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我从未遇见过茱尔丝这样的人 I've never met anyone in my entire life like Jules.
小茹好像爱上茱尔丝了 Rue is in love with Jules, I think.
《迷醉》前情提要
-我叫伊森 -我叫凯特 - I'm Ethan. - I'm Kat.
你变样了 You look different.
我脱胎换骨[换衣服]了 I changed.
你好啊 凯茜 'Sup, Cass.
你想骑旋转木马吗 You wanna ride the carousel?
那是我的旅馆炮友 That's the guy from the motel.
-你真美 -谢谢夸奖 - You're beautiful. - Thank you.
-那是内特的父亲 -对 那是内特的父亲 - That's Nate's dad?! - Yes. That's Nate's dad.
泰勒 Tyler?
你的内心伤痕累累 God, are you broken inside.
我翻了内特的手机 内容很诡异 I went through Nate's phone, and it was weird.
你得向我保证不会告诉任何人 I need you to promise me that you're not gonna tell a soul.
抱歉刚刚朝你发火了 I'm sorry I got so angry at you before.
麦迪从小就很了解自己 Maddy knew who she was from a very early age.
从麦迪记事以来 她就是万人迷 For as long as Maddy could remember, everybody loved her.
♪你定是我的幸运星♪ ♪ You must be my lucky star ♪
♪因你将我时刻照亮♪ ♪ 'Cause you shine on me wherever you are ♪
她不知自己为何受欢迎 She never knew exactly what it was.
她只知道自己很特殊 She just knew that she had something special,
气质迷幻朦胧 something intangible,
魅力无人能及 something immeasurable.
♪星光 闪耀 今夜的初星♪ ♪ Star light, star bright, first star I see tonight ♪
♪星光 闪耀♪ ♪ Star light, star bright ♪
她因此充满自信 And it gave her confidence.
♪星光 闪耀♪ ♪ Star light, star bright ♪
她也是因此热爱选美 That's why she loved pageantry,
因为冠军不必容貌倾城 高挑精干 because you didn't have to be the prettiest or the tallest
也不必金发碧眼 肤如凝脂 or the blondest or the whitest.
自信闪耀就够了 You just had to have fucking confidence.
她本能越战越勇 一举赢得"环球小姐"的桂冠 And she probably would have gone on to win Miss Universe,
可天有不测风云... if it weren't for...
-星途毁于此人之手 -一名选美教练 - this guy. - A beauty pageant coach,
马克斯·卡特勒今日被捕 Marcus Cutler was arrested today
罪名是猥亵18名儿童 on 18 counts of child molestation.
你没戏了 选美比赛凉凉了 太扯了 That's it. You're done. No more pageants. This is sick.
她的梦想因为此人而破灭 Her dreams were dashed by some random,
可这个中年老变态并没有猥亵过她 50-year-old creep who didn't molest her,
他们甚至都没见过面 let alone even meet her.
她绝食抗议了一周 She refused to eat for a week out of protest.
小题大做 Drama!
但她很快意识到 无所事事的感觉妙极了 But then she realized how much she liked not doing anything.
麦迪绝不会亲口承认这一点 Maddy would never say it out loud,
因为如今人人标榜"政治正确" especially not today, because everybody's so political,
但她真心不想开创事业 勤奋工作 but she never really had any desire to have a career... or job.
她只想随心所欲 She was just interested in doing what she did,
不好好上课 满腹花花肠子 just, without school and the other bullshit.
她妈是"审美专家" Her mother was an esthetician.
听起来高大上 实则是给富人做美甲 Which is a fancy way of saying she gave pedicures to rich people.
她爸是个酒鬼 And her dad was a drunk,
总是假装自己忙忙碌碌 who was always pretending to hold jobs longer than he did.
她很快意识到 世上有两种人 She quickly realized that there are two kinds of people in the world:
一种人 高高在上 受人伺候 people who sit in the chairs with their feet in the footbath,
另一种人 低到尘埃 给人做牛做马 and the people who kneel in front of the footbath.
她小时候常观察来做美甲的女人们 She used to sit and study the women who came in.
她会关注她们的着装 She'd pay attention to what they wore,
她们的言行谈吐 what they'd talk about,
她发现 这些女人其实都一事无成 and what she realized was that none of them actually did anything.
虽然她们也持家 抚养孩子 I mean, they may have, like, children to raise or homes to decorate,
但真正算起来 but at the end of the day,
她们其实一事无成 they literally did nothing.
她们真的... They literally did...
无所事事 nothing.
奇怪的是 她们都很没自信 And strangely, none of them had confidence.
内特跟她约会之前 She had had a thing for Nate for a while,
她早就看上内特了 before he finally asked her out.
起初 内特很绅士 And at first, he was a gentleman,
每天送她一束花 like, flowers every day kind of gentleman.
-他的双商秒杀一众男生 -麦迪 - And he was smarter than most guys. - Maddy.
-而且 内特真的很爱她 -你真贴心 - Plus, Nate, like, really loved her. - You're so sweet.
我爱你 I love you.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
她对内特确实是真爱 And she did love Nate.
她很满意这段感情 She loved her relationship with Nate.
她也是个称职的女友 She was also a really good girlfriend.
话虽如此 她并未对内特坦诚相待 Granted, she didn't always tell the truth.
你是处女吗 You're a virgin?
因为真相是 她14岁时 Because the truth-truth is that when she was 14,
去了巴拿马城市海滩度假 on vacation in Panama City Beach,
她遇到了一个中年男子 she met a guy who was, like, 40.
你是本地人吗 You from around here?
回想起来 这段忘年露水情缘其实有点变态 Which in retrospect seems kind of rape-y and weird,
但说实话 主导权一直在她手中 but honestly, she was the one in control.
是 Yeah.
她从内特的眼神中看出 She could tell by looking in Nate's eyes
他很在意这一点 how much it meant to him.
清清白白 Like fully?
对 Yeah.
内特很在意 麦迪是否只属于他一人 That she was a hundred percent his.
有人给你指交过吗 What about, like, have you ever been fingered?
我只自慰过 Only my own.
况且 谁真能感受得到那层膜的存在啊 Plus, it's not like anyone can feel the fucking difference.
