the cops finding Faye with Custer.
爬到通风口里 Get in the fucking vent.
我知道你在里面 开门 I know you're in there. Open up!
天啊 快爬进通风口 Oh my god. Get in the fucking vent!
我爱你 I love you.
卡斯特告诉小菲 他能在新开那家 Custer told Fez he could find her
"塔可钟"的垃圾箱后找到她 behind the dumpster of the new Taco Bell.
别这样看我 Don't look at me like that.
我发疯的唯一原因 The only reason that I went so crazy
是因为旅馆经理 is because the motel manager
一直在说刻薄话 kept saying such mean things.
老实说 我并不在乎 I honestly don't give a fuck.
所以费伊搬来跟小菲一起住 So Faye came to live with Fez.
什么都别碰 Yo, don't touch nothin'.
-别跟"烟缸弟"说话 -好的 - Don't talk to Ash. - Okay.
别进我房间 好吗 And don't go in my fuckin' room, all right?
我保证 I promise.
-想吃点我的三明治吗 -好 - Want some of my sandwich? - Okay.
凯茜 我问你个问题 Cassie, I asked you a question.
她什么都没看见 She didn't see anything.
我没问你 我在问她 I'm not asking you. I'm asking her.
我已告诉雅各布斯太太 I already told Mrs. Jacobs
我什么都没看见 I didn't see anything.
我知道 我们只是不相信你 I know. We just don't believe you.
我说的是实话 I'm telling the truth.
听着 凯茜 我很乐意 Look, Cassie, I'm more than happy
让警察局长比尔·格林伍德来调查此事 to get the Chief of Police, Bill Greenwood, involved.
我们是世交 Old family friend.
也许他该跟你谈谈 Maybe he should have this conversation with you.
实际上 他该跟所有人谈谈 With everyone, in fact. You know?
拿到每个人的手机 Get everyone's cell phones.
和短信记录 Text histories.
搞清到底发生了什么 Find out what exactly happened.
我们该这么做吗 Should we do that instead?
让凯茜吓得魂飞魄散的 Now, what scared the shit out of Cassie...
是昨晚她发给内特的短信 was last night she texted Nate.
我觉得我们上床是个错误
喂 Hello?
别再写这种话 Don't ever put that in writing again.
对不起 I'm sorry.
别看她 看着我 Don't look at her. Look at me.
-你为什么那么说 -怎么了 - Why would you say that? - What?!
-我该怎么做 -什么都别说 - What was I supposed to do? - Not say anything.
你听到他说的了 他要报警 You heard him! He was going to call the police!
不 没有 他在虚张声势 No, he wasn't. He was bluffing,
你是个蠢货才信他的话 and you fell for it 'cause you're a fucking idiot!
你为什么要在乎 Why do you even care?!
因为你毁了别人的生活 Because you just ruined someone's life!
菲兹克差点杀了内特 这是他的决定 Fezco almost killed Nate! That was his decision.
莱克茜想了许多那晚的事 Lexi had thought about that night a lot.
菲兹克怎么能对她如此友善 How could Fezco be so kind to her,
对内特如此暴力呢 and so violent towards Nate?
她不记得上次同龄人问她这么多 She couldn't remember the last time someone her age asked her
关于她自己的问题是什么时候 so many questions about herself.
他其实很在乎她说的话 He actually cared about what she had to say.
然而十分钟后 And then, 10 minutes later...
差点把内特·雅各布斯打死 almost beat Nate Jacobs to death.
哪怕内特是活该 And even if Nate deserved it,
这么做也很可怕 it was a horrible thing to do.
这让她思考了自己的一生 It made her think about her entire life.
她怎么总是这么被动 How she's always been so passive.
怎么从来没勇气说些什么 How she never had the courage to say anything.
哪怕她真的 And even the time
鼓起勇气说什么 when she did get the courage to say something?
小茹 你真的需要帮助 Rue, you really need to get help.
怎么 你要告诉我妈吗 What, are you gonna tell my mom or something?
对 如果你不戒毒的话 Yeah, if you don't stop.
行吧 Okay.
她退却了 She backed down.
亲爱的... Hon...
我不想吓到你 I don't wanna scare you...
但小茹出事了 but somethin' happened to Rue.