但大男子主义的内特偏偏在意这一点 But that's the thing with guys like Nate.
他们不是在找寻女友 They don't actually want a person.
他们是想拥有自己的专属物 They want something they can own
将其纳入自己的羽翼 and possess.
莎朗·斯通饰演的女主最后与男主离婚 并卷走了其全部积蓄
就像《赌城风云》的莎朗·斯通 Like Sharon Stone in Casino.
但剧中的莎朗·斯通活得很潇洒 But the cool thing about Sharon Stone in Casino is that
因为她将德尼罗[男主]玩弄于鼓掌 she ran the fuck over De Niro.
我好想要这件大衣 I would fucking kill for that coat.
她也将内特玩弄于鼓掌 And she did the same to Nate.
多少钱啊 How much do you think it costs?
讲真 《赌城风云》的莎朗·斯通 Seriously, Sharon Stone in Casino was, like,
与麦迪如出一辙[灵兽] Maddy's spirit animal.
她还看了大量黄片 She also watched a lot of porn.
并非因为黄片令她"兴"奋 Not because it turned her on or anything, it didn't.
而是因为 仔细研究则会发现 But if you analyzed it really closely,
黄片中蕴含精华 there were a ton of really good secrets.
做爱时 Sometimes, during sex,
她有时会想像自己是控制演员身体的口技者 she would imagine she was a ventriloquist controlling her body--
恰到好处地扭臀弓背 moving her hips and arching her back in just the right way.
她希望内特享受做爱的过程 She wanted Nate to feel good about the way he fucked.
因为 当男人信心爆棚 树立权威后 Because if you make a guy feel confident and powerful,
他们会乖乖听你差遣 well, they'll do anything.
那一个 That one.
-我给你买了礼物 -真的吗 - I got you a present. - Really?
晚饭后送给你 就在车里 After dinner. It's in the car.
天呐 简直完美 My God, it's perfect!
-我爱死你了 -我也爱死你了 - I fucking love you. - I fucking love you, too.
但忠于一人 对她来说有点困难 She did worry about the whole monogamy thing, though.
虽然她没有真正意义上出轨 It's not like she ever cheated-cheated.
但她时不时会玩火 But every now and then, she'd find herself in, like, a gray area.
只能能干你 我什么都愿意 I'll do anything to fuck you.
嘴真甜 但不行 You're so sweet... but no.
英国苏格兰创作歌手 音乐制作人
事有例外 比如那个号称合作过加尔文·哈里斯的DJ Except for that DJ who said he opened for Calvin Harris.
以及住在橡树街且有家室的证券经纪人 And the stockbroker guy with the family who lived on Oak Street.
还有经营旱冰场的热辣帅小伙 And hot dude who ran the roller rink.
但说实话 跟别人打炮时 她和内特正在闹分手 But honestly, those were all times when Nate and her were on a break.
而且 内特发狂时见谁咬谁 Plus, Nate could be a real asshole.
有时 麦迪很想揍内特一拳 And sometimes, Maddy fantasized about punching Nate.
但考虑到内特的体型和脾气 But because of who he was as a person,
她担心内特会还手 she was afraid he'd hit her back.
涉及到他的性取向时 内特尤其暴躁 Especially because he was coming to terms with his sexuality.
你死定了 You're fucking dead to me.
性取向问题是他多次施暴的根源 It's, like, the root of a lot of violence.
她当晚回到家后 And when she got home that night,
胃中翻江倒海 she felt sick to her stomach...
想吐的感觉很强烈 like enough to throw up.
她并不害怕内特动手 It wasn't the violence that scared her.
她恐惧地意识到 无论内特做了什么 It was the fact that she knew no matter what he did,
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她依然会爱他 she'd still love him.
迷醉 第一季 第五集
翻译 不想营业的懒惰艾
校对 金鱼女孩健忘艾
时间轴 海星星 艾琳娜
后期 渔夫
鸦片类药物的爽劲天下一绝 Nothing in the world comes close to opiates.
总监 Elena777
上好的ES7.5维柯丁简直爽爆 A good ES 7.5 Vicodin. Fuck.
但说实话 我嗑过最爽的药 But honestly, the best thing I've ever had
还是芬太尼 is fentanyl.
放眼全球 And there is not a thing on the planet Earth
芬太尼的爽劲独一无二 that compares to fentanyl.
茱尔丝是个例外 Except Jules.
茱尔丝带来的刺激比芬太尼稍弱一点 Jules is a close second.
茱尔丝 茱尔丝 茱尔丝 Jules, Jules, Jules.
知道怎样更爽吗 同时拥有茱尔丝和芬太尼 And then you know what would be better? Jules and fentanyl.
但两者不可兼得 因为吸了毒 茱尔丝就不要我了 But I can't do both, 'cause Jules won't have me.
所以 我暂时选择茱尔丝 So for now, I'll choose Jules.
-小茹 晚饭好了 -好 - Rue, dinner's ready. - Okay.
-你来[高潮了]吗 -嗯 没有 - Are you coming? - Yeah. No.
我去吃晚饭 Yeah. For--For dinner.
-稍等一下 -好 - Just, give me a second. - Okay.
你俩嘉年华玩得开心吗 You two have a good time at the carnival?
-挺好玩的 -还行 - Yeah, it was cool. - It was all right.
小茹说 你玩旋转球玩晕了 Rue said you got sick on the Gravitron.
别提了 I don't want to talk about it.
说起来 So...
茱尔丝昨晚在这儿过夜了 Jules slept over last night?
对 怎么了 Yeah. So?
你们俩在一起了吗 Are you two in a relationship?
嗯 差不多 I mean, yeah, kinda.
虽然我怎么想不重要 但是... It may not matter what I think, but...
我真心喜欢她 I really like her.
我也是 Yeah, me, too.
亲爱的 慢慢来 Baby, just take your time.
你这些年不容易 You've come a long way.
你很脆弱 You're delicate.
-我才不脆弱 -你脆弱 - I'm not delicate. - Yes, you are.
没事 妈 It's fine, Mom.
我们 We,
我们俩畅谈了很久... We had a really long conversation about everything, and...
我们会慢慢来 we're just gonna take things really, really slow.
茹尔丝
不错啊 Yo. Looks good.