她没事 She's okay. She's okay.
但她嗑药过量了 But I think she overdosed.
过来 抱一下 Come here. Come here.
是我的错 It's my fault.
她讨厌自己这么软弱 She hated herself for being so weak
被动和害怕 and passive and afraid.
所以在卡尔来过的几天后 So, a couple of days after Cal came over,
她决定说点什么 she decided to say something.
这事我一无所知 Now, I didn't know any of this
因为我在和埃利奥特一起抽大麻 'cause I was with Elliot smokin' a little bit of weed.
茱尔丝邀请我去她家吃晚饭 Jules invited me over to her house for dinner.
我猜是要道歉 但我那晚有戒毒会 I guess like to apologize, but I had NA that night
所以我去埃利奥特家待了会儿 so I went to Elliot's for a bit.
我要把晚饭放烤箱里等小茹来吗 Should I just put dinner in the oven till Rue gets here?
不用 她不来了 她有会 Uh, no, she's not coming. She has a meeting.
你确定她对你影响好吗 You sure she's a good influence?
你决定登上那辆火车有一部分就是因为她 She's part of the reason you decided to get on that train.
对 但她不是登上火车的那个人 Yeah, but she's not the one who got on the train.
你还是没回答我的问题 It still doesn't answer my question.
你知道生活中没人理解我是什么感受吗 You know what I feel like nobody in my life understands?
就好像毒品是我唯一能做回自己的方式 Is that like drugs are honestly the only way I can be myself.
好吧 我觉得不是这样 Yeah, I, I don't think that's true.
不 就是这样 Nah, it is true.
就好比我第一次遇到你时 Like when I first met you,
我本来没有勇气 I would've never had the balls to just, like,
-上前和你说话 -为什么 - come up to you and talk to you. - Why?
不知道 我是个极其害羞的人 I don't know. I'm just like a deeply shy person.
对茱尔丝也一样 好吗 And like with Jules, right? Like...
第一次遇到她时 我就... when I first met her, I was just...
立刻坠入爱河 immediately in love.
-坠入爱河吗 -对 - In love? - Yeah.
当你真的说出来时 听着感觉没什么 When you say it out loud it kind of sounds small.
还有比爱更强烈的感情吗 What's a bigger feeling than love?
失去爱 Loss.
你这么认为吗 You think?
对 我这么认为 Yeah, I think so.
是的 Yeah.
我不知道 也许就是这样 I don't know. Maybe that's what it was, right? Like...
我见到她第一眼 就害怕有天会失去她 as soon as I saw her, I was just immediately afraid to lose her.
你失去过什么人吗 Who have you lost?
我爸爸 Uh, my dad.
-发生什么事了 -他去世了 - Meaning? - Meaning he's dead.
抱歉 Shit, I'm sorry.
没关系 又不是你杀的 It's fine. You didn't, like, kill him.
他怎么被杀的 How was he killed?
他没有 Oh, he wasn't.
你在耍我吗 Are you fucking with me right now?
没有 是癌症 Uh, no, it was, it was cancer.
天 Shit.
-你那时候多大 -十四岁 - How old were you? - I was 14.
-这么说是最近的事了 -也没有 - So recently. - Not really.
我感觉是不久之前 I feel like that's kind of recent.
不知道 也许吧 I don't know. I guess.
说实话感觉像很久之前 Honestly it feels like fuckin' forever ago.
从那以后你就开始嗑药了 Is that why you started doing drugs?
有意思 我在... That's funny. That's what, uh--
我在戒毒所的时候所有人都这么问 that's what everybody asks in rehab.
-什么意思 -就是... - What do you mean? - Uh, just that, you know, like,
我也希望就这么简单 I wish it was that simple, you know, like...
"我爸爸去世了 所以我开始嗑药" "Well, my dad died, so I started doing drugs."
-是啊 -嗯 - Yeah. - Yeah.
好像所有人都在找那个 I feel like everyone's looking for like a...
前因后果 cause and effect.
但有时事情就那么发生了 Sometimes shit's just like is what it is.
对 没错 Yeah, exactly.
我也不知道 I don't know.
说实话 如果我爸爸还在 To be honest, if my dad was still here,
我可能也是这样 I'd probably still be doin' this shit.