准备好了吗 You ready?
有多疼 How bad does it hurt?
完全没有痛感 It didn't hurt, like, at all.
别担心 我干纹身很多年了 It's all good. I've been doing this for years.
我爱你 小茹 I love you, Rue,
但我死也不纹 but there's no fucking way I'm doing that.
我不知道茱尔丝去见泰勒那晚发生了什么 I didn't know what happened the night Jules met Tyler.
我知道进展不顺利 但也不敢多问 I knew it wasn't good, but I was afraid to pry.
我和茱尔丝相处甜蜜 何必破坏气氛 And selfishly, things had been going really well.
把支柱的具体位置指给我 Show me exactly where the holdup is.
理所当然 嘉年华结束后 一切都变了味儿 Granted, after the carnival, things got really fucking weird.
我一会儿打给你 I gotta call you back.
说慢点 Slow down.
慢点 怎么回事 Slow down. What's happened?
正门见 I'll meet you out front.
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感谢前来 雅各布斯先生 Thank you for coming down, Mr. Jacobs.
说说怎么回事吧 Do you want to tell me what's going on?
进去再说吧 Let's talk when we get inside.
-卡尔 你没事吧 -没事 稍等 - Cal, you okay? - Yeah. Need a second.
事情经过是这样 Now, what had happened was...
麦迪那天早上去了学校 that morning, Maddy went to school.
你"炸弹怪客"附体啊 What are you, the Unabomber?
你"施虐女王"上身啊 What are you, a dominatrix?
-才不是 -我随口一说 姐妹 - No. - I didn't mean for real, bitch.
我知道 Obviously.
讲真 你没事吧 But seriously, are you okay?
没事 就是来大姨妈了 Yeah. I'm just on my period.
-好吧 拜拜 -拜拜 - Okay. Bye. - Bye.
麦迪的第一节课是基础微积分 在202教室 And Maddy's first class was Intro to Calc in room 202,
很不幸 那间教室在学校的左侧高层 which unfortunately was in the upper left wing of the school.
空调不管用了吗 Is the air conditioner, like, not working?
空调坏了 你把外套脱下来就好了 It's broken. You could always take off your hoodie.
换做平时 Now, if it was a normal day,
麦迪就把外套脱掉了 Maddy would have just taken off her hoodie.
但因为内特掐了她 But since Nate choked her,
所以 麦迪当天提前三小时起床 Maddy woke up three hours early,
往脖子上涂了厚厚一层遮瑕 applied more concealer than a burn victim,
尽力遮盖淤痕 and tried her best to cover up.
祸不单行 To compound the problem,
血清素会影响人的胃口 内驱力和情绪
因为嘉年华时吸了毒 她的血清素下降了 she also suffered from a drop in serotonin from the Molly she took at the carnival,
于是她抑郁了 got depressed,
所以 她整周都没好好进食 and therefore hadn't had anything to eat or drink the entire weekend.
而且 她真的来大姨妈了 Plus, she actually was on her period.
麦迪 Maddy?
她在这里 She's in here.
我很好 怎么大家都大惊小怪 I'm fine. Why is everyone, like, so dramatic?
显然 你这周过得很痛苦 Obviously, you've been through a lot this weekend.
你脖子上的淤痕令我深感忧虑 But my real concern is the bruising on your neck.
我脖子上没有淤痕 There is no bruising on my neck.
-医疗人员看到了 -他们撒谎 - Paramedics saw it. - Yeah, well, they're lying.
麦迪琳 听我说 Madeleine, look.
我明白你不敢讲出受伤的真相 I understand that you may be afraid to talk about how you got hurt.
但我想告诉你 错不在你 But I want you to know that it is not your fault.
我无意对你不敬 I'm trying to find a really respectful way to say this.
但此事与你无关 But, this doesn't concern you.
与我有关 麦迪琳 It does concern me, Madeleine.
你才17岁 You're 17 years old.
如果我怀疑你被虐待了 If I suspect that you're being abused,
我必须依法报警 I'm mandated by law to report it.
该死 Fuck.
是熟人所为吗 Was it someone you know?
是内特·雅各布斯吗 Was it Nate Jacobs?
我只知道 她推翻了一大桶辣椒酱 All I know is she, like, knocked over a giant pot of chili
说他妈是"婊" and, like, called his mother the "C" word.
他当时确实拽了她的胳膊 I mean, he did, like, grab her by the arm.
说实话 那小妞疯疯癫癫 Yo, straight up? The chick's crazy.
你知道内特和麦迪吵架的原因吗 Do you know why Nate and Maddy were fighting?
没有律师在场 我无可奉告 I don't wanna talk until I get a lawyer.
你没被指控 You're not being charged with anything.
内特是同性恋 Look, Nate's gay.
我很严肃 芭芭拉 I'm being serious, Barbara.
讲真 内特其实是同性恋 No, I'm telling you, like, Nate's actually gay.
所以麦迪才不高兴 That's why Maddy was upset.
嘉年华的事我不了解 I don't know about the carnival,
但我知道 她在麦凯家泳池"啪"了一个小伙 but I do know she smashed some dude in the pool at McKay's.
"啪" Smashed?
所以他才拿新来的女孩撒气 That's why he attacked the new girl.
哪个新来的女孩 What new girl?
割伤自己的那个女孩 The one who cut herself.
我不知道你在说什么 I have no idea what you're talking about.
雅各布斯先生 跟我来一下 Mr. Jacobs, would you please come with me?
-什么 -跟我来一下 - What? - Come with me.
能告诉我怎么回事吗 You wanna tell me what the problem is?
别急 一会儿再说 Don't worry. We will.
怎么回事 What was that about?
-可能因为内特差点杀了麦迪 -什么 - Probably 'cause Nate tried to kill Maddy. - What?
因为她从他手机上翻到了同性黄片 Well, 'cause she found all that gay porn on his phone.
-谁告诉你的 -你啊 - Who told you that? - You did.
-什么时候 -嘉年华上啊 - When? - At the carnival.
莱克茜 把这事儿烂到肚子里 Okay, Lexi, never repeat that,
这些纯属杜撰 because literally none of it's true.
丹尼尔 不行 抱歉 Daniel, I-I can't. I'm sorry.
我就是... 我有男友了 I just--I'm--I'm dating somebody, and...
我真的不想节外生枝 I really don't want to fuck it up.
没事 别担心 It's cool. Don't worry.
我喜欢你而已 我本以为你也喜欢我 I just like you. I kind of thought you liked me.
我喜欢你 只是... I do, I just...
我有男友了 I have a boyfriend.
拜托 别说出去 Please don't say anything.
要是我保证守口如瓶 If I promise not to say anything,
我们能再一起玩吗 can we hang out again?
你收到我的短信了吗 Did you get my texts?
-没有 -真的吗 - No. - Really?
-我给你发了好多条短信 -我没收到 - Well, I sent you a bunch of texts. - Didn't get 'em.
我的手机显示送达了 Well, it says, like, delivered on my phone.
我现在不想谈这事 Look, I really don't want to talk about this right now.
你认真的吗 What, are you for real?
我做错事了吗 Did I, like, do something?
你说呢 伊森 I don't know, Ethan. Did you?
嘉年华当晚 和卢克·卡斯滕打炮时 So the night of the carnival, while fucking Luke Kasten,
凯特顿悟了 Kat had an epiphany.
她居然上了卢克·卡斯滕 She was fucking Luke Kasten,
那他妈可是卢克·卡斯滕啊 Luke motherfucking Kasten.
没上过东高的人可能不知道... And for those of you who didn't go to East Highland...
卢克·卡斯滕可是男神 Luke Kasten was a fucking god.
他毕业多年 可学校里依然有他的传说 I mean, he graduated years ago and people still talk about him.
他有我见过最大的鸡鸡 He has the biggest dick I've ever seen,
他上我时 我一直盯着他看 and I was looking at him while he was fucking me.
他射精时 I could see his face scrunching up
我看到他的脸皱成一团 when he was coming all over my stomach,
我突然就顿悟了 and I had this, like, realization, you know, like, this epiphany.
无论这个人有多酷帅性感 That no matter how cool, or, or sexy
不论他在你眼中有多聪明 or, or smart you think a guy is,
其实都卑微渺小得可悲可怜 they're actually just fucking pathetic.
说得对 凯特女王 It's true, KittenKween.
对了 如果你想射 By the way, if you wanna come,
我的亚马逊愿望清单上有个全身式安全带 I put a body harness on my Amazon wish list.
买给我 你才能射 I'm gonna need you to buy it for me.
遵命 凯特女王 Yes, KittenKween.
-能跟你说实话吗 -当然 - Can I be honest with you? - Always.
-我意识到... -你去哪儿 - What I realize is that, like... - Where are you going?
我一直试图减弱自己的存在感 my whole life, all I've tried to do is to take up less space.
去商场 To the mall.
企图避开那帮男人 Try to hide from guys, like, who might, like,
因为我经过时 他们会对朋友悄悄吐槽 whisper to their friend under their breath as I walked by.
我这一生 I've spent my whole life
都在担心大家会发现我是个胖妞 afraid people were gonna find out that I was fat.
但说实话 根本没人在意 But honestly, who gives a shit?
我好崇拜你 凯特女王 I'm so in awe of you, KittenKween.
无所畏惧的胖女孩所向披靡 There's nothing more powerful than a fat girl who doesn't give a fuck.
-你不是不住附近吗 -是啊 - Thought you weren't from around here. - I'm not.
我七点下班 一起玩吗 I get off work at seven. You wanna hang out?
你怎么突然这么无情 Why are you suddenly being so mean?
-你不懂 妈 不是他干的 -那是谁 - You don't understand, Mommy. He didn't do it. - Then who did?
-不是内特 -麦迪 别再撒谎了 - It wasn't Nate. - Maddy, stop lying.
-我没撒谎 -我绝不会放过那个混小子 - I'm not lying! - I am not gonna let the son of a bitch
伤害我女儿 休想逃脱 attack my daughter and get away with it.
-是吗 -没错 - Right? - Absolutely.
-得让他明白 做错事就要付出代价 -妈 - He needs to know that there are consequences. - Mom!
我要起诉他 I would like to press charges.
你不准起诉他 Well, you're not fucking pressing charges!
-我要起诉他 -不行 不准起诉 - I am gonna press charges. - No, you're not pressing--
-我是为你好 -不行 不准起诉 - This is for your own good! - No, you're not pressing charges!
别吵了 O-Okay!
我要起诉他 I would like to press charges.
-你还好吧 雅各布斯先生 -我没事 - You okay, Mr. Jacobs? - I'm fine.
雅各布斯夫妇 Mr. and Mrs. Jacobs,
感谢二位迅速赶来 thanks for getting here so quickly.
经调查 令郎和佩雷兹女士 So, it appears that your son and Miss Perez
周六晚发生了肢体冲突 had a physical altercation on Saturday night,
据称 他掐了她 in which he allegedly strangled her.
-什么 -有众多目击证人 - What? - There are multiple eyewitnesses.
佩雷兹女士脖子上有大片淤痕 Miss Perez has extensive bruising,
她的家人会提起诉讼 and the family will be pressing charges.
其中肯定有误会 There must be some misunderstanding.
这不像我儿子的作风 This doesn't sound like something my son would do.
我想和佩雷兹家谈谈 I would like to talk to the Perez family.
其实 雅各布斯先生 你最好先和你儿子谈谈 Actually, Mr. Jacobs, I think it'd be best to speak to your son
趁我们还没把他带回警局 before we take him to the station.
他在这边 He's just this way.
你掐了她 Did you do it?
不算是 Not really.
你承认了吗 Did you admit to it?
没有 No.
是你吗 Did you do it?
不是 No.
那还好 Well, that's good to hear.
她家会起诉 Her family's gonna press charges.
该死 Fuck.
听我说 Listen to me.
你得保持镇定 You need to stay composed.
别发火 别闹事 Don't get angry, don't make a scene.
你要昂首挺胸走出学校 You walk out of the school with your head held high.
看着我 看着我 Look at me. Look at me.
接下来的事 对你... What's about to happen to you...
对我 对咱家... to me, to our family...
都是个不小的冲击 is not gonna be easy.
你先走 我紧随其后 You walk out first. I'm right behind you.
走吧 Go on.