茱尔丝怎么会看不出你还在嗑药呢 How does Jules not know that you're doing drugs?
因为我很会隐藏 Ugh, 'cause I'm good at my job.
你觉得我们做朋友是好事吗 Do you think it's a good thing that we're friends?
是啊 怎么了 Yeah, why?
我觉得 I just feel like...
我们可能对彼此没什么好的影响 we might not bring out the best in each other.
我不介意 I feel like I'm okay with that.
我爱你 I love you.
-我爱你 -我更爱你 - I love you. - I love you more.
我加倍爱你 I love you more than more.
老天 得了吧 My god, no.
那天晚上 伊森计划和凯特去打保龄球 Ethan made plans with Kat to go bowling that night.
凯特很郁闷 因为她想不通 Kat was depressed because she couldn't figure out why
为什么她就是不爱伊森 she didn't love Ethan.
于是她决定把他的优缺点列出来 So she decided to make a list of pros and cons.
优点 缺点
可爱
帅气 有趣 爱我
缺点
但她一条也想不出 But she couldn't think of anything,
她意识到问题可能不在伊森 which made her realize Ethan might not be the problem.
凯特讨厌自己 Kat hated herself.
但厌恶自己这种事 But the problem with hating
不能随便拿出来说 yourself is you can't really talk about it.
因为不知从何时起 Because at some point recently,
全世界都加入了自我救助的洗脑大军 the whole world joined a self-help cult
一天到晚说教个不停 and won't shut the fuck up about it.
它不能解决所有的人生问题 It's not gonna solve all your life problems,
但可以解决 but it is gonna solve...
凯特 Kat.
你是我见过的 You're one of the bravest,
最勇敢 最美丽的人 most beautiful human beings i have ever seen.
-不可能 -当然是 - That's not true. - Yes, it is.
我希望能像你一样自信 I wish I had your confidence.
但我感觉自己不太健康 But I don't, like... feel healthy.
你很健康 Yes, you are.
说实话 一点也不 No, like... seriously. I'm not.
凯特 你得学会爱自己 Kat, you just have to love yourself.
这就是我想说的 But that's what I'm trying to tell you!
我讨厌我自己 I fucking hate myself!
你每天能从床上爬起来 Every day you get out of bed...
就是勇气的证明 It's an act of courage.
说得倒轻巧 That's easy for you to say.
你又没有心理问题 You don't have like fucking mental problems.
我有 不然我为什么这个样子 Yes, I do. Why do you think I look like this?
开玩笑吗 Are you kidding?
我希望我的心理问题也把我变成你这样 I wish my mental problems made me look like you.
-相信我 你不会 -相信我 我真的愿意 - Trust me, you don't. - Trust me, I do!
你是我见过最漂亮的人 You're like the most beautiful person I've ever fucking seen.
那是顺性别异性恋白男的标准 Maybe by a white, cis-male, heteronormative standard.
天呐 开玩笑吗 Oh my god. Are you fucking joking?!
-凯特 -你认真的吗 - Kat! - Are you fucking serious?!
这不是你的想法 是父权社会灌输给你的 That's not you fucking talking! It's the patriarchy!
就是我的想法 你根本没认真听 It is me talking! You are not listening!
不 是社会向你灌输了这些 No! Society puts things into your mind!
我不在乎什么社会 我感觉很糟 I don't care about society! I feel like shit!
凯特 你需要打破一切外貌标准 Kat, you need to smash all beauty standards.
我连床都起不来 But I can't even get out of bed!
你要爱自己 You have to love yourself.
找到自己内心的战士 You need to find your inner fuckin' warrior!
-做个不好惹的女人 -像去年一样 - Become a bad bitch. - Just like you did last year.
-那都不是真的 -看着挺真 - But that wasn't even real. - It looked real.
-这才是关键 -我觉得很令人鼓舞 - That was the point! - I found it inspiring.
-闭嘴 -爱自己 爱自己 - Shut the fuck up! - Love yourself! Love yourself!
爱自己 爱自己 Love yourself! Love yourself!
别来烦我 都滚开 Leave me alone! Get the fuck out!
伊森: 二十分钟后到
妈的 Fuck.
没什么 边洗澡边伤心 Uh, nothing just... depressed in the bath.
保龄球 Bowling?