我爱你 I love you.
第一 内特怎么了 Okay, one, what was that about?
第二 你上了内特他爸这事儿 谈谈呗 Two, can we talk about the fact that you fucked Nate's dad?
小茹 你发誓 Rue, swear to God, like,
你以生命起誓 不会对外声张 on your life that you will never tell anyone.
-声张你上了内特的父亲 -我很认真 - That you fucked Nate's dad. - I'm serious!
就算你将来讨厌我了 This is like, like, even if you decide you hate me one day,
也不能把此事告诉任何人 like, you can never tell anyone.
我怎么会讨厌你 How would I ever hate you?
这不是重点... That's not the point. Like...
讲真 你得把这事儿带进坟墓 Seriously, this is some go-to-your-grave shit.
我保证 I promise.
好 Okay.
内特知情吗 Do you think Nate knows?
不 内特怎么会知道 No. Why would Nate know?
你嘉年华时去了他家的辣椒酱摊 I don't know. You went up to the chili booth at the carnival.
他看起来像是知情吗 Did... he look like he knew?
不啊 我当时都没留意他 No, like, literally, I didn't even notice.
内特很吓人 Nate's scary.
他们全家都令人心生恐惧 The whole fucking family is scary.
我不想谈这个 I don't want to have this conversation.
你知道怎么做最好吗 You know what would be amazing?
他们赔给你一大笔钱 If they paid you off with a bunch of money
我们用来尝试各种刺激的事情 and we do a bunch of really cool shit.
小茹 这不好笑 Rue, this isn't a joke.
我不知道茱尔丝为什么不信我 I don't know why Jules didn't trust me
我也不知道她怎么会觉得我会讨厌她 or why she'd think I'd ever hate her.
茱尔丝做什么 我都不会生气 There's literally nothing in the world that Jules could do to make me upset.
我也原话告诉过她 I even told her that.
-是吗 -真的 这是实话 - Yeah, right. - No, for real. It's true.
你有过很多次一夜情吗 So, like, do you have a lot of one-night stands?
"很多"是多少次 Define a lot.
比如... Like...
-五次以上 -嗯 - More than five. - Yeah.
十次以上 More than ten.
可能吧 I don't know.
二十次以上 More than 20.
-小茹 这重要吗 -我就问问 - Rue, why does it matter? - It's just a question.
谁在乎啊 Who cares?
做爱爽吗 Is the sex, like, good?
怎么说呢 做爱不是重点 I don't know. It's, like, it's not even the point, you know?
前戏更值得留念 It's more about, like, everything that leads up to it.
让人印象深刻 That's the good part.
你有过一夜情吧 I mean, you've had one-night stands, right?
没有 No.
那你跟刚认识的人 But you've, like, hooked up with people
-上过床吧 -也没有 - that you've just met, right? - Not--Not like that. No. No.
等下 你跟多少人上过啊 Wait. How many people have you slept with?
不多 Not many.
给我个具体数字 No, like, what's your number?
太丢人了 This is so embarrassing.
我的极其短暂 并且不忍回忆的 性爱史
我的初吻是在12岁 I had my first kiss at the age of 12
我并不喜欢那个男孩 但是... with a boy I didn't really like, but...
我就是想把初吻送出去 I just wanted to get it over with.
我八年级时给四个人打过飞机 I gave four hand jobs in eighth grade,
九年级时给两个人口交过 two blow jobs in ninth,
其中一个还是被逼无奈 one of which I was emotionally coerced into.
反正我一定会告诉全校人 你给我口交了 I'm literally gonna tell the entire school that you sucked my dick,
所以 你还不如把这事坐实 so you might as well just suck my dick.
还有一次 Then there was that time
塔克·布莱克邀请莱克西参加高一舞会 that Lexi got asked to the freshman formal by Tucker Blake
我教过她法式深吻 and I tried to teach her how to French kiss.
你不觉得浑身别扭吗 Is this, like, really weird and uncomfortable for you?
不啊 不别扭 No. Not really.
我去准备了 Okay. I'm gonna get ready.
15岁时 Also, at 15,
我作死吃了两条阿普唑仑 喝了瓶啤酒 I ate two Xannie bars, drank a beer, which is super dangerous,
于是破处了 and lost my virginity.
-你高潮了吗 -嗯 - Did you come? - Yeah.
那是自然 Word.
你看起来很享受 You look like you came hard.
我只知道 生活不是纯爱小说 All I know is, life is not a Nicholas Sparks novel.
-就这些 -嗯 就这些 - That's it? - Yep. That's--That's it.
等下 你恋爱过吗 Wait, so, like... have you ever been in love?
该死的混蛋 Fucking pigs!
去死吧 Fuck you!
麦迪 我是莱丽警探 我明白你不想揭开伤疤 Hi, Maddy. I'm Detective Riley. I understand this is traumatic,
但请配合我们的工作 but you're gonna have to cooperate.
你再靠近一步 我就打你了 If you literally step any closer, I will fight you!
女士 取证是例行规定 赶紧脱下毛衣 Miss, this is procedure. I need you to remove your sweater now,
你要是不脱 我们就采取强制手段了 and if you don't, we will remove it for you.
是吗 贱人 你想怎样 Really, bitch? How?
-你这个疯婆子 -冷静 - You're fucking crazy! - Calm down.
深呼吸 深呼吸 Take a deep breath. Take a deep breath.
别闹 麦迪 我们不想伤害你 Come on, Maddy. We don't want to hurt you.
放开我 Get off of me!
-麦迪 别动 -放松 - Maddy, please. - Relax.
-好了 -谢谢 交给我吧 - There we go. - Thanks, guys. I got this.
我知道你现在很难过 I know you're really upset right now,
你不想听我说教 and you don't want to hear this.
但信我吧 伤害你的人... But trust me, when I tell you that the person that did this...
绝对不爱你 doesn't love you.
你拽了她 So you grabbed her.
我拽住她的手臂 把她拖走了 我没掐她 I grabbed her by the arm to drag her away. I didn't choke her.
我问她发什么疯 I asked her why she was acting that way.
我问她到底想怎样 Like, I asked her what she was doing.
我不想给她惹麻烦 I don't want to get her in any trouble,
但她吸食了大量毒品 but she'd taken a lot of drugs.
什么毒 What drugs?
我不想给她惹事 I don't want to get her in trouble.
她不会有事 She's not gonna get in any trouble.
分子毒 Molly.
二亚甲基双氧安非他明吗 As in MDMA?
对 Yeah.
但我不知道纯不纯 But I don't know if it was pure.
我不吸毒 所以不太清楚 Like, I don't--I don't do drugs, so I don't know.
询问过后 And after that conversation,
那是你当晚最后一次和佩雷兹女士对话吗 was that the last time you spoke to Miss Perez that evening?
是 Yeah.
我们俩的情侣关系并非完美无缺 Her and I don't have the healthiest relationship.
我心里清楚 I know that.
我爸总说 她是个累赘 他说得对 My dad's always telling me that she's a distraction, and he's right.
我爱她 I love her.
我真的很爱她 You know, I really love her.
就算她行为疯癫 举止怪异 我依然爱她 No matter... how crazy she acts, no matter what she does, I love her.
其实说来丢人 但是 It's kind of embarrassing to admit, but,
我们俩多次分手期间 on the times when we've broken up,
我知道她和别人在一起过 I know for a fact that she's been with other guys.
怎么说呢 有可能那一晚... I don't know, I mean, it's possible that that night...
不重要了 It doesn't matter.
-你想说什么 -不重要了 - What were you gonna say? - It doesn't matter.
我爱麦迪 I love Maddy.
我绝不会伤害她 I'd never do anything to hurt her.
内特伤人事件的后果随之而来 The fallout from Nate's assault was swift...
调查结束前 你儿子被停学了 I'm suspending your son until the investigation is completed.
那得好几个月呢 Look, that could take months.
处罚严峻 and harsh.
东高橄榄球队对暴力零容忍 East Highland football team has a zero tolerance policy.
我走出了家暴的阴影 I'm a survivor of abuse.
我花了十年才肯亲口承认遭受了家暴 It took me ten years to admit that.
因为受虐后最严重的后遗症 Because the most insidious symptom of abuse
就是不肯承认 被打得伤痕累累 is the inability to admit that what you're enduring
非同寻常 is not normal,
不可容忍 not okay,
那不是爱 and not love.
我有时夜不能寐... Those are the moments that keep me up at night--
因为我多次忽略了脑海中的警示之声 thinking about all the times that I ignored that, that voice in my head.
不停问自己 "你为何要默默忍受" You know, that told me, "What are you doing?"
一个月 半年 一年后 会怎样 And what happens in a month? Six months? A year?
等她搬走 上大学后 会怎样 When she moves away and goes to college?
等她告诉你 只想做朋友时 怎么办 When she tells you, she just wants to be friends?
-你是在假设 -不 小茹 这是早晚的事 - You mean "If." - No, Rue. I mean "When."
怎么说呢 我们说过要同居 I mean, I don't know. We talked about living together.
她要是去纽约 我就跟她一起 Like, if she goes to New York, I'll just go with her.
-我对她生死相随 -你没懂我的意思 小茹 - I'll go anywhere she goes. - I think you're missing my point, Rue.
高中的情谊转瞬即逝 并非天长地久 Nothing in high school lasts forever.
你该见见她 You should meet her.
说吧 小茹 Go ahead, Rue.
大家好 我是小茹 我有毒瘾 Everyone. I'm--I'm Rue and I'm an addict.
你好 小茹 Hi, Rue.
我就是想向大家忏悔 I guess I just wanted to, make amends with everyone.
因为我分享的时候 Because most every time I've shared,
我都在撒谎 I--I was lying.
我每次获得的戒毒认证 Yeah, every time I collected a chip,
不管是30天 60天 还是90天认证 whether it be 30 days or 60 days or 90 days,
都建立在我的谎言之上 I was lying.
但是 我遇到了一个人 But... I met someone.
她给了我勇气 And she's helped.
我真心想要戒毒了 And now I want to stay clean.
见鬼 也许是我的私心在作祟 And, shit, maybe that's--maybe that's me being selfish,
我刚被阿里吓懵了 you know, and Ali just scared the shit out of me.
因为他告诉我 情谊早晚会消弭 'Cause he told me that it wasn't gonna last.
该死 这么说吧 And, fuck, you know what?
也许你说得对 Maybe you're right.
但我真心希望你是错的 But I really, really, really hope you're wrong.
因为我已经戒毒13天了 'Cause, I've been clean for 13 days.
进展良好 It's been okay.
我真的很幸福 I've actually been really happy.
所以 So,
所以 我才想站在这里 Yeah, I don't know. I guess that's why I wanted to come here, and...
告诉大家真相 tell you guys the truth.
感谢聆听 Thank you.
谢谢 Thank you.
-欢迎改过自新 -谢谢 小茹 - Welcome back. - Thank you, Rue.
你和小茹是朋友... So, is this like a friend thing with Rue or is it, like...
我不想谈 I don't want to talk about it.
我就是好奇... I was just wondering...
你们俩是一对吗 are you two, like, a thing?
不是一对 我不懂你在说什么 No, we're not a thing. I don't know what a thing is.
我就是想啊 'Cause I've been thinking, you know,
如果你们俩真是一对 if it was, if you two were a thing...
我们一家人可以聚聚啊 We could all just do, like, a family thing together.
一起吃个晚饭 Maybe go out to dinner or something.
我不想带小茹和你吃晚饭 I don't want to go to dinner with you and Rue.
-抱歉 -为什么 我给你丢人了吗 - I'm sorry. - Why? Because you're embarrassed of me?
还是因为你俩就是一对 Or is it because you're a thing?
-你真逗 -是啊 - You're hilarious. - Yeah, I know.
她还参加戒毒会吗 Is she still going to meetings?
不错 That's great.
你带她变好了 You're a good influence.
小茹 你在家吗
小茹 我确实不是个称职的朋友
小茹 但我知错了 给我个弥补的机会吧
麦凯听说了内特的事 McKay had heard the news about Nate.
他手机上有很多"遛鸟照" Had a bunch of dick pics on his phone.
发给其他妹子吗 And was, like, what, sending them to other girls?
不 麦凯 不是他的鸡鸡 是别人的鸡鸡 No, McKay, it wasn't his dick. It was other guys' dicks.