怎么回事 What the fuck?
贱货内特
麦迪
我是内特 在忙 Yo, this is Nate. I'm busy.
滴声后留言 Leave a message at the beep.
麦迪 视频通话
凯茜 视频通话
无法接通
看看谁来了 Look who the cat dragged in.
是啊 Yeah, yeah.
我看你还在自我毁灭 I see you're still on your suicide mission.
放手吧 一切交由上帝 Let go. Let God.
我们这是去哪儿 Where are we goin'?
你在想什么 What are you thinking about?
快到了 We're almost there.
这边我没来过 I've never been over here before.
说吧 刚刚来家里玩的女生是谁 So... you wanna tell me who that girl was you just had over.
什么 不 只是个朋友 What? No. She's a friend.
你有几个朋友来过 我掰着手都能数清 I can count on my hand how many friends you done had over here.
她是其中之一 Well, she's one of 'em.
听我说 凯茜 Look, Cass, um...
我很喜欢你 I really like you.
多希望境况有所不同 How I wish that things could be different.
我觉得我们俩是个错误 I just think what happened between us was a mistake,
那些事情我们不该做 and we never should have did what we did.
对 可是 Yeah, but...
都是我的错 It was my fault.
我不该 I shouldn't have, uh...
我也有错 It was my fault, too.
我还以为 以为不会这么... I just thought-- I ju-- I just didn't think that I'd get so, um--
算了 事已至此 It doesn't matter. It is what it is.
我们不能再见面了 We can't see each other.
也绝口不提这件事 And we can never, ever speak about this.
我很抱歉 真的对不起 I'm so sorry. I'm... I'm so fuckin' sorry.
凯茜 Cassie!
凯茜 Cass!
莱克茜·霍华德 Lexi Howard.
-你怎么样 -挺好的 - How you doin'? - I'm good, um...
-我是费伊 -我是莱克茜 - I'm Faye. - I'm Lexi, um...
你们... Are, are you guys...
不是 她只是暂住一段时间 Yeah, no, she's just stayin' with me for a bit,
但她人不错 but, but she's cool, though.
你怎么过来了 What brings you out here anyway?
我只是过来买瓶喝的 Oh, I just came to get a, a drink.
好吧 我们这儿有很多 Okay, well, we got plenty of those.
需要帮你找什么吗 Um... do you need help finding anything?
不用 No, I'm okay.
那是麦芽酒 Oh, uh, that's the malt liquor.
我知道 Yeah, I know.
凯茜 Cassie!
凯茜 Cass!
凯茜 Cassie!
你不知道自己有多强大 You don't know how much power you have.
靠 Fuck.
你今后还怎么直视麦迪的眼睛 How are you ever gonna look Maddy in the eye again?
抱歉新年那天没和你告别 Feel sorry I didn't get to say goodbye on New Year's.
晚上好 Good evening.
你好 What's up, man?
你这儿有绿薄荷口香糖吗 You got any spearmint gum?
不知道 口香糖就在那儿 I don't know, man. The gum's right here.
这是你的店吗 This your store?
是家族企业 It's a family business.
你父母开的吗 Do your parents own it?
你一直这么多问题吗 You usually ask this many questions, man?
只是对你 Just you.
她告诉你我是谁了吗 She tell you who I am?
-没有 -你是警察吗 - Nah, man. - Are you a cop?
不是 No.
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只是位关心儿子的父亲 Just a concerned father.
冰淇淋 糖果 取款机
你知道什么令人沮丧吗 You know what's kind of depressing?
-什么 -我永远找不到那种爱情 - What? - I'll never find that kind of love.
什么意思 What do you mean?
没有阴暗 只有甜蜜 There's just no darkness. It's just sweet.
对啊 Yeah.
我不知道这对我来说是否足够 I don't know if that would ever be enough for me.
不知道 我是说 I don't know... I mean,
有些人生来不同 I guess some people are just kinda built different.
对 Yeah.
是的吧 Guess so.
努力便会成功 It works if you work it.
我送你回家怎么样 How 'bout you let me give you a ride home?
没事 我有自行车 Um, I'm okay. I got my, uh, my bike.
是 Yeah, yeah.
我不确定你现在能骑车吗 I'm not sure you should be behind the handlebars right now.