我没懂 你听谁说的啊 I'm confused. Who told you this?
什么"遛鸟照" What dick pics?
你说他手机上有"遛鸟照" The ones you told me about, on his phone.
你是不是吸毒吸傻了 I don't know if your brain is all scrambled from, like, all the Molly you take,
我可没说过 but I never said that.
你要是敢散播谣言 我绝不放过你 If you spread a lie like that, I will fucking come for you.
懂了吗 We good?
懂了 Yeah.
总之 凯茜 Anyway, look, Cassie,
我很抱歉 嘉年华那晚 让你受委屈了 I'm really sorry about what happened the other night at the carnival.
没事 It's okay.
不 我本该在内特面前承认我们的关系 No, I should have said something to Nate.
我就是很受伤 It just really hurt my feelings.
我感觉做我的男友 你很没面子 It made me feel like you weren't proud to be my boyfriend.
凯茜 Cass.
亲我一下 Give me a kiss.
做你的男友 我很骄傲 相信我 I'm proud to be your boyfriend, trust me.
我也很抱歉 I'm sorry, too.
你有什么好抱歉 What do you got to be sorry about?
我喜欢写歌 I love making music.
但说实话... Yeah, I mean, but to be honest...
光靠写歌 我养活不了自己 I don't think I'm, like, good enough yet to just do music.
但追求音乐是我的梦想 But that's, like, my dream, you know or whatever.
-你呢 -我怎么了 - What about you? - What about me?
你看起来很有创意 You look like you're creative or something. You know?
-创意 -是啊 - Creative. - Yeah.
怎么说呢 你的穿着打扮很特别 I don't know. Just, like, the way you dress and stuff.
我本以为你是画家 I just thought you might be an artist or something.
如果你想 我们可以直接上床 Look, if you wanna hook up, we can hook up.
我没往这方面想 I wasn't expecting that.
是吗 Really?
我就是跟你聊聊 Yeah, I was just making conversation.
我就是这个意思 我们不必废话 I mean, that's my point, you don't really have to.
麦迪很难过 Maddy wasn't doing well.
过去五天里 Over the course of the last five days,
麦迪给内特发了273条短信 Maddy has sent Nate a total of 273 text messages,
他一条也没回 none of which he answered.
而且 大家都跟她对着干 Plus, everyone in her life was against her.
那不是真爱 麦迪
你他妈有什么资格评价我们 Who the fuck are you to judge?
不准说脏话
讲真 妈 我10岁起 爸就一直睡沙发 Seriously, Mom, Dad has slept on the couch since I was ten years old.
别这么毒舌 麦迪
我没有 I'm not.
我就是想说 爱情变幻莫测 I'm just saying love is a million things.
时而令人飘飘欲仙 时而将人打入地狱 Sometimes it feels good, sometimes it doesn't.
我只知道 无论如何 内特都会爱我 The one thing I know is that Nate loves me no matter what.
我们俩都愿为彼此付出一切 He'd fucking kill for me and I'd kill for him.
这是一件幸事 It feels good to know that
在这个无情的世界上 there's one person in this whole fucked-up world
有一人会对我不离不弃 who has my back.
你以为我想像你们这样吗 You think I want this?
你们俩同住一个屋檐下 You live in the same house
却毫无交流 and you don't even say one word to each other.
这就是我们俩的不同之处 That's the difference between me and you.
你说得对
我曾经也总这么想
我觉得我遇上的男人都是真爱
我当年也傻成你这样
凯特 我马上去你家 Kat, I need to come over, like, right now.
-我不在家 -那你在哪儿 - I'm not home. - What? Where are you?
-和朋友在一起 -谁啊 - With a... friend. - Who?
不重要 It doesn't really matter.
我正忙着呢 I'm just, like, in the middle of something.
我一会儿打给你吧 Can I call you back later?
你能甩掉他们吗 我现在真的很需要你 Well, can you blow them off, please? I really need you right now.
不行 我得挂了 I--I can't. I gotta go.
-抱歉 -没事 - Sorry about that. - All good.
那就... So, like...
我去 Shit.
爽 Fuck!
我靠 Shit.
爽 Fuck.
就是... It was just...
真的很爽 That was really good.
讲真 这是... Seriously, that was like...
我享受过最爽的口交 one of the best blow jobs I've ever had.
再滑一圈 再滑一圈 One more time, okay? One more time!
小茹状态不错 Rue seems really good.
嗯 是啊 Yeah. She does.
都是你的功劳 It's 'cause of you, you know.
-我去下洗手间 -好 - I'm gonna go to the bathroom. - Okay.
抱歉 我来晚了 I'm so sorry I'm late.
我房东真操蛋 My landlord is such a fucking cocksucker.
有一类人 You know that type of person that,
就喜欢毫无缘由地激怒别人 like, just tries to get under your skin for, like, no reason?
不说了 你不在意 我喘口气 Whatever. You don't care. I can breathe.
天呐 你本人真帅 My God. You're actually hot?
来杯香槟吗 Can I.. Would you like a glass of champagne?
亲爱的 我不喝酒 Honey, no. I don't do alcohol.
你住附近吗 You from around here?
我来自金星[维纳斯星] 亲爱的 I'm from planet Venus, baby.
我叫米娜科 I'm Minako.
大家都叫我"米娜" But the boys call me Mina.
我... I'm, I just...
-能关掉音乐吗 -天呐 - Will you please stop the music? - Jeez.
你怎么回事 What is up with you?
-给你口吗 -不用 - You want a popper? - No.
那你想怎样 Well, then, what do you want?
我就想聊聊天 I just want to talk for a little bit.
你想聊什么 What do you want to talk about?
我这周过得很煎熬 I've just had a really long week.
-妻子 -不是 - Wife? - No.
-孩子 -对 - Kids? - Yeah.
-男孩还是女孩 -男孩 - Boys or girls? - Boys.
你觉得我的取向会影响他们吗 Do you think this stuff affects them?
就算他们不知情 Even if they don't know it?
我不了解 I don't know.
你觉得对其隐瞒 反而会带坏他们吗 Do you think hiding it creates the same thing in them?
亲爱的 我不了解 Honey, I don't know.