-你听塞隆尼斯·蒙克吗 -不 - Yo, you ever listen to Thelonious Monk? - No.
是什么 What?
史上最伟大的爵士钢琴家 Greatest jazz pianist who ever lived.
据说他有一双大手 Supposedly, he had huge hands.
他会这样弹奏 He would play like this,
然后双手翻转 and then he would roll his hands over,
敲击琴键 hit the keys...
-到了 -你在干什么 - All right. - Okay, what are you doing?
我要去见见你妈妈 I'm gonna introduce myself to your mother.
-你说什么呢 -小茹 - What are you talkin' about? - Rue,
如果我的女儿被54岁的瘾君子 if my daughter was gettin' rides home from NA
从戒毒会开车送回来 by a 54-year-old crackhead, and he didn't come to the door
那人没上门看着我的眼睛 和我握手 to look me in the eye and shake my hand...
我会觉得有事发生 I'd think somethin' was afoot.
好吧 但你不能 O-Okay, but you can't, like,
进去之后开始... go in there and start...
-说一些东西 你懂吗 -该死 - talkin' and stuff, you know? - Oh shit.
怕我会告诉你妈你还在吸毒吗 You scared I'mma tell your mama you're still doin' drugs, huh?
你肯定担心死了 Oh, the anxiety you must have.
妈 Mom?
等五分钟 好吗 Five minutes. Okay?
她五分钟能干什么 What is she gonna do for five minutes?
我不想知道 I don't even wanna know!
我有点想溜出来找你 你在干嘛
我想我会和内特复合 I think I'm gonna get back together with Nate.
这是个错误 对吗 It's a mistake, right?
-别复合 -我不确定自己能不能忍住 - Don't do it. - I don't know if I can help it.
我希望你能像其他人一样看待自己 I wish you could see yourself the way the rest of the world does.
我自己有两个女儿 明白你的不易 I got two daughters myself, so I know it can't be easy.
对你很敬佩 I've got a lot of respect for you.
我只是尽我所能 Well, I'm just doin' what I can.
你想喝点或吃点什么吗 Do you want somethin' to drink or eat?
要坐下聊吗 Do you want to sit down?
不用 我只是进来介绍一下自己 Nah, nah, nah. I was just comin' to introduce myself.
我在给这个小捣蛋鬼做担保 I'm sponsorin' the little troublemaker.
但她表现还不错吧 But she's doin' well, right?
不知道你这是陈述句还是疑问句 I can't tell if that's a statement... or a question.
她还有很长的路要走 Well, she's got a long way to go.
我在她这个年纪也一样 But so did I at her age.
好了 Oh, well.
-谢谢你邀请我进来 -不客气 - Thank you for having me by. - Oh, of course.
-好了 晚安 -你也是 - All right. You have a lovely night. - You too.
晚安 Good night.
他很帅 He's handsome.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
我摔倒了 I fell.
起来 丫头 扶你上床 Come on, kid. Let's get you to the bed.
你真的杀了"老鼠"吗 Is it true you killed Mouse?
睡觉吧 Go to sleep.
能告诉我为什么那个毒贩混混打你吗 You want to tell me why some punk drug dealer beat you up?
你确定要谈这个吗 You sure you want to have this conversation?
我确定 内特 Yeah, Nate. I do.
好 Okay.
你不会想让妈妈听见的 I don't think you want Mom to hear.
还记得你操过的我学校同学吗 茱尔丝 You remember that classmate of mine that you fucked? Jules?
她告诉了她闺蜜 All right, so she told her best friend...
那人又告诉了她的毒贩 who told her drug dealer.
现在他们一直威胁要去警局 And now they keep threatening to go down to the police station,
-举报你喜欢操未成年 -该死 - and say that you like to fuck little kids. - Fuck.
也许我是为了护着你 So maybe I was stickin' up for you.
-我想道歉 -我不需要你的道歉 - I want to apologize-- - I don't need your apologies.
我希望你明白 I need you to understand...
我不知道她是你们学校的 I didn't know she went to your school.
也不知道她的年龄 I didn't know how old she was.
她不知道你把她录下来了 Well, what she didn't know is that you were filming her.
你那有录像吗 Do you have it?
内特 Nate?
你有吗 Do you have it?