我公开出柜 没这种困扰 Everyone knows who I am.
你知道吗 You know...
我这辈子 一直想将这一面隐于人后 I spent my whole life trying to keep this part of me separate.
但我感觉 隐瞒恰恰适得其反 But I feel like it's poisoned everything.
我本以为 I thought that
无知是福 I was doing what was best for everybody.
但我发现 我的孩子们... And then, I look at my boys, and...
他们满腔怒火 they have so much anger.
不仅满腔怒火 Not just anger...
而且乖张暴戾 but rage.
我很害怕 And it scares me.
因为 已经太迟了 Because... it's too late.
负面的种子已在他们心中深深埋下 It's always gonna be inside them.
你的苦恼 亲爱的... All those problems you have, baby...
我都能解决 I'm here to fix it.
你的负面情绪... All that bad energy...
可以通通"传递"给我 you can give it to me.
我有办法消解[能承受你] I can handle it.
我们母女好久没这么亲近了 You know, it seems like we never do this anymore.
是啊 Yeah.
-住我家吗 -我还是回家吧 - You gonna spend the night? - I should probably go home.
好 我跟你回家吧 Okay. Well, is it cool if I just go with you?
好啊 Yeah. Sure.
内特·雅各布斯
你好 What's up, bro?
我跟她在一起呢 怎么了 Yeah, I'm with her right now. What's up?
他让你告诉麦迪 下载"信号"软件 He says can you tell Maddy to download Signal?
-别挡路 臭婊子 -去死吧 - Get off the road, you fucking cunt! - Fuck you!
内特 27号出口附近的旅馆见
帅哥 Handsome.
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克里斯托弗·麦凯的父亲要求他出人头地 Christopher McKay's father demanded excellence.
他上了大学后意识到... Then he got to college and he realized...
他根本没有做职业橄榄球员的天赋 he didn't stand a chance of going pro.
《迷醉》下集预告
你要是穿成这样去参加派对 If we go to this party and you dress like that,
绝对会成为黑料谈资 I ain't gon' ever hear the end of it.
万圣节就是得盛装打扮 吸引眼球 The whole point of Halloween is to look attractive.
你儿子的事情 The situation with your son,
众人议论纷纷 a lot of people are talking.
你得做好打算 You need a plan.
我总以为幸福能天长地久 Every time I feel good, I think it'll last forever.
但实则不然 But it doesn't.
迷醉 幕后采访
麦迪这一角色很吸引我 I was drawn to Maddy as a character
因为扮演她 对我来说是个挑战 because I knew she would pull me out of my comfort zone.
麦迪总是很自信 I think Maddy's always been confident.
她小时候 Like when she was a little girl,
赢得了无数选美比赛 she was winning pageant after pageant.
所以我觉得 她的自信与生俱来 So, I think her confidence is something that she's always had.
我觉得麦迪能掌控内特 Like I think Maddy definitely runs Nate.
内特满足了她对爱情的美好憧憬 She definitely gets what she wants out of him,
但每当他发怒 施暴 黑化时 but in those moments where he gets angry and violent and dark,
她就会... she just...
她很脆弱 我觉得她很痛苦 she's so weak, and I think she's in pain.
她这段恋情畸形且充满暴力 She's in a toxic, abusive relationship.
她并不害怕内特动手 It wasn't the violence that scared her.
她恐惧地意识到 无论内特做了什么 It was the fact that she knew no matter what he did,
她依然会爱他 she'd still love him.
她觉得内特带给她的感觉 对她的付出 She thinks that what Nate provides for her and does for her
远比她父亲强一百倍 is 100 times better than what she's seen her dad do.
成长于一个父母关系疏远的家庭 Growing up in a dysfunctional home,
人可能会陷入畸形爱恋 you can end up in those relationships
因为不正常在他们眼中是常态 because they either seem normal to you,
就算再畸形 也好过自己父母的冷若冰霜 or they seem better than what you've seen at home.
麦迪会尽其所能 Maddy will do anything in her power
不沦落成她父母那样 not to end up like her parents.
她想逃脱原生家庭的窘境 She doesn't want that life,
所以她一直在努力寻找出路 so she's-- she's trying to find a way out in any way she can
我觉得正因如此 她才会和内特在一起 and I think... that's where the relationship with Nate comes in.
她享受爱情的甜美 I think she likes the idea of it.
所以 即使他伤害她 她也只是... So even though he's hurting her, she just--
她觉得暴力的爱恋胜过自己父母的冷淡关系 she thinks it's better than what she's grown up watching.
我就是想说 爱情变幻莫测 Just saying love is a million things!
时而令人飘飘欲仙 时而将人打入地狱 Sometimes, it feels good. Sometimes, it doesn't.
信我吧 伤害你的人 Trust me when I tell you that the person that did this
绝对不爱你 doesn't love you.
麦迪感觉众人都与她为敌 I think Maddy feels like everyone's against her,
没人理解他们的感情 and no one understands them.
那似乎是她人生的最低谷 It feels like the lowest point of her life,
即使如此 她还是力挺内特 and even then, she's--she's still rooting for Nate.
她希望他为自己做打算 She wants him to figure out a plan.
她希望他好 She wants him to be okay.
她真心觉得和内特有种特殊的纽带 She really feels like they have this special bond,
但这是种畸形的青年人之爱 but it's--you know, it's a dysfunctional young love.
很荣幸与雅各布共事 Working with Jacob was incredible.
有他这样的荧幕搭档 我别无所求了 I couldn't have asked for a better scene partner.
我们俩的对手戏都剑拔弩张 Those scenes are really intense, and you know, it is--
虽然是表演 但也得实打实地去体验 it's acting, but it's physical and you know,
需要倾注全部情感 you're pouring all of your emotion into this.
我觉得麦迪在追求爱情和希望 I think Maddy's searching for any bit of love, any bit of hope.
我觉得有时人太过渴望爱情 I think we want love sometimes so bad,
往往会陷入畸形的爱恋 we stay in these relationships even when we know they aren't right.
但她不想承认这一点 But she doesn't want to admit that to herself.
她只希望大家别去打扰她 She just wants everybody to leave her alone,
她只希望和内特在一起 and she wants it to just be her and Nate.